Jom Mengumpat!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Being in the office and just sit on your dear chair?HEyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..........boring tahap Cipan jongang tau tak?When my brain is idle...it can turned me into some idiot!!!!!Damn that kambing!aku tak suka tau tak?Siapakah kambing itu?Oh.....it's a long story but the best way to describe 'him' is some power-crazed guy yg pegi sekolah setakat tak seberapa tapi teringin menjadi manager!!!!!!!!!!hehehehehehehehe.seronoknya mengumpat engkau kambing!
Eh kambing...this entry is solely to lepas geram on you....
Ko tau tak yg engko tu sekolah menengah saje.....bila speaking ko cakap bahasa baku ( bangku betul la mamat nih!)....Hoi!!!!!!engko tau tak hidup ini lebih dari sekadar meragut rumput and back-stabbing!Aku tau....ko cuba back-stab aku tapi tak dapat.....tapi ko ingat sikit....kami2 yg ko sebut sebagai org yang 'kail panjang sejengkal' ini mempunyai skrol dan mempunyai attitude kerja yg BAGUS!!!!!!jadi jgn la engko heran kenapa org appreciate kami!Kami ni takle bising macam ngko!Skill pun lagi bagus....yg ngko tu baru nak blaja pakai excel sikit pun dah kecoh gilerrrrr!Kekadang aku kesian...ko ngaku cucu org paling besar lam negeri ni.....masalahnya....cucu real org tu aku kenal..dah penah makan minum kat umah aku!Most importantly...kalo ko kata ko sedara depa...ngapa nya bibir engko tu tebal semacam...where as cucu yg real tu kecik je bibirnya.Aku tak tau la ko tersangkut tang mana....Tapi yg kesiannya....kalu betul la engko tu cucu....hehehe...emmang ko cucu terbuang!Eeeeeeeee...seronok la aku melepas geram kat kau nih!Tapi perlu diingatkan...walau pun engkau begitu..kami tak akan masuk campur urusan kau...walaupun engko perasan mengatakan org nak tengok ko jatuh!Masalah nya itu telah mengkonfiuskan aku ko tau tak?Nak tau kenapa?Sebab nya Job Grade kau la paling rendah dalam Department ni....dan aku dan kawan2 aku adalah duduk pada tangga diatas engko.Okey..someone tell me...if u are currently sitting ( shitting!heheh! ) at farthest bottom...where else would u fall?jatuh kerak bumi ke?hehehehe...and for your info jugak....hey man!u r not important!u r just a piece of shit that people can trampple on!inagt tu........jgn lelebih,nanti makan diri!
to my frens yg membaca.adakah anda menumpang rasa puas hati mengumpat dan melepas geram?hehehehehe...........PUAS HATI DEN!kehkehkehkeh...sesekali jahat2 nih best gak!lepas geram!

Muhammad's Sword

Something to read - a Jews' critic of Pope Benedicts unwelcoming remark about Islam. To me, this article is a must article to be read by everyone. Read
and think about it.

Uri Avnery is an Israeli author and activist. He is the head of the Israeli peace movement, "Gush Shalom". http://zope.gush-shalom.org/home/en.

The article itself is available here http://zope.gush-shalom.org/home/en/channels/avnery/1159094813

Since the days when Roman Emperors threw Christians to the lions, the relations between the emperors and the heads of the church have
undergone many changes.
Constantine the Great, who became Emperor in the year 306 - exactly 1700 years ago - encouraged the practice of Christianity in the
empire, which included Palestine. Centuries later, the church split into an Eastern (Orthodox) and a Western (Catholic) part. In the West,
the Bishop of Rome, who acquired the title of Pope, demanded that the Emperor accept his superiority.
The struggle between the Emperors and the Popes played a central role in European history and divided the peoples. It knew ups and downs.
Some Emperors dismissed or expelled a Pope, some Popes dismissed or excommunicated an Emperor. One of the Emperors, Henry IV, "walked 
to Canossa", standing for three days barefoot in the snow in front of the Pope's castle, until the Pope deigned to annul his excommunication.

But there were times when Emperors and Popes lived in peace with each other. We are witnessing such a period today. Between the present
Pope, Benedict XVI, and the present Emperor, George Bush II, there exists a wonderful harmony. Last week's speech by the Pope, which
aroused a world-wide storm, went well with Bush's crusade against "Islamofascism", in the context of the "Clash of Civilizations".
IN HIS lecture at a German university, the 265th Pope described what he sees as a huge difference between Christianity and Islam: while
Christianity is based on reason, Islam denies it. While Christians see the logic of God's actions, Muslims deny that there is any such logic
in the actions of Allah.

