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MOVING!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-25T01:27:00.001+08:00

DEAR FELLAS,
I AM MOVING TO WORDPRESS..SO I PLS CLICK HERE.
THANKS AND DO COME OVER....
REGARDS,
AISHAH

Veer-Zaara

2008-04-23T22:14:00.004+08:00

Malam ni aku tengok lagi Veer-Zaara.Oh....chenta sungguh dgn ShahRukh Khan!Hmm...I think that kind of man doesn't exist anymore.The one who is willing to swallow every bitterness just to ensure that the loved one is happy!Yg ramainya...hang nangih,nangih la...betui dak?Oh...dan kesekian kalinya aku feeling lagi?Oh...aku memang begitu..hehehehe
One of the part that ALWAYS made me cry...entah kenapa...aku emo...hoh... to watch the vid on YouTube,click at the Song Title

Do Pal

The caravan of dreams stopped for a few moments,
and then where did you walk off, and where did I?
This story of hearts lasted only a few moments,
and then where did you go, and where did I?
Was that actually you, or was it a ray of light?
Was that actually you, or was it a smiling flowerbud?
Was that you, or was it the rain of dreams?
Was that you, or did a cloud of joy pass overhead?
Was that you, or did a flower bloom?
Was that you, or did I find a whole new world?
The caravan stopped for a few moments,
and then where did you walk off, and where did I?
This story of hearts lasted only a few moments,
and then where did you go, and where did I?
Was that you, or was it a scent on the breeze?
Was that you, or was there color bursting in all four directions?
Was that you, or was it some light on the road?
Was that you, or was it a song echoing in the atmosphere?
Did I find you, or did I find my destination?
Was that you, or was it simply a moment touched by magic?
The caravan of dreams stopped for a few moments,
and then where did you walk off, and where did I?
This story of hearts lasted only a few moments,
and then where did you go, and where did I?

Hmm...

Oh SH**!I AM FRIGGIN' FAT!

2008-04-23T15:33:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I felt that it is unfair that my picture in the tournament looked FAT!Hoiiii.....macam mana la aku jadi gemuk camneh?I still play quite well,cuma aku cepat PANCIT!!!!!!!!Ceshhhhh....Kena start serious buang lemak tok.....OH SUNGGUH DEPRESSINGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Somebody save me.....

We are.....2nd!!!!!Boleh-lah!!

2008-04-23T15:28:00.003+08:00

So last nite was finally over,and the result was ok.We won the 2nd place!Aku tak bother pon nak hengat score ,yang aku tau,we managed to beat both X-Girls & 8Z...in err...a very short time!Buka pasai terer ka ape,tapi gamoknya pasal enjoy.Hadiah nya?Heh...masa main aku tak terpikir pun apa hadiah nya...tapi dah tau result ni baru terpikir apa hadiahnya?We'll see what it will be on Friday the 25th!Will upload the pics laterlah.Skang aku tgh MALAS!heh!

...9 yrs ago..in the month of April!

2008-04-22T06:50:00.004+08:00

It was the last game of volleyball that I played,until LAST NIGHT!Yeayyy....Rinduku terubat jua.....
Last night,we had 2 matches.The 1st game was merely a warm-up session,us,The GoldMiner against The VolleyBabes.
1st Set:-VolleyBabes Won 25-24
2nd Set:-GoldMiner Won 25-17
3rd Set:-VolleyBabes Won 15-13
The second Game was us,Gold Miner against The Boo Red United
1st Set:-GoldMiner Won 25-18
2nd Set:-GoldMiner Won 25-19
OH I LOVE THE GAME!
Will be playing again tonight.Good Luck Volleyballers :-)

I DROVE that Gen-2..

2008-04-21T07:00:00.002+08:00

20th April 2008
Went to Datuk Kawada Indoor Stadium for volleyball training!Oh...how I missed the era..I was the player,I was the capitainnne...geddit?And that was why I was CURVY giler!ceh....that was 10 years ago...
So our team played for almost 2 hours,and I finished at 4.00pm.Out of the blue,dear hubby asked me to go to driver's seat and said:"You drive!"Hoh.....yeayy!!!!!!!!Seronok tak hengatt,.......yer....aku tak hengat pon aku blajaq pakei CLK....!Oh just in case you are wondering...CLK refers to Cute Little Kernchill!
Then the harsh reality struck me...oh God,this is one heck of a big car compared to the CLK!And it's 1.6 okk...!Well,I was nervous but ecstatic.So I reversed out of the parking...I must admit that it felt awkward!Nevertheless,I made a move,to the road...When I thought it should be over within SECA vicinity ( which was empty except for 2~3 cars passing by),he told me to drive UNTIL I SAID STOP!Alritey,so I just drove along Tabuan area,went to padungan ( instead of Jalan ada tol....hoh!that should be easier..tau?),drove until Satok Area and walla ... we reached home!Hoh!I have to admit,Gen-2 is no fun to drive,for a beginner!I made few mistakes,which was silly!I think the momentum is bigger in Gen-2,that I need to brake earlier,to control my speed real well!It accelerated well,but hell...my P is just 3 days old!And I have to remind myself that the wiper is at the right side,not the left side.Gile hape nak signal,tekan wiper!Makk panikk okkk....!!!!!!!!!But nevertheless,I smiled like nobody's business!Ngehehehe..
Moral of the story?Nampak macam kena beli Viva or MyVi la untuk berlatih!Dah pandei kelak baruk revert to 'yg lebih sexy!'hahahahahaha.......

...detik2 kebosanan...

2008-04-18T15:55:00.003+08:00

In the middle of boredom,and sleepiness...tercetuslah sebuah perbualan:

Aku:Hey,why do you look so blurry?I mean your image.Are you for real are you just an apparition?
Her:Hey!I AM REAL!
Aku:OH..ok..I know now that you are not related to Harry Potter!

Hmmpphh...that happened to me when the dear headache is around,thudding and thumping in my head!I experienced 'magical things'!I was drunk without drinking!
One of the most magical thing is,I swerved and hit the wall!Oh..and that happened this afternoon.Now,would it be too much if I wish Brad Pitt was there,at the wall...or maybe ShahRukh Khan ka,so that it worth it to hug the wall!Urgh!!I hate this headache!!

Lesen P!(17 April 2008)

2008-04-18T07:07:00.004+08:00

My life have been monotonous and dull for the past 2 months!So,the marking of the end of the dullness was yesterday!Yeah,I have SACRIFICED my weekends to fully concentrate on the Driving Class!It is nothing big,compared to the final exams that most of us has gone through!That determines our future,but this driving test would only determine whether I am capable of being among the crowd of chauffeurs!heh!kecik je...but hell,was I anxious!So here goes:
1)Parking Bukit-I finished in 25 secs!Hmmm...and I am proud to say that luck was on my side,I parked 100% on the marking ( not even once during training session that I managed to do that!haha..)!And I managed to steered down SMOOTHLY....tarak munyi punya!hehehe...bangga sehhh!!!!!!!!!!hehehe...
2)3 point turning & parking-This was a breeze...( heheheh...takbur dan riak sungguh!)I only need 1 min for that!
3)On the road evaluation-I FORGOT to check the wiper and the mirror and the signal light!Percayalah...!Luckily I remembered to wear the seatbelt!My driving?Hehe...I can say that was smooth,well controlled,and yes..can I say flawless?!Hehehe..thanks to my "REMPIT" session ( not literally lah...!),despite the fact that the traffic was heavy and a few road users who didn't seem to notice the 'blipping' lamp on top of my car!Heck,some people are just morons!I started at 2:48pm and back to the driving school at 3:09pm.You do the maths!
Nah...that was it!It was worth the SACRIFICE!Hey..I scarificed 1.5 days of my leave!Nevertheless,I am happy that after being conned by the previous teacher for like 1year 10mths,I finally made it!Thanks to instructor,Mr Roslan&his friend Mr Saffri for the kind guidance.I started off my class with them on 27th Feb 2008!So that made my old instructor a jerk!He took all the money,but never been able to commit to my time frame!Sometimes.he didn't show up.Most of the time,he cancelled or he just let me drive around,for 25mins,then back home!Or...aku sik dapat la..ada benda mok settle!Tapi"Ko dapat sik bayar dolok?aku nak guna duit!
And the list goes on...Ah...enough with that!Takde maknanya aku bising2!Aku dah ada lesen P!hahahahahahaha

Happy Birthday Syahmi & Wafi!!!!!

2008-04-16T10:36:00.003+08:00

Today marks the 3rd year of Syahmi's presence in this beautiful world!And slightly 4 days and a year for Wafi.They almost shared the same date!Cool...
Syahmi was born on April 16th 2005,while Wafi was borned on April 12th,2007.The party was held last Saturday,on Wafi's Bday :-).Not the big noisy party.Just some simple makan2 session,considering the fact that my weekends are occupied with Driving classes.And the time constraint factor will not end very soon.Not until after tomorrow.Hopefully....
I just bought 2 Birthday cakes,cooked Laksa Kari Nyonya,potong2 buah sikit.Bought Chocolates/Zips and Jelly cups.A few friends came.We didn't invite everbody,just neighbours and closest friends.I was too tired to entertain abig crowd...sigh..!But to let the birthdays passed without any celebration would be unfair for the boys,aight?But I didn't mention that it was a birthday party.Wouldn't want to bother people about getting any hadiah!But some have guessed,and came with presents.Thanks!And greatest appreciation to all for being able to be there to share the joy with them.
Will upload the short vids during the party.

I need...

2008-04-11T12:51:00.006+08:00

1)....to go & check my eyes.-Yesterday,I said something horrible,in my helpless effort to steer away the fact that I didn't really see very clearly these days!I saw someone coming my way,but couldn't decipher the image.It was like looking into a dim-lit passageway,forcing my eyes to focus to the somewhat familiar figure!heh!Sorry boy,when you were close enough that I said.."eh...belum balit?"hemm..then I said "are you wearing FEDEX SHIRT?"to which he replied.."ney ada...merik malu ada juak.."Oh Sorry...but hehe...blame my blurry vision on that,it DID look like a FEDEX Shirt!But hell...yeah...what the heck would a FEDEX guy do here?hehehehe...now that doesn't make sense,rite?ahh...definitely,age has taken it's toll on my eyes!
babe:if u r reading this:now i cannot say that you eyes are worn out due to too much of a 'fleshy-strippy-orgy' ( err bf !) eyes fiesta!~personal joke!not to be taken seriously...for I know that you are the sweetest soul that almost extinct...!

2)....to go for a...retail therapy - oh...I am in dire need for a "shop-till-you-drop" session!Ehelemek....my work attires has somewhat striked "boring'" ...I need something that smells new!Oh...so me!I grow tired of things..easily.Say that my attention span or rather love span is quite short!eh...I guess I need new pair of shoes and ahem...maybe a cute tote bag?mind note:Boulevard has quite an extensive range of Sacha/Sachs tote!Boleh la bawak gi 'sekolah'....ehehehehe....