As a Jewish atheist, I do not intend to enter the fray of this debate. It is much beyond my humble abilities to understand the logic of the
Pope. But I cannot overlook one passage, which concerns me too, as an Israeli living near the fault-line of this "war of civilizations".

In order to prove the lack of reason in Islam, the Pope asserts that the prophet Muhammad ordered his followers to spread their religion by
the sword. According to the Pope, that is unreasonable, because faith is born of the soul, not of the body. How can the sword influence the soul?

To support his case, the Pope quoted - of all people - a Byzantine Emperor, who belonged, of course, to the competing Eastern Church. At
the end of the 14th century, the Emperor Manuel II Palaeologus told of a debate he had - or so he said (its occurrence is in doubt) - with an unnamed Persian Muslim scholar. In the heat of the argument, the Emperor (according to himself) flung the following words at his adversary:

"Show me just what Mohammed brought that was new, and there you will find things only evil and inhuman, such as his command to spread by
the sword the faith he preached".
These words give rise to three questions: (a) Why did the Emperor say them? (b) Are they true? (c) Why did the present Pope quote them?
WHEN MANUEL II wrote his treatise, he was the head of a dying empire. He assumed power in 1391, when only a few provinces of the once
illustrious empire remained. These, too, were already under Turkish threat.

At that point in time, the Ottoman Turks had reached the banks of the Danube. They had conquered Bulgaria and the north of Greece, and had
twice defeated relieving armies sent by Europe to save the Eastern Empire. On May 29, 1453, only a few years after Manuel's death, his
capital, Constantinople (the present Istanbul) fell to the Turks, putting an end to the Empire that had lasted for more than a thousand years.

During his reign, Manuel made the rounds of the capitals of Europe in an attempt to drum up support. He promised to reunite the church.
There is no doubt that he wrote his religious treatise in order to incite the Christian countries against the Turks and convince them to
start a new crusade. The aim was practical, theology was serving politics.

In this sense, the quote serves exactly the requirements of the present Emperor, George Bush II. He, too, wants to unite the Christian
world against the mainly Muslim "Axis of Evil". Moreover, the Turks are again knocking on the doors of Europe, this time peacefully. It is
well known that the Pope supports the forces that object to the entry of Turkey into the European Union.

Is there any truth in Manuel's argument?
The pope himself threw in a word of caution. As a serious and renowned theologian, he could not afford to falsify written texts. Therefore,
he admitted that the Qur'an specifically forbade the spreading of the faith by force. He quoted the second Sura, verse 256 (strangely
fallible, for a pope, he meant verse 257) which says: "There must be no coercion in matters of faith".

How can one ignore such an unequivocal statement? The Pope simply argues that this commandment was laid down by the prophet when 
he was at the beginning of his career, still weak and powerless, but that later on he ordered the use of the sword in the service of the faith.
Such an order does not exist in the Qur'an. True, Muhammad called for the use of the sword in his war against opposing tribes - Christian,
Jewish and others - in Arabia, when he was building his state. But that was a political act, not a religious one; basically a fight for
territory, not for the spreading of the faith.

Jesus said: "You will recognize them by their fruits." The treatment of other religions by Islam must be judged by a simple test: How did
the Muslim rulers behave for more than a thousand years, when they had the power to "spread the faith by the sword"?

Well, they just did not.
For many centuries, the Muslims ruled Greece. Did the Greeks become Muslims? Did anyone even try to Islamize them? On the contrary,
Christian Greeks held the highest positions in the Ottoman administration. The Bulgarians, Serbs, Romanians, Hungarians and other
European nations lived at one time or another under Ottoman rule and clung to their Christian faith. Nobody compelled them to become
Muslims and all of them remained devoutly Christian.