3)....to go swimming - not this weekend though!I have loads of thing to commit to!maybe another weekend?oh...IF the weather is kind enough!urgh.....

4)....more time - to tackle matters in hand...it's not like I have a business with thousands of branch offices!bluerghhh....

5)...... arghhh.....Fazermint!-hmmm...where did the sudden crave comes from?!stupid me...where can I get this creamy dark chocolate with flowing mint filling!?Heaven...the last bite of it that I have was in late 90's or was it in the early 2000's?Ada lagi jual tak aa?I love the texture of the dark chocolate encrusting the mint that simply crumble and melt in your mouth,and the aftermath sensation of mint flowing on my tongue!The taste and sensation was explosive,if not heavenly!I do love minty chocolates!To name a few ,After 8 thins,Andes Thin mentes!I love how they tease my tastebud,creating that cooling tingling sensation!And it helps with runny nose!Heh!

Ah...welcome another weekend,which will be spent to hone my driving skill,prior to the driving test!booohoooo....i know i can't boogie unless the driving thingy is over...yeah get the P license ..so I will be done and over with it!cheerss......

Most Embarassing Moment so Far for 2008.

2008-04-08T14:15:00.006+08:00

MATILA AKU MALU BESAR!HOHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!WE ARE SUPPOSED TO ATTEND THE TRAINING TOMORROW,BUT HELL.....I KNOCKED THE DOOR OF THE TRAINING ROOM,SEEKING CLARIFICATION AND ASKED"WAFER ACCEPTANCE TEST"?TO WHICH THE TRAINER REPLIED ( SHE LOOKED CONFUSED THOUGH!)"NO...FMEA TRAINING".AND SOME ONE ADDED:WAFER ACCEPTANCE TEST IS TOMORROW!ARGGGHHH.........MALU!MALU!MALU!HOW ON EARTH THAT I THOUGHT THAT WE WERE 7MINS LATE,WHEREAS THE FACT IS WE WERE 23HRS 53MINS EARLY!GOSHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!MALU....RASA MACAM NAK AMBIK LEAVE JE BESOK NIH!HOH..!

Moral of this entry:Check your calendar properly!Or else...matilaaaaa.............MALU BESAU!

The 6th Anniversary,The Fasting Debt & The Moment of Utter Boredome

2008-04-08T13:01:00.004+08:00

1.Happy 6th Anniversary!The exact date was April 6th.The Solemnization took place at 9:00pm,April 6th,2002.And the reception followed the next day!Hoh....lotih aku nak memakai mekap tebal2!Eee....rasa tak reti ok....!So how was it?Being married to him for 6 years?Truthfully,we went thru a lot of thing.Ups and downs.We shared the joke,the laughter and we fight occasionally!Hey...get real!IT'S REALITY!!!Sometimes,ur partner made you laugh,another time he might make you grit your teeth in anger,visualising yourself strangling ayam dan itik!(Ohhh...apakah dosa ayam dan itik...it's not like i rear poultry...bwahahahaha...)..But nevertheless,I was happy and still do!I am thankful that I am married to him.For those who know me,you know what kind of weather that I am...UNPREDICTABLE!On the good side:He's passionate,less chirpy yet a good listener,and he bear with me!I have to say that I should be thankful,since I am a very drastic and dramatic person!Sungguh complicated!The bad side?Sometimes,he acted non-chalantly to the trivial things.And oh...err...less romantic!I mean not in the way that he's supposed to be on bended knees...itu aku pun naik seriau....wahahaha....geli ah!But,truthfully,I miss the moment when my heart skipped the beat,just listening to his voice on the phone ( dulu kalu bercakap jatuh jantung aku,skang neh terkejut jantung kekadang tuh )or when he gazed into my eyes,looking for answers!Eeee.....mushy nya...!Hey...I am still a girl at heart!I love the giddiness and the nervousness that I felt from a man!The anticipation,the nice surprise...Tapi,I think I have to accept the fact that the "cloud 9" is not there anymore.Oh...reality is hard yeah...hehehehe..but still,I am happy with him.Ah....fairytale aside!
To sum it up,Thank you for all you have done for me.Sorry if I didn't meet up to your expectation.Kalo ikut company review,I'll be happy if I strike 5.0,but sorry if I strike 3.0 and below!Ngehehe...

2.The Fasting Debt-Den start posa ari nih...nak bayor hutang puasa...banyak......boleh slim aku kalu betul2 buat in a single row!Boleh?hoh...kalu slim best gak.....mantapkan iman.......Amin!....

3.Ari nih aku tatau ngape aku mempunyai pekerjaan yang agak kurang?Seb bek kul 2.00pm ~ 4.00pm ada training!Buleh la.....Buhsan sungguh....Dahla monitor aku nih dah jadi huduh!Tidak mempunyai screensaver dan desktop item yang chantek jelita dah!Dolu boleh gak aku download and install webshots and ambik screensaver bluemountain!Skang neh hampeh ... habuk pun tarak...Eeeee....Anyway,Mr Mohd El,thanks for your help.Bijak dia nih...aku yg rabun IT nih dok nganga jer tengok dia tlg buat PC aku!Tapi itu la....takleh download pa per dah PC baru nih...Hwaaa....aku tidak sokaa kalo monitor ku tidak chantek!!!!Eh...kaciwa la plak!Hmmpphhh....
Hmmm...till then...

Sufiah Yusof & her "No Regrets Confession"

2008-04-07T09:18:00.003+08:00

I am following the story of Sufiah closely,and I couldn't describe my regret upon reading her no regrets confession to the world.But reading through the material,made me realise even more that as human being,she has a point that a child,robbed of her childhood, can become a rebel.She was deprived of her right to socialise,to explore,to learn and re-learn.She was forced to be mathematically intelligent.But it did aroused question amongst the people( or rather spectator and speculator ),on why the other siblings didn't turned out err...xxx!I understand that different people have different approach in life,different method of solving matters at hand.I have 2 different point of view here;

Parents-Don't rob your child of their childhood.

When I was younger,I lived in a rural area:I mean KAMPUNG!I am a kampung girl through & through.I swam in the river,despite the fact that our river is full of Sang Bedal-Crocodiles!So,what did my mum award me for being that great swimmer?She lashed my back with a kind of riverine shrubs/herbs!Owhhh...it was thorny,that I cringed with pain!Hehehe..padan muka aku!But,nevertheless..I enjoyed my childhood immensely.I swam in the river,climbed trees,jungle trekking ( oh ... we were blessed with thick,lush tropical jungle around us),collecting all kind of wild fruits.Once in a while a monitor lizard will pay us a "friendly visit",stalking our poultry.I even have my own way of retreating from my so-called hectic schedule as the eldest sister,a primary school student and yeah...kanak-kanak riang.I used to build a "tree house' by joining planks of woods to a big and lush tree.Ala2 tarzan.Other girls were playing masak-masak,imitating their mothers or sisters,acting pregnant,feeding the babies(dolls...not real babies.)I was different.I was more adventurous.More boyish!Thanks to my circle of male cousins and brother!But my mum was OK with that.She let me play around,as long as it didn't jeopardize my safety!Yeah...my mum rockksss!!!!!

Kids-Don't Misinterpret Your Parents Acts!

Referring to my case,IF my Mum never taught me that "This pain you are going thru is nothing compared to the pain of being there,in between the crocs jaw" thingy,I would have been the crocs most bony lunch set!Sup Tulang!Seriously.I was bony that people used to call me Mak Enon!Hoh...!And if my Mum never taught me that boys/men can make your belly swell and you have to go through hell if you sleep around during adolescent years,I might as well live in streets nowadays!No pun intended,but I do believe that parents will always want the best out of their offspring!No matter how wrong they maybe,they have been sacrificing a lot for us.They went through all kind of hardship to ensure that they provide the best for us.Trust me,I know what sacrifices all about.I experienced hardship and and luxuries,all along the growing up years!I used to live in humble kampung,and used to live in a decent house in town,wearing Orlando for a role play,wearing Reebok,wearing at least a Crocodile sandal.Keep this in mind,my dad only went to school until Primary 4,yet he struggles until at point he was successful in his business,that he used to earn up to RM30k per month!Oh...a long story that is!So,what made him successful?Of course the determination and the desire to provide the best for the family!And that family is my Mum and her child!

To sum it up,every family is dysfunctional!But,pls learn to give more,and take equally!No body's perfect!But the elderly are always the best except in few cases!I might not be in the position to comment,but I do believe,no what we have gone through,Allah is always there!Wallahua'lam.To Sufiah,please reconsider this!No pain in this world surpass the pain of labour!It's painful...pre and post!

Beautiful Morning

2008-04-07T07:05:00.003+08:00

I woke up as usual,took my shower and walla...ready for work.The driver arrived at 06:00hrs,to fetch me and it's that ordinary.But along the way,I noticed that the sunrise was vibrant,with different hues of colours,diffusing and blended beautifully.They were orangish-pinkinsh with a soft touch of ocean blue,and strikes of white clouds.I wished I had my camera with me,and I wished I had my driving licence,so that I can stop by the roadside to capture the colours of nature.Duh!My driving instructor postponed my test from 10th April to 17th April.Ah...it's ok,when my father arrived this evening,as usual,he will send me to work the next morning.And I wish tomorrow sunrise will arrive with glory!Oh ..now I know that I am nature lover!
We always read,or heard or even encountered people who love sunset.Me,on the contrary,have always loved sunrise!Why sunrise?To me,sunrise brings in a new day which means,a new hope!They are always bright,vibrant and soothing.Sometimes,if by any chance that I catch a sunrise that is so colourful,it will make me marvel at the greatness of Allah's creation.Isn't it wonderful that a sky can be colour-streaked in such a lovely,glorious way!Dear oh dear....What a wonderful world!I love nature....

Ku Ingin Kamu-Romance

2008-04-04T11:10:00.003+08:00

Demi semua yang aku jalani bersamamu
kuingin kau jadi milikku
kuingin kau disampingku

tanpa dirimu ku hanya manusia tanpa cinta
dan hanya dirimu yang bisa
membawa surga dalam hatiku

ref:
kuingin engkau menjadi milikku
aku akan mencintaimu
menjagamu selama hidupku
dan aku kan berjanji
hanya kaulah yang kusayangi
ku akan setia disini
menemani

sentuhanmu
bagaikan tangan sang dewi cinta
yang berhiaskan bunga asmara
dan membuatku tak kuasa
back to ref

di setiap arung gerak
tersimpan di hati kecilku
bahwa dirimu terindah untukku
back to ref

ref2:
selama ku masih bisa bertahan
selama ku masih bisa bernapas
selama Tuhan masih mengijinkan
kuingin selalu menjagamu
back to ref2 [3x]
selama ku masih bisa bertahan
selama ku masih bisa bernapas

nah...chenta tak chenta sekarang?to listen to it:
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Jenayah Fesyen!

2008-04-03T17:27:00.003+08:00

Aku dapat nih dari Jai......hahahahahahahahahaha..........tapi satu jer..innocent jek muka mamat nih!Siap bawak cerek lagik :-P

PC oh PC....

2008-04-03T15:38:00.002+08:00

Kenapa la PC gua dok meroyan plak arinih?Hmmm....!

FITNA the movie

2008-04-01T21:33:00.005+08:00

Fitnah=malicious lies which were speculated to purposefully conjure up bad images on others!That's what FITNAH is!

I would love to remind every friends reading this,as a Muslim I am offended by this kind of act!I would not elaborate on other people's teaching or beliefs.As a Muslim,WE WERE REMINDED TO TAKE THE MATTER OF FAITH AS INDIVIDUAL!THAT WE ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO MEDDLE,LET ALONE INTERFERE OR DEGRADE OTHER'S BELIEF.AND ALL THIS WHILE,I HAVE BEEN BELIEVING THAT EVERY RELIGION IS PREACHING THE SAME THING?IN ISLAM,IT IS CONSIDERED A SIN TO PURPOSELY HURT...I REPEAT HURT THE "NON-BELIEVERS'=NON-MUSLIM IN EITHER WAY IMAGINABLE. SO,MISTER GEERT WILDERS,WHAT DID YOU LEARN FROM YOUR HOLY BOOK,THE BIBLE?MR GEERT WILDERS,I PERSONALLY THINK THAT YOU INCARNATE PURE INSULT TO HUMANITY.FOR YOUR INFORMATION,I AM A MUSLIM,AND MY BEST FRIEND WHO IS MORE LIKE A SISTER TO ME IS VERY PURELY DEVOUT CHRISTIAN!AND ANOTHER SIS-FRIEND IS A CHINESE CONVERT!NO,NOT CONVERTED TO MUSLIM,SHE WAS BUDDHIST AND SHE CONVERTED TO CHRISTIANITY.AND I HAVE FEW FRIENDS WHO CONVERTED FROM CHRISTIANITY TO MUSLIM AS WELL!

QUOTED FROM WIKI:Referring to the increased population of Muslims in the Netherlands, Wilders has said:
"Take a walk down the street and see where this is going. You no longer feel like you are living in your own country. There is a battle going on and we have to defend ourselves. Before you know it there will be more mosques than churches!"[17].OH MISTER...WHAT NUMBERS ARE TO YOU?I THOUGHT YOU LEARNED LAW?SO WHAT MAKES YOU SO OBLIVION TO THE FACT THAT EVEN IN A MUSLIM COUNTRY,WE HAVE CHURCHES EVERYWHERE AND NOBODY COMPLAINTS?OH DID I TELL YOU THAT WE ALSO HAVE TEMPLES?AND PAGAN BELIEVERS?SIR,I THINK YOU ARE NOT WELL-READ ENOUGH,TO MEASURE THINGS ON NUMBERS ALONE!TRUST ME SIR,RATHER THAN BEING BOTHERED BY THE NUMBER OF MUSLIMS SURROUNDING YOU,YOU SHOULD BE BOTHERED WHY ARE YOU HAVING A VERY IGNORANT ATTITUDE!TODAY'S WORLD IS BORDERLESS!IT'S THE PRICE THAT WE HAVE TO PAY FOR WHAT WE CALLED "GLOBALIZATION"!EVEN IN MALAYSIA-A MALAY LAND,WE WOULD NEVER QUESTIONED WHY ARE WE SHARING THE LAND WITH OTHER RACES?COME ON SIR,RATHER THAN FEELING INSECURE,YOU SHOULD BE THANKFUL THAT THERE ARE DIFFERENT KIND OF PEOPLE SURROUNDING YOU.DON'T YOU THINK THAT AS FUN AND ENRICHING?BELIEVE ME SIR,HUMAN ARE NOT BEING JUDGED BY COLORS,RACE OR FAITH SIR!HUMAN ARE SUPPOSED TO BE TREATED EQUALLY AND WE AS HUMAN WERE HERE ON EARTH,TO MAKE IT A BETTER PLACE TO LIVE IN.SHAKE YOUR HEAD SIR,WAKE UP!YOU ARE SO UNCIVILIZED THAT YOU TAKE THE ACT OF A SINGLE MAN OR GROUP OF PEOPLE AS THE INTERPRETATION FOR THE WHOLE THING WHICH IS-UNFORTUNATELY UNKNOWN TO YOU.IF EVERYONE WERE THINKING THE SAME WAY AS YOU,WHAT MADE CHRISTIANS LOOK LIKE SIR?I BEG YOU TO DIFFER!AND OH...PLS..IF YOU WERE THAT GOOD IN ARABIC,WHY WOUD YOU READ/INTEPRETE IT IN SEGMENTS?PLS SIR,THERE ARE RULES IN CITING AND UNDERSTANDING ARABIC WORDS.I DON'T UNDERSTAND ARABIC,BUT WHEN I RECITE THE QURAN,I WAS TAUGHT TO BE DISCREET ABOUT MY PRONOUNCIATION AND WHERE TO PAUSE,HOW TO PAUSE AND WHERE TO CONTINUE.REASONS?OH,BECAUSE WE ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO RECITE IT WRONGLY,TO AVOID US FROM CONVEYING THE WRONG MESSAGE.
BUT OH...I HAVE POSTED THIS IN MY BLOG SOMETIMES AGO.I FIND IT RATHER INTERESTING.

Sufiah Yusuf...a prodigy ended in tragedy!

2008-04-01T12:15:00.003+08:00

When a friend sent me an email regarding how Sufiah Yusuf turned from number-crunching Maths prodigy,to a man-eating internet whore for GBP130,I was startled!Dumb-struck,and still unable to bring myself to believe the mail,(I mean,anybody can compose a mail,no?)I googled for Sufiah Yusuf in Yahoo,Google,MSN...name it!Though I never knew her personally,I felt the pain in my chest,a deep searing pain and tears were brimming in my eyes!Could it be worse than that?How could her life ended in such a tragic way?Whose to blame in such cases?I don't know!All I know for now,I felt sad,frustrated and I HATE HER FATHER!She was a jewel,to the world and to the Muslims alike!As I write this,I still have this remorse feeling for whatever had happened to her!I wished this never happened,but as far as we are concerned,the only thing left of us for her is:A PRAYER!I PRAY THAT ALLAH LEADS HER BACK TO THE TRUTH!AND MAY HIM GRANT HER HIS FORGIVENESS,FOR HE IS THE MOST MERCIFUL!
oh...a lil bit of reminder:The article in the link above contains inappropriate and disturbing image of the so-called Sufiah.Do not proceed/click if you are easily offended by nudity(regardless of the amount of it!).
And upon reading this too,I was wondering...Whatever have happened to another Maths genius,ADIPUTRA?The last coverage in the paper ( IF I am not mistaken lah!),he was somehow portrayed as ada kuasa istimewa ( he has a special supernatural power ...for all that matter!).He was said to be able to help the police to locate the late Nurin Jazlin(or was it Sharlinie?).Urghhh...sometimes,I think it's best to keep the gifted child to yourself.They are too young to handle such a thing as publicity,media exposure,and other nonsense.Let them live as normal as possible!Don't rob their childhood away from them!Kids will always be kids!Don't interfere and force them to be superior than the adult.Can we?Sometimes,it can mislead them.In a way that they might take the elderly as a wee bit less brilliant and they should pegang kaki aku and sembah macam raja!Hey...I've read it somewhere ( betul tak betul aku tak tau la...hope x betul!),that they have some special way of seeing him!Pakai pun siap tengkolok bagai....!Oh...I better stop here,before I offend the 'worshippers' of AdiPutra!He's special,and I hope he can be the best of assets the country ever have!MAy he be good and have a brilliant future ahead,and for Sufiah...Dear oh dear Sufiah,Pls..if it's true ...pls repent,may you find the best that life has to offer!
Emm...Zarina,satni kalu hang baca nih,hang cuba tanya SueYatt ke Semin ke...betui ka?Eee aku sedih tau...kesian dia!Ini baru betul-betul permata yang hilang.......

Cerita Lembu!

2008-03-27T22:17:00.004+08:00

Feona told me this story today,during our "sleepy hours" (read:lepas lunch).Well,I find the story amusing yet err...tragic!At least to me...so here goes!Oh...it DID happen!Nah...kisah benar!

Scene A:

Uncle A reported to the police station in his residential area,that his cow has gone missing.He was upset and desperate to find the beloved cow!Poor Uncle A!tsk...

Scene B:

Uncle B was enraged when he found out that a loose cow has been destroying his vegetation area,eating every single shoots and leaves,trampled on his newly-built and planted farm!Oh...so furious and upset..he went to report that to the police too!He was angry for the owner who doesn't seem to care for his cow!The cow was wandering in his farm,untied!!!!!Hoh!!!!!

Scene C:

The poor headmaster,together with a class of students,went to the police station.Shocked,and sad,he reported that one of his fellow student has committed suicide,by hanging himself with a rope that people usually use to tie a cow!Oh...poor thing!tragic innit?

Significant points?They went to the same police station,reported on 3 different cases,but indirectly connected by 1 object!Can you determine the connecter?Yeah..of course the cow!Oh...
So...The boy actually took the rope from the cow,so the cow went lose and destroyed the farm of Uncle B!Both Uncle B were furios,they made a police report..only to find out that the rope has claimed a life of a young adolescent!Now...kesian tak policemen itu?dah takde kes....hmmm...

oppss...I was wondering:Did they all meet there?Uncle A,Uncle B and the headmaster?

Gaji..ada naik?

2008-03-27T07:01:00.004+08:00

This is a backdated entry.Back to March 17th .

So finally we have received our 'latest' appraisal letter.Alhamdulillah.Much to my expectation,I have the salary rise of 5%.Ahemm...out of my old basic salary,5% have given me a 3-figure salary rise!That's good.Though the position remains unchanged,I am indeed very happy for that matter :-).Rezeki anak2 dan rezeki aku nak jadi budak sekolah!Yeayy!

On another note:Heard that a couple of person have been promoted,and yes...based on length of service!Hmmm...does that mean,the longer you are in service,the better you are?Ye ke?

That made me promised to myself:

If I am ever in the position to evaluate,I would ensure my self to rate/evaluate things on work Quality,regardless of the amount of time people spend at their workplace!hehehe....truthfully,I knew of the fact that,the amount of internet surfing always overrides the amount of job done!Some would use internet for blogging,some would even chat on YM!So,what's new?Everybody goes online,including the BIG SCARY BOSSES!But hell,to me what's important is:Once you are assigned a task,how did you go about it?Now...THAT matters the most!Betul?Thank you and keep this in mind:If you love the money,pls make sure you love the job!That helps to make you feel good,if not best!Cheers....

The 12th General Election-a brief glance!