True, the Albanians did convert to Islam, and so did the Bosniaks. But nobody argues that they did this under duress. They adopted Islam in
order to become favorites of the government and enjoy the fruits.In 1099, the Crusaders conquered Jerusalem and massacred its Muslim and Jewish inhabitants indiscriminately, in the name of the gentle
Jesus. At that time, 400 years into the occupation of Palestine by the Muslims, Christians were still the majority in the country. Throughout
this long period, no effort was made to impose Islam on them. Only after the expulsion of the Crusaders from the country, did the
majority of the inhabitants start to adopt the Arabic language and the Muslim faith - and they were the forefathers of most of today's
Palestinians.
THERE IS no evidence whatsoever of any attempt to impose Islam on the Jews. As is well known, under Muslim rule the Jews of Spain enjoyed 
a bloom the like of which the Jews did not enjoy anywhere else until almost our time. Poets like Yehuda Halevy wrote in Arabic, as did the
great Maimonides. In Muslim Spain, Jews were ministers, poets, scientists. In Muslim Toledo, Christian, Jewish and Muslim scholars
worked together and translated the ancient Greek philosophical and scientific texts. That was, indeed, the Golden Age. How would this
have been possible, had the Prophet decreed the "spreading of the faith by the sword"?
What happened afterwards is even more telling. When the Catholics re-conquered Spain from the Muslims, they instituted a reign of religious
terror. The Jews and the Muslims were presented with a cruel choice: to become Christians, to be massacred or to leave. And where did the
hundreds of thousand of Jews, who refused to abandon their faith, escape? Almost all of them were received with open arms in the Muslim
countries. The Sephardi ("Spanish") Jews settled all over the Muslim world, from Morocco in the west to Iraq in the east, from Bulgaria
(then part of the Ottoman Empire) in the north to Sudan in the south. Nowhere were they persecuted. They knew nothing like the tortures of
the Inquisition, the flames of the auto-da-fe, the pogroms, the terrible mass-expulsions that took place in almost all Christian countries, up to 
the Holocaust.
WHY? Because Islam expressly prohibited any persecution of the "peoples of the book". In Islamic society, a special place was
reserved for Jews and Christians. They did not enjoy completely equal rights, but almost. They had to pay a special poll-tax, but were
exempted from military service - a trade-off that was quite welcome to many Jews. It has been said that Muslim rulers frowned upon any
attempt to convert Jews to Islam even by gentle persuasion - because it entailed the loss of taxes.

Every honest Jew who knows the history of his people cannot but feel a deep sense of gratitude to Islam, which has protected the Jews for
fifty generations, while the Christian world persecuted the Jews and tried many times "by the sword" to get them to abandon their faith.

THE STORY about "spreading the faith by the sword" is an evil legend, one of the myths that grew up in Europe during the great wars against
the Muslims - the reconquista of Spain by the Christians, the Crusades and the repulsion of the Turks, who almost conquered Vienna. I suspect
that the German Pope, too, honestly believes in these fables. That means that the leader of the Catholic world, who is a Christian
theologian in his own right, did not make the effort to study the history of other religions.Why did he utter these words in public? And why now?

There is no escape from viewing them against the background of the new Crusade of Bush and his evangelist supporters, with his slogans
of "Islamofascism" and the "Global War on Terrorism" - when "terrorism" has become a synonym for Muslims. For Bush's
handlers, this is a cynical attempt to justify the domination of the world's oil resources. Not for the first time in history, a religious
robe is spread to cover the nakedness of economic interests; not for the first time, a robbers' expedition becomes a Crusade.
The speech of the Pope blends into this effort. Who can foretell the dire consequences?

Lawak Bodowwwwww..............hahahaha

amenda aaahhhhh.....boleh kah begitu?alkisahnya ..... yesterday ( 27-Sep-) aku inih dgn rajinnya membuka begitu banyak file dan folder aku lantas mengupdatekan semuanya......so my pc is sort of....blink blink blink here and there la......and aku plak...being tak sabar dan sukerrrrrrrr.............sangatttttt multitasking... ( like now la...in between my job i still have the chance to steal sometime to update this blog!hahahaha!sorry la boss.....).kununnya la aku inih boleh dan akan meghabviskan lebih banyak keja dlm satu masa....
but it turned out to be disaster!!!!!!
Kisahnya begini:my fren use that so called pop up messenger service ( net send ) telling me something,but i clicked off without reading it first.so dalam ketergesaan and hurriness ( ada ker perkataan ini wujud :xD ) to.aku terclick off.so i tried to reply using one application that i install in my pc.asking my fren to retype the whole thing and resend to me ( in our native language of course!).but disastrously,i clicked one button "send to this domain"...so...instead of sending to my fren along,i sent it to the whole company!!!!!!!!!!1arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!aper nih?luckily nothing happened!i was scared shitless!ya lah....what if my Korean manager marah or worst eough ...my germany CEO kind of Marah!argh.....gerenti dapat WARNUNG!LETTER........
sheeshhhhhh........apa la aku nih :P