2008-03-24T10:44:00.003+08:00

I have been restraining myself from writing about the latest election.I felt that I am in no position to criticize for I didn't make it to the polling centre.Not really my fault...but my alarm didn't go off,so my plan was hancuss!I did't manage to go in the evening either,knowing that I have a few PERSONAL things to settle!Urgh...there goes my semangat berkobar2!
Anyway,here' a poem from the late Usman Awang/Tongkat Warrant.It keeps me wondering...how many pak Utih are there in our commnity?

Pak Utih ~ Usman Awang

I

Punya satu isteri mau dakap sampai mati,
Lima anak mau makan setiap hari,
Teratak tua digayuti cerita pusaka,
Sebidang tanah tandus untuk huma.
Kulit tangan tegang berbelulang,
Biasa keluarkan peluh berapa saja,
O Pak Utih, petani yang berjasa.

Tapi malaria senang menjenguk mereka,
Meski dalam sembahyang doa berjuta,
Dan Mak Utih bisa panggil dukun kampung,
Lalu jampi matera serapah berulang-ulang.

Betapa Pak Dukun dan bekalan pulang,
Wang dan ayam dara diikat bersilang.

II

Di kota pemimpin berteriak-teriak,
Pilihanraya dan kemerdekaan rakyat,
Seribu kemakmuran dalam negara berdaulat,
Jambatan mas kemakmuran sampai ke akhirat.
Ketika kemenangan bersinar gemilang,
Pemimpin atas mobil maju ke depan, dadanya terbuka,
Ah, rakyat tercinta melambaikan tangan mereka.

Di mana-mana jamuan dan pesta makan,
Ayam panggang yang enak di depan,
Datang dari desa yang dijanjikan kemakmuran.

Pak Utih masih menanti dengan doa,
Bapak-bapak pergi ke mana di mobil besar?

Usman Awang
1954

English Translation

Father Utih

I

He has one wife - whom he embraces until death
five children who want to eat everyday
an old hut where an inherited tale is hanging
a piece of barren land to cultivate.

The skin of his hands is taut and calloused
accustomed to any amount of sweat
O Father Utih, the worthy peasant.

But malaria comes hunting them
even though he offers a million prayers
and Mother Utih calls the village medicine man
for magic formulas, curses repeatedly chanted.

The medicine man with his reward goes home
with money and a pullet tied together.

II

In towns the leaders keep shouting
of elections and the people’s freedom
of thousand-fold prosperity in a sovereign state
a golden bridge of prosperity into the world hereafter.

When victory brightly shines
the leaders in cars move forward,
their chests thrust forward
O! the beloved subjects wave their hands.

Everywhere there are banquets and festivities
delicious roast chicken is served
chicken from the village promised prosperity.

Father Utih still waits in prayer
where are the leaders going in their limousines?

Usman Awang
1954

(Translated by Adibah Amin)

A Long Weekend Indeed!

2008-03-21T20:45:00.003+08:00

Thursday ( 20th March) is Maulidurrasul.And today is Good Friday.So the 2 days topped up to our weekend break!Yeayyy!!!!!We enjoyed the weekend at home,doing the cleaning,lazying around.I did plan to go for swimming la,apa la,but ended up mencuci longkang dengan jayanya!Ohh...how I loved Singing in The Rain!Haha..kidding!I scrubbed the drain at the backyard,in a heavy downpour which made it effortless!Yes!I love being in the rain!(Tapi bila anak main ujan aku marah plak!Tak adil kan?)But the duration was short,a mere +/- 1/2 hour or so!Random guess!But I succeeded in cleaning the drain!Now it's sparkling ( sparkling la sangat!tunggu la anak aku masuk semua isi alam dalam tu karang! :-p).
And today I learned that Syahmi cried when Ain trampled on a baby snail they found.Bersungguh2 la menangis...!Haru la anak lelaki aku yg sorang nih!When I told K Ain not to do that for fear "that mak abah snail will come and punished her",she answered me nonchalantly:"Eleh...K Ain kan besar,depa kan kecik!"Okk...mak hang keja pun dalam group 0.18 Logic yer!?Haii anak2....
I read thru Zarina's Fat Part 3,well...headache!Hehehe...headache la konon!To be honest,yes..I am now trying to lose some weight!I didn't do it the drastic ways!I've learned my lesson!I just cut off on my dinner!Well,I managed to lose a mere 1kg after almost 2 months...and I still stick to it.Considering that I don't have enough time to do exercise...bukan malas(ehemm!self-denial kah aku? :-P )..i tried to be good!If I have to eat at night,I will subsitute it with salad!hemmm...Gigih?Ya...!I used to have that 34-27-35 figure mind you!But the sad story began when I gained weight in Y2k ( gila kena bug! ).I just gained extra 2kgs from my usually-fixed-weight at 51.5kg.All freaked out,I went to the pharmacy asking for my pack of Cellasene (aku tgk dlm rancangan mana tah..Normala Samsudin punye pasai la nih..!).That costed me RM125 for 40 capsules!Oh..it helped.I gained back my old weight after 3 weeks.Disastrously,once I stopped,I gained 4kgs more!Oh....BIG MISTAKE!BUDUH la kan?and the story never end...sampai ke sudah!Hohh!!!!!!!!rasa macam nak makan jamu ada gak,and impulsively rasa macam nak walk thru the door of Slimworld pun ada gak!nghahahaha...sedeeyyyhh!!!!!!

hemm...ntah apa2 la....but tomorrow will be the cooking session la!Nak buat laksa penang!Ha ... yang nih tak menggemukkan kan?Will upload the pic of a succulent,mouth-watering laksa when done!Till then,Selamat Maulidurrasul and Happy Easter!

Puting Beliung di Kampung ku! 14 March 2008

2008-03-18T09:52:00.003+08:00

Puting beliung mengganas Oleh Anuar Kapok dan Mastura Ismail
32 rumah rosak di Kabong dan sebuah di Patiambun, Limbang
KABONG: Puluhan rumah rosak setelah dilanda puting beliung dan tiupan angin kencang dalam dua kejadian berasingan di Kampung Emplam, Kabong dan Kampung Patiambun, Limbang pada petang dan malam Jumaat lalu.
Di Kampung Emplam, 32 buah rumah yang terletak kira-kira 25 kilometer dari sini, rosak dalam kejadian yang berlaku pada kira-kira jam 3.40 petang itu.
Dua daripada rumah terbabit ranap menyembah bumi, manakala yang lain rosak pada bahagian atapnya.
Namun demikian, sebuah keluarga yang sedang berkumpul di dalam salah sebuah rumah yang ranap itu terselamat, termasuk seorang kanak-kanak berusia setahun setengah dan bayi berumur enam bulan.
Ketua Kampung Emplam, Bustamam Bakar ketika di-temui semalam menjelaskan, akibat kejadian itu beberapa penduduk yang terjejas terpaksa menumpang di rumah jiran yang terselamat.
Bertindak atas maklumat penduduk, pihak Tabung Baitulmal Sarawak Cawangan Sri Aman yang diwakili Ketua Cawangan Baitulmal Sri Aman Shamsul Bahri Manap, Eksekutif Cawangan Ustaz Zulhazmi Bohari, Ketua Cawangan Tabung Baitulmal Sara-wak Cawangan Sarikei Ustaz Abdul Rahman tampil menghulurkan bantuan makanan asas kepada mangsa pada kira-kira jam 9 malam Jumaat (hari kejadian).
Manakala pada kira-kira jam 11 pagi semalam (Sabtu), Ahli Dewan Undangan Negeri (ADUN) Kalaka Abdul Wahab Aziz serta rombongan hadir bagi melawat kawasan kejadian.
Turut sama ialah Pegawai Daerah Saratok Daniel Supit dan Pegawai Tadbir Sarawak Kabong Nazari Bujang.
Semasa kunjungan itu, Wahab menyerahkan geran kerajaan sebanyak RM25,000 kepada penduduk yang terlibat dalam bencana berkenaan.
Pihak Jabatan Kebajikan Masyarakat Saratok, polis dan bomba juga terlibat dalam menghulurkan bantuan kepada mangsa.
Sementara itu, seorang penduduk, Zain Idi, 46, berkata kejadian ribut itu bermula dengan keadaan cuaca yang mendung, diikuti hujan dan ribut petir.
“Selepas itu penduduk digemparkan dengan satu terjahan angin yang berputar serta mencabut, mematah dan menumbangkan pokok-pokok sebelum menerbangkan atap rumah penduduk.
“Beberapa penduduk yang kebetulan baru balik dari menangkap ikan turut terserempak dengan kejadian itu di sungai. Air sungai dikatakan menjulang setinggi kira-kira enam meter ketika puting beliung melanda,” ujarnya.
Menurut Zain lagi, kejadian seumpama itu pernah berlaku di Kampung Sessang berdekatan Kampung Emplam pada tahun 1968.
Dalam kejadian kali ini, tujuh buah rumah penduduk Kampung Sessang turut terkena tempias apabila atap rumah mereka diterbangkan angin. Selain pokok buah-buahan, tanaman padi penduduk turut menjadi mangsa puting beliung kali ini apabila beratus-ratus ekar sawah milik penduduk musnah.
Ketika berita ini ditulis, penduduk sedang sibuk memperbaiki kediaman masing-masing, namun tiada kemalangan jiwa dilaporkan.

I tried to call my dad,but to no avail!I feel worried,but I believe they're in good condition!Lemme see how first la!
*My father called back and said that my family is not affected!Alhamdulillah!

Aku Dan Lelaki

2008-03-18T07:24:00.004+08:00

Men/guys/boys are the most common person to label me"HOH!STucked-up!" or "Jual Mahal"! or "sombong!" or "Ranking giler ahh pompuan nih!" or hahahahaha.... "Puteri Salju Berhati Batu"!But some would take me as ..."alaaahhh...sayangnya aku kat adik yang sorang nih!" or "She is the best of friend you can ever have!" or "Girl,I really owe you big time!" or "U R damn cool!" or hahahaha... "Ko ngan aku sama2 mereng!"Ngahahaha...
Hmmm....one would wonder ...why such "extreme" comments?
The men in the 1st category are the men who:
1)Budak2 lelaki yang perasan kaya dan perasan best tetapi buat perangai Mat Rempit dgn menyiul2 homosapien2 yang bergender pompuan sambil pegang tin Anchor/Heineken/Tiger dikongsi beramai2!Bodoh!
2)Muka lepak kat tembok tapi sekolah sampai darjah 6 dan tetiba mengucapkan:Oh!ILU!-Hoi!Ni lagi satu bodoh!
3)Yang dok lepak kat public phone dan bila kau tgh telefon...dia akan muncul ( oh creeeppyyy!)...dan mengucapkan..."Aku lama dah suka kat ko...napa ko buat tak tau?Ko nak apa?!-eh!Mental seh!!!Pi ambik form Bt 7 nun...ada lagi vacancy!
4)Yang jenis hehehe....dok menghambur kata2 manis di depan perempuan2 yang dah kurang manis....pastu dia mai kat kau dan berkata begini:Eh!Aku heran betul la...other girls would run into my arms when I smiled to them,tapi engkau dah la jual mahal,buat tak nampak lagi ada!Aku kat tepi pun ko buat tak tau!Apa kurang sangat ke aku nih?Gila ranking aa minah nih!-my reply:Taik la kau!Yang kau hangin pesal?Aku tak layan engkau pun apa masalahnya?Engko dah kenapa?Nak ranking sangat?ha nih nak bagitau...kalau taik...lalat lah yang banyak ,menghurungnya!Cukup puas hati?hehehe...lebih dari tu!( iklan sabun apa tah ...hahaha).
5)Yang jenis menghantar mesej2 cinta dan keropok,coklat,cekedis,bunga tiruan dan bunga betul dan belikan ntah hapa2....dgn harapan aku akan bercinta!Tetapi telah dinyatakan dgn jelas bahawasanya:That feeling hasn't hit me yet!Ewww...geli tak?Dah la bahsa jiwang2...aku kalu jiwang2 nih lembap sket!!!!!!-oh!Saya bukan Puteri Salju ( bila masa aa aku nih anak raja ...ngahaha ) berhati batu ( ishhh!!!!!!kronik!!!!),cuma belum ada tersentuh dijiwa nak bercinta!Ok...try ur luck with others,ramai lagi yg cantik dan comel serta bersopan santun!saya nih thp pompuan yang bising dan kurang ayu la....bulih?
Hmmmm....

2nd category is easier to explain:They are all my friends!Best of friends,abang angkat,kawan sekongsi nota,sekongsi air sebotol,sekongsi aiskrim( ya aku ada kawan yg sungguhhh tidak peduli...hehe),sekongsi cerita,dan ada gak yang menjadi pengiring disaat aku nak berjumpa ngan chenta ku ( hu...masa aku dah pandai bercinta!hehehe).Itulah dia.

To explain more,I am the type of girl/woman who prefers men as a friend!They are less fussy,in a way that you can say anything to them,they won't get hurt!but,be their grilfriend...oh...ada gak la yg jenis sedih dan pilu tak habis2...!uishh...!Seb baik hubby aku tak camtu....tapi itu la...dah jadi hubby takkan nak cakap macam cakap ngan kengkawan kot!Mereng apa kalu buat perangai camtu...ye dak?Tetapi,a few types of guys who would not be in my list of friends...YANG LAM 1st CATEGORY tu la... amenda aaa!Chauvinist big time!Hello....u are not that great just because u are borned with chromosome XY!Just be nice,simple,be yourself,not pretentious,and yes...pls...jadilah bijak sikit!Trust me...I find smart guys are a great turn on!hahahaha...oppps..

Tagged!Again... :-)

2008-03-17T11:07:00.005+08:00

Was tagged by Zara.The question was:"Where do I usually go online..."
So here goes:

1)Blogging-yup!I am addicted to this as well.I go around reading friend's blog and hopping everywhere!Haha...it is kinda terapiutic since I am fixed to office PC whole day long.Trust me...all work and no play makes jack a dull boy!In this case,it makes me a dull girl!(Hohhh!Girl...?err... :-P ).Most visited blog would be Zarina's la...I like reading thru her journey...macam travelogue yg very extensive!Tepuk2...tepuk2!Yela...nak tunggu aku gi German lambat lagi...nasi dah jadi bubur...( ntah hapa2...hehhe).Hmmm...and I like her style of writing...very well-written!Nak tunggu aku tulis macam tu..lammmmbaaatttttt lagi!I screwed up at writing!I only write 'good article' kalau perlu jek....i.e;exam BM!

2)Past Exam Papers-My current obsession is;amongst all...google for Past Exam Papers for Physics & Mathematics for Physics.It is understandable,considering that I will be back to the study world this June.Knowing that I have leave my lecture notes/tutorials somewhere undetectable,and for fear that every single thing has escaped my memory,I must ensure that I am equipped with at least....a few questions!Not to mention the so-called well-prepared notes!Hehe..money matters...I don't want to throw my few Ks of Ringgit down the drain!

3)On-line Bookstores-Most visited:Kinokuniya & MPH.Blame me for being lazy,but truthfully...I found it appealing to buy on-line.Well,I have issue with dragging along 3 lil' kids to a bookstore,who always mistakenly took bookstores as a maze that perfectly fits their hunger for hide & seek!And oh!....they enjoyed themselves immensely that we always end up being stared at by other bookworms!I think I can guess what's in their head..."eh!diorg ingat ni playground or what?bawak anak2 pi buat bising!"Sigh....

4)national Car's Website- Browsing around comparing betwen the NEW SAGA and MYVi and Viva!Hahahaha....Lesen masih L,tapi semangat berkobar2 gila!Marak menyala!But I don't limit the browsing to Perodua or Proton only,I do go at other sites!Hehehe...akan tetapi.....browse la sajork.......untuk membeli blom la lagi!Lagi pun,come to think of it..."I used Kancil to learn driving....soo....".Uhhh...we'll see what it will be :-P!

5)Laptop's Manufacturer-Dell's & HP's website.Tgh la aku kemaruk memikirkan...Should I or shouldn't I?Nah....over-excited kan?Oh....sue me for that!But hey...you know what?I've been away from books,number-crunching session,brain-racking moment and nerdy-stuff for awhile now that to think of one stirs my spirit high!REAAALLLL HIGHHHH!!!!!!!!Semengat mauk ada...!Ahaha..to compliment that,it's not a sin if I indulge in that 'high' feeling aight?Ngahahaha.....

6)Last but not least,Google & Yahoo-of random interests!That includes,vacation info ( ohhh...Annual Leave...oh RM...but I have long term plans...sheesshhh!),recipes,notes,and all the ya-ya ga-ga nonsense!Hehehe...crappy sometimes...but it's good to burn (read:waste) some times....while in the office!Sometimes things can get boring bila kerja yang dah di plan tidak menjadi or simply....oh...very little work!I am lucky in a way...but not all the time...! :-P

Accident di Litar

2008-03-15T11:58:00.003+08:00

I am suppoesd to do the usual weekend cleaning ( segan nak sebut spring cleaning..hehee) ,right after my driving class this morning.My kids are not around,I left them with their mama.But an incident at the driving academy this morning is something that must be put on record!Hooohhh!Sungguh menakutkan!Ok...aku daramatic!
There's this one girl who drove right behind me to the parking traininng area.As usual,I do it smoothly,but when I was about to drive out of the "box" sang Kernchill tu dok mengaum,pastu mati enjin!Aku dok pasang 2 -3 kali lagu tu jugak!baru jek aku nak menghanginkan diri dgn mendengus seperti seekor dragon ( err...terkena badi cerita Enchanted yg anak aku dok pulun tgk hari2....jemu nya aku!Nasib baik pakcik tu hensem...),tetiba aku mendengar bunyi seperti dragon dan vrooommmm.....gedegang ya amatttsss!Sekali aku tengok la...budak tu dah terbabas dan besi pengahadang dah terpelanting...tiang hat pondok dah patah...dan tayar 2 bijik meletup!SUMPAHHHH!!!!!!!!!Aku terkejut sehingga menjadi BODOH sekejap!percayalah...aku menggelatar sampai mau 10 mins aku terkaku dlm box tu,nak pasang enjin pun aku tergamam!Uiiiii......that was reallly close!Percayalah aku,setiap yg berlaku ada hikmahnya!Kalau la aku tgh reverse dan swing keluar tadi....mau aku dah arwah dah budak tu hentam aku dgn kereta tu!Tuan2 dan puan2 bayangkanlah.....kalau dia dgn kelajuan yg boleh menukar Kernchill menjadi helikopter dan mematahkan tiang dgn sekali hentam,menghentam aku...sudah pastinya bukan scratch kecik yang aku dpt!HARUS aku masuk ICU okk...!HAishhh....nauzubillah!Hahhh............scary............scary......scary.............
Aduh....kan jantung ku berdegup laju....macam kata Ain...Nasib baik jantung tak pecah!hehehhee...K Ain...K Ain...analogy dia memang boleh tahan extreme....

I hate Back-stabbers!

2008-03-12T10:21:00.004+08:00

I have been asked regarding this stupid occurence .Well,suffice to say;I STILL DESPISE HER!FULLSTOP!Oh a few of arguments that I haven't elaborate to show how much of a slut she is ( I gues bitch is not enough! ).People,before you proceed reading more,pls consider the amount of "French" in this entry!So,this entry requires an open mind and a less judgemental attitude that some people tend to have when it comes to err....unpleasant words/tones/llingo - read:CURSES!Pardon my French lah ye...

There are a few things that SLUT said that portrayed the real big F*&king liar she is:

1)She said:Ko tau tak...SEMUA ORG KATA AKU TERLALU BAIK SEBAB MASIH BERKAWAN DGN KAU SEDANGKAN KAU DAH BERCERITA KAT SEMUA ORG DI POLI MACAM2 PASAL AKU!

The truth:What made she think that I talked about her to her colleagues?What made she think that her life or she herself is one hell of a damn interesting discussion topic to me?She's just an average girl next door . I have always treated her as some regular friends that I started to take seriously.After all,accusing me of such a malicous gossiper is truly so out of this world!I am known to all my dearest friend as:ENGKO NI MEMANG SELLAU KETINGGALAN KAPALTERBANG LAH!What made it more stupid,I don't even remember which is which of my Hubby's officemate!To name a few:Those that I know with respect and value dearly:EN Rashid,Raman,Bani,T-ENG,Pendek.Yg lain,alaahh...yg dtg umah masa Raya arituh...and said...emmm ( wtih...hehe...fish swimming in my head!).And I don't have their phone numbers.You see,my access to those people that surrounded her life is very limited!The wife will only see me when there's a family Day to whom I simply exchange hi's and hello's ,share watever tidbits that I have.And some casual chat over current issues...u know...not the confide-in -you typo!So sapa yg bercerita tentang sapa?
Yes,I gossip too.But intipati gossip saya sudah pastilah:
a)Handbag
b)Kasut
c)Bila la Annual Leave aku ni nak cukup ni?Aku nak pegi vacation la....tension seh!hoh!
d)Current Issues
e)Aha...aku nak masak apa la weekend ni?Eh ada resepi nak buat kek baru ke?pasta baru ke?
f)tips2 menguruskan badan tapi hampeh tak penah jalan...elok aku gi SlimWorld jek nanti...boleh?
g)Weeiii.....driving licence...bila dapat nanti,apakah akan berlaku kepada aku on the 1st day aku drive sendiri ke office?
h)dan angan2 yang bermacam2 dan kekadang sungguh outrageous dan menyebabkan u feel ticklish all over the body!
Itulah aku.....

2)She said:"Aku nak bagitu kat engkaulah....kalau macam ni lah caranya engkau..aku tak taulah berapa lama kau boleh bertahan!KAU TAK PERCAYA KAN LAKI ENGKAU LANGSUNG!