Hemm...it's been quite sometimes that I last updated this blog!That's not a surprise for those who know me dearly ( heheh! ).Coz I'm not the type of person who loves to right diaries.This blogging thingy is a new hobby to me anyway...but since finding the correct time of updating it is just so.........entahla.....I hardly have time to do this...let alone to do it everyday!So the time frame is fairly BIG!But this time I really feel like blogging!no..no...no...not about me...but about something edible!KERANG!Clam!Cock-les!....err......
You see...those cockles are quite pricey here in Kuching.I remembered for the past 5 yrs,the price has always linger around RM3.50 or RM4.00 per kg.I am not lucky enough to stumble upon those priced at least RM3.00.
But last Saturday ( 23rd Sept 06 ),i asked my soulmate ( Datin Siti...pinjam ur term sekejap!) to go and get 1 kg of those clammy cocky....errr...cockles ....nak masak kicap!I guess it's one of the craving that I had for my pregnancy!hahaha......lupo nak cakap......eden pregnant lagi....ard 3 months... ;D!
Balik2 jer dgn muka macam nak terbakar ~did i see any fume coming out dear?hehehehehe~...hoh!Sungguh ganas ekspresi wajah itu....sampai Bush mula terfikir..adakah suami saya mempunyai stesen janakuasa nuklear! ( apa benda aku merepek mabuk nih! tak kisah la! :P )..Ok la back to the topic....inagt kan apahal...rupo eh...rego Kerang tu naik sampai RM6.50 sekilogram!HOih!!!!Gilo ko!!!!!!Eden pun terkujat...gamoknya kalu diukur berapa Volt yg terbit dari badan aku kerana terkejut itu...memang Bush akan report ngan PBB!Induk tuk bisi tenaga nuklear!Tu dia aiiiihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........sama rega ngan ayam........apo kebondo la.....jgn besok2 aku dengar harga kerang mengatasi harga keranda ada aircon sudah.....harus aku pencen dari makan kerang...kecuali kerang lam tin ....baru RM1.80.Hehehehehe...Kesimpulannya...sekarang nih....kerang-kerang bergerak secara dinamik dan malar dengan menggunakan petrol di dalam air!Kerana itulah harga kerang sekarang adalah sangat mahal tahap cipan!Tapi aku tak tau la plak kot mamat jual kerang tu saja meg'kerang'kan soulmate aku!Mana la nak tau kan?Sekian....dan bagi sesapa yg tak kenal kerang...silalah tengok gambar dibawah!

Broken hearted :P

I am broken hearted.....warggggghhhhhhhhhhh.........
I was planning for a short vacation ( 2D1N ) trip to Pulau sibu in Johor.Prepared my self,mentally,physically,and financially ( of course! )but in the end...due to unforeseen circumstances...i have to cancel it......... so sad :'( there goes my dream.....Goodbye Sweet Dreams!
Actually I really feel that I need to take a break sometimes...
Uknow...just to let go all the unseen burden .... ( ooo....creepy ya :P)
Hmmm....xpe la...maybe next time...InsyaAllah....
but all in all,I am still hopeful that I will have some times to spend and unwind,relax and enjoy the serenity of mother nature....
I WISH.........

people making up stories....

being an object of disussion?wooo....that's surely not my piece of cheese!i am still wondering what is actually happening.here's what happened!Girl I told me:K esah...why is this lady saying... well...if ones are not meant to be together,then that's it.Macam Cik Y n Cik H,they were meant to be together,so the divorce of Cik H and his wife is meant to be too ( hmmm ) .Unlike me ( this lady ) n Cik N( this is my husband),we used to be close together but weren't meant to be together!but he's meant for Cik A ( that's me ).
Whereas....the fact is...she has never been close to my husband ( but tried all out to be so ) and to me that's such a blunt and most idiot statement to say.So,without thinkin of anything...I asked my husband to ask her...why is she discussing our matter in front of her student!And she's oledi married with 1 baby.AllahuAkbar!i dun like this.
She keeps on denying...instead she brought along one of the student ( it's like he's been briefed earlier on what should be said! ) and both of them accused me for being too jealousy.....Me?Too jealous?AND hahahahahahaha......towards such an ugly creature like her ( no pun intended! :P )....I was so confused when i am listening to them,preaching me to trust my husband!Ohh....what a holy intention....but gosh!it makes me feel even more disgusting!COZ THE POINT HERE ACTUALLY IS NOT QUESTIONING MY HUBBY,BUT HER.NEVER THOT I CAN GET ASSOCIATED WITH SUCH BITCHY LADY!PARDON MY LINGO THOU!NOW THE DISCUSSION GOES mailto:BERBELIT@ ON ANOTHER WAY!
nd finally i just shrugged them off out of my house ...but pitifully...my husband was severely affected.I undestand how he feels!the b@*?! always tried to screw up everything...but to me...if they think they can win....GOD WILL SHOW IT TO EVERYBODY...ONE DAY!I strongly believed in that!InyaAllah!Amin!

i lost my LG.....not my Baby but surely can drive me crazy!!!!!