Memang patutla dia ni diberikan pangkat Betina la!Eh bodoh!Aku tanya kenapa kau sampai tahap nak jual nama org lain demi bercerita pasal kawan engkau sendiri!Aku rasa minah ni dah biasa sangat bergaduh berebut jantan,which never happened to me!Dia kelihatan sungguh professional dalam memutarkan cerita dan menjerit2 di rumah org sedangkan aku dok menyandar di kerusi!Okayla....ko banyak pengalaman...tapi jgn la sebut nama org!Aku takde trust issue la ngan laki aku,sebab aku tau aku perempuan yang tidak cair dan melelh setiap kali melihat makhluk lelaki.Aku percaya,perempuan yang baik untuk lelaki yang baik!Faham ke tak faham..apa yang tersirat dan tersirat?Bodoh la dia ni

3)I can still recall when I was engaged to my husband,we went for some bowling tournament or was it pegi main bowling beramai-ramai?So ada satu incident yang aku nak cerita....aku nih jenis yang baru belajar bertudung bila aku ngan husband aku berchenta.So I was expecting that minah ni would be a good friend,considering that dia ni bertudung dan PENDIDIK la pulak kan....Tapi apa yang aku tengok,benda terjadi sekelip mata je...sampai aku terdiam!Dalam dok havoc2 main boling,tetiba dia tepuk punggung husband aku.Husband aku punya bengang dia dok jegil mata ke aku,nak marah aku,pasal kot dia ingat aku dah tebiat nak mampus kot buat benda tu!Haiiyyooo...aku kinda...Oh poor me...speechless!!!!!!!!!!!!!Oh Shit la kan?Sapa2 kenal laki aku,memang takde la nak buat camtu ( i mean perempuan la...kot sesama jantan tu...URUSSSANNNLAHHHH!!!).So aku bangkitkan pasai benda tu...tau dia kata apa?Eh..Ya Allah...itu spontanlah...ko tau tak spontan?Oh...ok...do I loook like a fool?Baiklah...I'd say that spontaneous acts are results of habit?betul tak????????kalau ko tak biasa...paling2 spontan macam aku la....Dulu masa aku LI,mula2 sekali ada supervisor aku cuba menguit2 jari aku,dan tanpa fikir apa2....aku ambik wrench gedabak dalam aku punya sidepocket dan aku libas kat tanagn dia!Heh...!Nasib baik tak patah!DAn aku dgn selamba kataknya telah berkata:"Aihhh!!!!!!!Sorry...reflex action....sebab kami mindset lam otak kamek mun benda macam tok jadi,kamek mesti react sebab kame sik biasala diraba2!Sik pernah plak bercita2 nak jadi penjual daging hidup!"Oh...ye...aku memang begitu...I wear my hearts on my sleeves!Maksudnya,I am no pretentious bitch!Kalau aku tak suka,ko boleh tau aku tak suka!Dan kalau aku suka...aku sanagta suka...hehehe

So sekarang nih...aku memang tak suka slut ni!Sebab aku anti sikit org yg tak reti appreciate friendship dan who take me for granted!KERANA AKU TIDAK BEGITU!!!!!!!

Hmmm...cukup...?

Which X-Men Are You?

2008-03-03T07:23:00.001+08:00

You Are Cyclops

Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause.
You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them.

Power: force beams from your eyes

Which of the X-Men Are You?

Welcome The New Zealand-er!

2008-02-28T13:17:00.010+08:00

PROUDLY ANNOUNCING THE ARRIVAL OF MR NEW ZEALAND 08!

The cute baby boy was borned on 26th Feb 2008.Welcome to our family tree dear!Nah...tambah lagi satu ranting!Pictures courtesy of the proud Dad,Ejam.I edited the pics to make it clearer!Nama apa yek baby?Satni dah ada nama kena habaq kat Mak Long tau!Huggss...

(eeee......mcm best jak ada baby baru....eh..opocot!)

Mari Mengundi-Musings & Happenings for 12th GE.

2008-02-25T10:49:00.004+08:00

Maimun cekal
KUALA TERENGGANU: Calon Bebas yang bersaing merebut kerusi Parlimen Kuala Terengganu, Maimun Yusuf, 89, kini mula berkempen dengan berbasikal dari rumah ke rumah sambil menjual kain.
Warga emas dari Kampung Atas Tol itu, berkata menjual kain pekerjaan tetapnya sejak 15 tahun lalu sekali gus memudahkan tugasnya berkempen untuk ‘Parti Tanah Melayu Bersama Dalam Islam’ menggunakan lambang kunci.
Menurutnya, anara persediaan yang sudah dilakukannya termasuk menempah 1,000 keping poster untuk ditampal di sekitar kawasan kampung dan bandar ini serta membeli telefon bimbit membabitkan kos kira-kira RM3,000.
“Sudah menjadi kebiasaan tok akan keluar menjual kaind ari jam 8 pagi hingga tengah hari dan sambil menjual kain, tok boleh berkempen untuk parti kunci.Walaupun sudah lanjut usia, wanita itu masih mampu mengayuh basikal bagi memastikan dia memenangi pilihan raya kali ini.
Bagi kerusi Parlimen berkenaan, Barisan Nasional (BN) diwakili penyandangnya, Datuk Razali Ismail berdepan calon ‘bidan terjun’, Mohamad Sabu yang juga Naib Presiden Pas.
“Tok tak percaya kepada mana-mana parti sebab itu masuk bertanding. Walaupun tak pandai membaca dan menulis, tok akan menggunakan khidmat kerani membantu kerja menguruskan dokumen jika menang,” katanya.
Menurutnya, kelmarin, dia mengupah anak rakannya, RM20 bagi mengisi borang penamaan calon kerana dia sendiri tidak tahu menulis dan membaca.
Katanya, dia mengumpul RM10,000 itu hasil jualan kain dan menerima bantuan Jabatan Kebajikan Masyarakat (JKM) RM200 sebulan dan menolak dakwaan konon wang pertaruhan itu hasil jualan tanah pusaka.
Sementara itu, jirannya, Jusoh Mohd, 56, berkata wanita itu gemar menonton Buletin Utama dan Berita Dunia dan ketika siaran kedua-dua slot itu, beliau akan menguatkan pembesar suara televisyen menyebabkan jiran tetangga tidak perlu memasang televisyen di rumah masing-masing.“Tok memang mengharapkan kemenangan kerana banyak faedah rakyat akan dapat termasuk buat rumah, sekolah dan pejabat mengikut rekaan terkini kerana sekolah yang ada sekarang fesyen lama dan warnanya tidak cantik,” katanya ketika ditemui berkempen di sekitar rumahnya di Kampung Gong Gemia, di sini, semalam.

I got this from a friend who sent it to me thru email....today:26/02/2008
More stories go here. and you can find the video here!Hemmm..personally,I think she has some real courage,but still, I couldn't agree on her trying to be a politician.She is an illiterate,and she is being assisted by Jabatan Kebajikan Masyarakat herself.Life was hard,yet she has the heart to simply 'waste' her 10k ( might be her biggest amount of money so far! ) for the election.And she even have to fork out another 3k for posters!Nenek..I think it would be better if you use that money for your Hajj!I am not trying to be prejudice,but as a kampung fellow myself,I know how meaningful RM10k for the 'less-fortunate' country fellow.This especially refers to those who are receiving charity assistance!To the extent that they can build a 'decent house'.Banyak woo...even for us,who worked our beatiful big fat *@& off!

On another note:I am going for my 1st election this year!Err...agak2 bley tangkap gambar dak?
My comment on this election?Hmmm...suffice to say....I LOVE TUN M!(taknak cakap bebanyak...kang salah tulis naya!) .
I wish I can ask this Questions:
1)Kenapakah rumah2 di Sarawak sungguh over-priced?After 5 years,the house started to sink deeper and there are even houses falling apart.Mind you,they cost you at least RM100k+++ for a single storey terrace!
2)Kenapakah harga keperluan terlalu tinggi?Eg:Kerang in Kuching=RM7 per/kg
Kerang in Ipoh:RM1.50 per/kg.
3)Kenapakah few years back ada sorg politician mengatakan begini?"HARGA RUMAH KEDIAMAN DI KUCHING DAN BANDAR2 UTAMA LAIN DI SARAWAK ADALAH MSIH SGT RENDAH JIKA DIBANDINGKAN DGN HARGA KEDIAMAN DI PARIS & LONDON!HOHHHHH!!!!IYELA...IT DOESN'T MATTER AT ALL PUN IF YOU HAVE BOUGHT A FEW HOUSES THERE ( I GUESS IT HELPS TO ACKNOWLEDGE THE PRICE,KAN?),BUT PLEASE...ADALAH MENGHIRIS TAU TAK....UNTUK ORG2 YG BELUM MAMPU PERGI KE PARIS,LONDON ETC.
I was WRITING this,because currently I am still surveying and eyeing a few houses here in Matang Jaya ( we are not talking about the 2-bedrooms low cost house here! ).WHICH MAKES ME THINK,IF A CAREER WOMAN WHO SEEMS TO BE ABLE TO AFFORD THE HOUSES STILL WHINE OVER THE PRICE,WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO THOSE WHO ONLY HAVE A SINGLE BREADWINNER?Agak2 aa...take this for an example:
I have an information regarding rumah in Titi Serong's Area,2-storey Semi-D,priced at only RM120k++ & negotiable,compared to a 2nd hand 3 bedroom single storey terrace priced at RM165k ( intermediate lagi... ),won't your heart bleed in agony!nanti tak pasal2 semua org Sarawak pi beli rumah kat Semenanjung...!Entahla...kalu nak kata Kuching tok metropolitan...it iss not even next to Penang!Full-stop!TQ!Don't sue me...hehehhee...I am just voicing out my despair and concern,as the most loyal follower of BN!Hidup BN!Undilah BN!But BN..pls....

Saja suka2.... :-)

2008-02-23T02:45:00.003+08:00

Copy paste from Aweng's Bulletin!Cool
questionnaires!

1. The song you've been most singing to
yourself recently?
+ Beauty & The Beast

2. What do you currently want right
now?
+ a HP laptop with Garskin!Way to go!!!!

3. What did you do today?
Woke up early & get ready to work!
4. Are you hungry?
+ Nope!Still very full!

5. What have you been thinking about
most today?
+ Sleeping la......

6. Do you ever just sit outside and
watch the stars?
+ yes.i found it terapiutic!

7. What is your current annoyance?
+ Malicious go$$!p!^( B*&#*!

8. Do you want a new cell phone?
+ no

9. Are you waiting for someone right
now?
+ no.

10. Name two things you're looking
forward for next week?
+ not really in anticipation!dull yeah?

11. Can you make new friends easily?
+ Yeah!

12. ?
+ ??????????

13. Do you plan out what you wear the
day before you wear it?
+ not really but will depend on my
necessity!

14. What is life to you?
+ Ces't la Vie?

15. Have you ever fallen for your best
friend?
+ yucks!that's incestious!err...at
least to me!no pun!

16. If you had a chance to save someone
significant to you, would you?
+ with all my will!

17. How many times do you eat each day?
+ err...continous....ehehehe

18. How do you cheer someone up?
+ err..a girl:a good hug and
giggly2..thingy! a guy...?
err...bergurau senda seadanya?ehehehe

19. Are you a morning person?
+ weekdays..yes!weekend...balas dendam
on the whole week's sleep debt!

20. Is it easier for you to fall asleep
or to be woken?
+ Both!

21. Think of one person, stick with it.
You don't have to say their name. Would
you pick them up alone 100 plus miles
away if it was your birthday?
+ YEs!

23. Give two reasons why you get
distracted in work.
+ Good weather for slumber!

24. Do you think it's funny when people
get hurt?
+ I am not that wicked!

25. Would you rather go to Tokyo or
Paris?
+ Paris + neighbouring EU countries...!

26. Do you have a guitar in your house?
+ yillek!

27. Do you wish you were somewhere else
right now?
+ YESSSS & YES & YES!

28. How often do you get onto
friendster?
+bila terasa rindu?hahahaha

29. How long can you go without your
mobile phone?
+ not really counting!I dun cling to it!
hehehe
30. Where's your mobile phone?
+ in my handbag...tucked in my pedestal
cabinet?

I am Tagging:
Zarina
Chenta Ku
Ejam
Wonn
Lydia
and whoever reads this :-)

Once Dewa - Dealova

2008-02-23T02:00:00.002+08:00

Apa nak jadi la...?

2008-02-18T17:28:00.004+08:00

Fengshui FAce Reading...hmmm

2008-02-18T07:08:00.005+08:00

I read Chic's blog.Hmm...agak curios...so I tried to look at the meaning of my own moles.Truthfully ( ehem.. ) ,I don't believe in this..tetapi...wooohooo....hasilnya sungguh mengujakan....hehehe....Percaya tak percaya...aku mempunyai mole position yg cantik!Satu je...ada ker...multiple marriages?Weiii....nasib baik la tak betul!!

So...where's ur mole?

So...mine were:

1)No 52 & No 41-->Longevity

2)No 64----->High Intelligence ( hoh...atau pun 'Entingai'?)

3)No 5-------->Multiple Marriages...( tak nak aihh!).

For your own reading...gals,pls go here !

And for guys...........go here !

Warning:I am not promoting fengshui.This is just for fun.Any consequences by reading this material is solely on your own and has nothing to do with me.Thank You.

Selamat Pengantin Baru,Sh Azma

2008-02-13T07:51:00.004+08:00

Went to Embok's wedding on February 10th,at Kampung Matang Lot.Reached there around half past 10 am,browsed to see if any other friends are coming.Hemm..nan ado!Anyway,I bumped into Rosla..oh..the good ol' days!Didn't manage to personally talk to Embok anyway,since the reception still ongoing and I have to leave shortly afterwards.But I did manged to snap some pix.Will upload it soon.Kengkawan,ssabar2...kekadang terlalu bz sampei x sempat...hehehe...tunggu lah! :-)
Anyway,congratulation again to embok!Semoga kekal slagi hayat dikandung badan!And may you welcome all the spices of married life,with open hearts and open minds!

70 Qs

2008-02-11T11:00:00.001+08:00

I copied this from Aweng's Bulletin in my Friendster:Topic is 70 qs but hey...a few numbers missing lah!Tapi aku malas nak kira da!
70 Questions
Message:
The Unasked Questions 70 Questions Guaranteed You've NeverAnswered...
1. Would you bang your neighbor?
::: Gilo ko?
2. Describe your current relationship
::::Normal and on going...InsyaAllah!

4. What's the last movie you saw?
::: Alvin & The Chipmunks...
6. Whats your middle name?
::: Binti...boleh?
7. Who have you talked to most today?
::: Mak den!
8. Do you carve pumpkins every year?
::: no
9. Color of your boxers/underwear?
::: errr....
10. Color of your shirt?
::: dark blue flimsy blouse and brown tube?
11. I'm always ...
::: errr...indescribable lah!
12. Who's on speed dial 2?
::: i don't set on the speed dial!
13. Honestly, how many boys/girls haveubeen in love with?
::: uncountable?hahaha...seriously...2...my hubby & Shahrukh Khan!heheh
14. Whats your favorite season?
::: festive seasons!yeay!be merry!
15. How do you feel right now?
::: sleepy & err...uncertain?
19. Would you do anything for someoneelse?
::: for my kids....accordingly!
20. Have you ever been called a bitch?
::: not straight to my face i guess..hey...not everybody fancy us rite?
22. What is your ring tone?
::: Till You Do Me Right-After Seven
24. Are your grades good?
::: ok ok jak
26. I've come to realize that the lastperson who held my hand...
::: Min my sis,tis morning...
27. Do you hate anyone/anything?
::: HOHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!BITCH!!!!!!...uppppsss....
26. Does your best friend have a myspace?
::: no
28. Last time you went out to lunch?
::: Last Friday kat Kwali
33. do you have one or more BritneySpears cd?
::: used to ...but now gone missing...org pinjam terus buat harta la!Nyampah!
34. What did you do last night?
::: tido!wat else?
36. Say you were given a drug testrightnow. Would you pass or fail?
::: hahahahahahaha
37. Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbournein your library?
::: will add it later :-).Thx for reminding!
42. What's the last thing you bought?
::: My breakfast this morning
43. What's the last thing someone boughtyou?
::: a hp
44. Do you ever sing in the shower?
::: used to do that...but not anymore!takut org ingat pontianak mana la melolong!hahaha
45. Whats your favorite movie?
::: Dilwale Dulhaniya Le jayenge....
48. Do you believe everyone has a soulmate?
::: i do!
49. Can you sing?
::: errr...
54. Have you ever been to South America or Africa?
::: Not so far.MAybe in the future?
55. Do you know how to knit?
::: Jari jari ku sakit semua....hampeh!
56. Do you have a job?
::: Ado!
58. What are you doing right now besides this survey?
::: sepatutnya tido la..
60. Baskin Robbins or Coldstone?
::: Apollo!
61. Physics or chemistry?
::: Physics....!Will be in the next scroll :-P
62. Facebook or Myspace?
::: Neither.
63. Do you wear any jewelry?
::: Not related to Mami Jarum...kacau ah..clinging item!
65. G's or R's?
::: ?????????
66. Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, orStar Wars?
::: Harry Potter lah!
67. Fly or road trip?
::: Either way...which one is more convenient!
68. Batman, Spiderman, or Superman?
::: Aishah Bustaman!
69. What's your favorite Disney movie
::: Lion King!
70. What are your plans for tonight??
::: Tido awai!

Gong Xi Fatt Choy...Sin Nien Kuai Le...

2008-02-07T20:45:00.001+08:00

Gong Xi Fatt Chai to friends & colleagues. Stayed home and the weather was sunny..all merry and yeah...with the scorching heat,we chose to stay indoor.This is indeed a very long weekend for us.I am the kind of person who enjoy every festivities & celebrations,regardless of our differences.Maybe it's due to my multi-racial circle of friends,plus an open mindedness!I treasure whatever we have now in our country.Personally,I think it's the uniqueness of being Sarawakian that is,we get to enjoy various celebrations and ehem...extra public holidays...hehehhe.. To friends & colleagues who sent the invitation....err...i forgot lah to print the map.....so...errr.....Thanks for the invitation and sorry...maybe next year...pls remind me to print all `maps 1 week in advance :-P'
Last nite was a blast!Mercun berdentum...that it felt like living in a warzone.No..I am not complaining...we are used to it.It fell truly merry!Heehe...it felt like we are celebrating hari Raya plak... : -).
Anyway,here's a picture of a lion dance troup performing at my neighbour's place.Across the road;

Tengok dari dalam gate jer la...satni anak aku menyebok kang terpeleot plak kaki lion dancer tuh...nak mengelak depa....

Syahmi's Version of Lion Dance! :-D...hahahaha....hilarious!!!!!!!!

Room 847-Holiday Inn Kuching

2008-02-06T10:37:00.000+08:00

Checked Out!

Spent the Weekend (2~3 Feb 2008 ) in a relaxed mood.We checked in to Holiday Inn Kuching at room no 847.
A few pics of us ber malas malasan....hehehehehe....
Yup...funny..relaxing in bustling city center of Kuching?Come on...as a Kuching resident,pls admit this:Kuching is a sleeping city :-).Will up load the pics.

Mmmm

2008-01-30T06:46:00.000+08:00

I reached office at 6:30.Pure 'bliss'!Thanx to the driver...I left my wallet & I wore selipar import paling mahal yang aku pernah ada...Selipar Jepun ( ok? ) aka Tat Sing.
On Another note:
1) Spa Q
Esok final episode.Hmm...tak sabar nak tengok Helmi kena cekup ngan polis!Jahat la dia nih...
I was hooked since 1st Episode.Okla...Malaysian soap opera,but it's interesting.Satu jer pelik nya...apasal la maid Puan Qistina put on THAT much make up?Siap shading....?Kul berapa bangun tuh?And that Elly Mazlein...err...ada masalah saraf ke?I mean,she keeps on twisting her body as if she's suffering from ADHD?Come on la wei...I felt suffocated la looking at twisting people.I mean...wriggling creature.Yikes!Overall,I think the storyline is good.Ada cerita,unlike some drama...takde cerita.
2)Jelatang-Lestary
Aku tgk cerita nih on & off.LAst sekali malam tadi aku tengok mak tiri dia,si Shireen ( sapa nama betul tak kenal plak ) dok tergolek dengan Zaid.Dah habis ke?entah....lost track.Aku suka tengok cerita nih,tapi...ada part geli sesangat la!Yikes...si Suria tu siap kena buat abortion lagi ,pregnant with her step-father's baby.Nauzubillahi min zalik.
tapi aku rasa banyak2 cerita aku rasa tak terlawan la lagi cerita Pendekar Bujang Lapuk...hehehehe....

BBQ & such

2008-01-29T22:27:00.000+08:00

Saturday

KANOH
Fidot And Mr M
Syahmi
Lam in the Background
Fidot & Mr M again

Went to Kenny's place for barbeque.I made Penang laksa to bring over to his place.I was planning to take lotsa pics,but ended up taking only 4 pics.Reason?Tak dan nak men-'snap' dlm dok sibuk2 jaga anak!hehehe

Sunday

Reheat the leftover of Penang Laksa from last night.I just need to boil the laksa and prepare some fresh salads and boil some egg and tadaa....

Cooked Ikan Merah masak Sos for lunch.

And Grilled Some Squids too

Sebab bawang2 dah habih....hehehe...so juz buat ayaq asam buat makan.

A Filling Weekend :-P

2008-01-28T11:06:00.000+08:00

The internet serice ( streamyx ) at home didn't connect very well.Unknown reason :-(!But it's ok.I can update from office.Hehehe .. evil grin*!