Help me!!!!Waa...what a day!!!!!!I thot i lost my LG!My Black Beauty!With my kiddies pics inside and of course!All the crucial infos that i stored inside!But i still have this faint ( and hopeless.............) hope that it's not left inside the van!Asked the driver....n as my friends owes said......'U THINK A THIEF WOULD ADMIT STEALING THINGS MEH?EVEN THIEF GOT BRAIN MA.......A THIEF'S BRAIN!"ya loh.....as if they're such a righteous creature!I coudln't agree mo0reee...........
Wahlaoo.....so fate ful......!3rd may.....!
ehehehhe.....found it oledi in the evening.kept by my daughter....in my wardrobe.hmmm....what a relief.Thx ain...for being so concerned about my harta benda!hehehe...here's the pic.
oh and today oso Teo's last day in 1stSilicon!hope he make it better in his next career path!kinda touched by his resignation.So..I MUST MENTION HERE.....TEO TECK HUAT IS THE BEST MANAGER/BOSS I EVER HAD .... AND NEVER WILL FIND SOMEONE BETTER!I REALLY PRAY THAT HE SUCCEEDS IN HIS FUTURE AND HOPE TO SEE HIM AGAIN IN ANYWAY ANYTIME ANYWHERE!GOD BLESS HIM!
we bought him a Casio G-Shock watch ( collectively :Ma Wei,Sim,Lydia n Me ) and i personally add a Glass Chess Set that i bought in the internet!n i owes remember him as a boss who owes want to whack and wallop us ........hehehehehehe.....but actually he treats us often!no wonder i become 'gemuker' .... ( fatter ...if u dun get me......hehehehe).but suprisingly...he is still very slim.....how ha?ader sapa2 ada explaination on that?:P
that picture we took on the 27th Apr at Ma Wei's place.....while we pig out on Pizzas and etc....that's from Pizza Hutttt!oh...gtg!sambung lepas kuar fab!(hello people from mars.....fab refers to fabrication ....... bukan sabun fab ...detergent!)heh!heh!heh!

hehehe...this is me if i do total plastic surgery....or COSMETIC SURGERY.....whatever goddamn name u gave it....

Ngantuk siot

sejuknya lam opis nih.....................brrrrrrrr!and bila the temperature is low,the eyelids is also lowering it's latitude.maka tercetusnya formula: kejatuhan kelopak mata adalah berkadar terus dgn kesejukan didalam opis didepan pc.Nguhahahahahaha..............actually i miss my study time...where i have to rake my brain all the time and not to mention the exhausted physical itself!!!!!!waa..........i want some calculation.pls!!!!!i guess i miss it too much that that day (21st Apr 2006 ) ,while i was shopping for my kiddies i came acroos a workbook:
McMillan and Grawhill bla2 bla2... ADVANCED CALCULUS!Stock clearance Sale by Times @ Parkson Kuching ;priced at RM10 and i grab 1 without thinking ( hey man!look at this:i am not in mechanical world now...I am in semiconductor now ~AND WTH!!!!!!!!!!).And when i reached home,i sweetly passed it to my hubby:ah..!i bought a very good book today!i'm sure u'll find it useful in a way or another!nguhhahahahahaha........but man...i can swear that i really miss my world.....MISS IT ESPECIALLY WHEN THINK OF HOW I HAVE TO RAKE MY BRAIN UNTIL SOMETIMES WE GO OVERBOARD!!!!!!!!!!LOSING OUR SANITY!!!!!!!!!!WAHAHAHAHAHA.......hmmmmmm
and yah....i miss my kids when i am away in office!

first day

welcome to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!it's my first time i do this....kinda ketinggalan keretapi thou....:P
but worth it babe.........u see....he's welcoming me!!!!!!oh......such a hottie!!!!!!hehehe.........
actually, memula tu nak letak nama purple freak je 4 this page,but then.....not available!ok la tu........@ least i still 'live' within the thing that I love....TULIP!!!!!!!