Nway,a liitle update for weekend activities.

Friday 25-JAn-08

Went for dinner @ Orchid Garden Restaurant,Holiday Inn.Hubby's treat.It's a buffet,but I have been limiting my food intake at night/dinner,so I guess it's kinda wasted.Didn't really manage to savour everything.I guess the system get used to it after sometimes,no bell rang to alarm me,but I easily feel very full.Rugi kan,buffet tak makan bebanyak?Just a few piccies to go along :-)

Nak gi mana?

2008-01-24T13:53:00.000+08:00

With this much leave balance,where do you expect me to go?Absolutely no where...at least when it needs to be somewhere outside Sarawak.....sigh....

Rich Peach Cheese Cake

2008-01-23T08:58:00.000+08:00

Recipe:

1 kg Philly Cream Cheese or any cream cheese

4 eggs

1 cup of caster sugar

1/2 cup of Corn flour

Canned Peach Slices-drained

Vanilla Essence - 1tspoon

Oreo/Cream O or Oatmeal accordingly

2 tbspoon butter

Method:

Crush Cookies finely and mix with butter evenly.
Press to bottom of baking pan and bake for 5 mins.Put aside to cool down.Arrange Peach Slices to base.
Meanwhile,beat cream cheese with a cup of caster sugar,adding in egg one after another.Remember to beat with normal speed.Overbeating will result in trapped air which will cause surface crack.
Sift corn flour and continue beating with slow speed until smooth.Add in cubed peach.
Pour mixture in baking pan and bake in oven.
When done,put aside to cool at room temperature.To retain quality,wrap with cling wrap nicely,placed in an airtight container and keep in fridge.
This will help the cake stays fresh until consumption.
Option:Glaze or use blueberry filling if desired,prior to serving.
Yummy.Pics will be uploaded shortly.

The Base

The Mixture

The Result-Whole

The Texture :-)
NExt post.....>Pure cheese cake with pear base!

Lunch @ Kaya & Toast

2008-01-20T01:03:00.000+08:00

Had these for Friday's lunch.Went there with my babe & Syarm.

Curry & Noodles

Soft Boiled Egg

Milo Dinasour..heh!

And to drink that,you have to eat the Milo powder first!How interesting...but still...why lah?Dinasour?Come on...are they trying to tell the customer"Drink this...and you'll turn into dinasour"!hehehehe

Bolly Good Time

2008-01-16T13:16:00.001+08:00

When I was still in my early 20's,the Bollywood movies were the in thing!Macam2 ada!;-P
Back then,I wasn't at all moved by them.To me,they were just some boring tearjerker who cares of nothing but being in love.Silly!hehehe...eksen sik eksen?
Then,in July 1999,I went for my industrial training in MLNG,Petronas,Bintulu.I stayed with my Aunty in Tanjung Kidurong.My Aunty was REALLY into Hindustan movie.She knows every single actress & actor,which film they starred,which era,which baju & which song to fit in!Pergh....extreme tak extreme?So I was left with no option but to watch with them.Mostly,I will fall asleep or revert to other activities in the middle of the movie!Paling koman pun I will make some fritters for everybody to enjoy!Sanggup aku mengorbankan diri...hehehe..
Then,one fine day,my cousin who was a temporary teacher,brought back a Hindi movie CD.It's titled:Dilwale Dulhaniya Le Jayenge!And I tell you...in one word...LOVE!I love the movie...I fall head over heels for the movie and for Shah Rukh Khan!hehehehe...........yes...I was that silly...hehehehe...
But I do LOVE him!Kerana dia sungguh menerbitkan kecintaan.To me he was cute,compassionate,funny,adorable....segalanya!To make things better,one of the Senior Manager in Mechanical Dept(Static) was from Mumbai!His name was Dr Mamidi Govinda Raju.So I used to spend sometines with him,discussing over Bollywood movies.I learned a few words as well.Dil means Heart.Dilwale means Braveheart!Dilwale Dulhaniya Le Jayenge means:The Braveheart Will Take The Bride!Sweet?Yeah...I wouldn't do any review or film critic here,coz I dunno how!But that story still etched beautifully in my memory.Sigh......And now I am listening to the song:Zara Sa Jhoom wateva...I could still imagine the scene where Kajol wore a red mini dress in a snowy mountai...?Weird...but cute!hehehe...tak sejuk ka?

Masak apa hari Ahad?

2008-01-14T00:03:00.000+08:00

At times,I can be bitten by a lazy bug!So today we had this for lunch...malas nak buat mee ke,laksa ke...sebab for the past few weekends/off days(Public Holidays!heh!) dah masak benda2 selain nasik!

Ikan Senangin Masak Lemak Cili Api Tempoyak

Pucuk Paku Goreng Dgn Udang Kering

For the kids,Ikan Senangin Masak Rebus Asam,tarak cabai!

Well,we had ikan masin gelama gak,but lupo lak ambik gambo!

Ok...that's it! :-P

On Another Note:Cik Tam finally R.I.P,on a sunny Sunday morning.It's sad.

Hujung Minggu Ini....

2008-01-13T23:36:00.000+08:00

Saturday,12th Jan 2007:
Today I am scrubbing my kitchen!Dok tengah syok2 menyental,sekali hos gas aku tertanggal!Huish!Berdesup jantungku!Teruk la satu rumah bau gas.Jadi,after I finished with all my cleaning ( yeayy...dapur ku chantek semola!),I took my shower,prepared the kids and off we go to Boulevard,for lunch.Boulevard is one of the latest shopping Mall in Kuching.Style macam Penang Mega Mall,but most of the outlets are not open yet!I wonder why they purposely opened it to the public.You see,the Banglas are still there knocking that and this and whatever ajaklah!Mainly,every area is still under construction.Anyway,the main objective of going to Boulevard adalah kerana I am famished!Tak mau masak pasal takut meletup!!!hehehhe...yes..I am DRAMATIC!Ok..to be frank..i wanted to go to Sushi King!Tapi bila we reached there,i changed my mind.Well,my hubby is not THAT fond of Japanese food.So,we opted to eat at Kenny Rogers instead of Sushi King.Lagi pun I said to my hubby:Takpe..balik kang org pi beli take away je lah!Lagipun sebelah2 jer.Takpe.
Funny how Kenny Rogers couldn't cater to my need of paying using that plastic money!Reason:"Oh..mesin kredit kad kamek org belum sampei gik daghi Kay Ell kak.."!Come on...klu jln2 tempat crowded,nak bawa a lot of cash is not a good idea!At least to me.I hate fumbling for cash,knowing that there will always be a chance I dropped a RM50 note somewhere.Always happened!Seb baik ada bawak sikit.tarak kalu apa cerita?I mean,I promised to buy lunch!rasa macam nak belanja plak...takkan nak revert back to Hubby kan?So we had:
Mashed Potato & Gravy RM6.50
Beef Bolognaise RM15.90x2
Mango Juice RM5.90x2
Fruit Jelly Delight RM10.90
1/4 Black Pepper Ala Carte RM9.90
1/4 Original Chick RM9.90
Sub Total RM80.80
5% Govt Tax RM4.04
10% Service Charge RM8.08
Total RM92.92

Nasib baik ada bawak sikit lam wallet...hehehehehehehe.....pengajaran:No matter how tedious for you to keep small changes,pls spare at least few hundreds kalu berjalan.Just in case.......

I Like This :-)

2008-01-09T09:35:00.001+08:00

Taken from http://www.thestar.com.my/
"I Like this!"

Whimsical art of making policy
MUSINGS
By MARINA MAHATHIR
It seems that these days, instead of a well-researched, well-thought out comprehensive plan to tackle any problem, we get ad hoc suggestions here and there.
SOME motorbikes overtake a minister’s car and he immediately wants to ban big bikes from the highways.
A deputy minister claims that his ministry has no plans to institute an intrusive blood test on everyone, when his own official documents state that that’s exactly their policy.
Another parliamentary secretary, speaking entirely outside the field of his expertise, ‘thinks’ that we should have a certain policy.
A minister happens to hear a doctor’s advice on radio, gets offended, and cancels the entire programme.
All this leaves me wondering how policy is actually made in this country. Is it by whimsy? Is it when some politician’s ego is bruised?
Or is it through careful study of whether that policy is really beneficial to the most number of people, rather than to appease the easily deflated self-esteem of the pompous?

Appeal to ego: Superbikers like these should invite the minister concerned, give him the biggest bike and let him go for a ride.Is there some grand plan to anything? Is the banning of motorbikes on highways part of some major plan to improve road safety?
If so, wouldn’t time and energy be better spent dealing with the Mat Rempit problem that contributes to more broken heads at Friday night emergency rooms than anything else?
Or some campaign to get people to buckle up their children in cars?
It seems that these days, large pictures are ignored in favour of small peeks at a problem. Instead of a well-researched, well-thought out comprehensive plan to tackle any problem, for example, public security and safety, we get ad hoc suggestions here and there.
Real serious debate on the pros and cons, based on sound information rather than personal opinion, is absent.
Then you have to wonder how good a policy is when it is finally made.
In the meantime issues that need immediate leadership response are not managed.
For instance, there needs to be strong messages that vigilantism will not be tolerated when it comes to dealing with crime suspects, especially those accused of child abuse or murder.
I hear the most appalling comments about people not yet charged with anything. Then they are released.
Yet the public is never reminded of the principle of innocent until proven guilty.
I read about how some people beat a foreigner to death because they suspected him of stealing a watch.
While they were pounding him to a pulp, the woman who lost her watch found it. By that time it was too late.
What causes these things? It is nothing but sheer prejudice against foreigners whom we assume are the source of all crime in this country.
Yet, the police themselves have come out to say that locals commit 80% of all crimes in this country.
When we do have evidence, nobody then uses it as the basis for a policy to prevent discrimination against foreigners, which would also help our relations with other countries.
Instead we let these fester, perhaps because they are politically useful.
When we do have sound policies, nobody keeps an eye on their enforcement.
The other day, it was mentioned in newspaper headlines that a suspected child murderer died of AIDS-related complications.
In the first place, we have a policy of confidentiality about people’s health status in this country, especially for highly stigmatised diseases like AIDS.
This confidentiality does not end with death because of the effect on families left behind.
Secondly, what has the health status to do with the case? The guy died, so you can’t proceed with the case.
But to specifically mention that he died of AIDS-related causes immediately implies that people with HIV/AIDS have a special propensity to commit heinous crimes, despite a total lack of evidence that this is so.
Did anyone from the ministry concerned come out and slap the wrists of whoever was responsible for the revelation?
As a result, the prejudice continues and the work to manage HIV in this country becomes ever more difficult.
When policymaking is based on the whims and fancies of whoever wants to say anything about it, it leaves an environment of uncertainty and unease.
Does it mean that if someone else has another whim, the policy will change?
Assuming policies are meant for the benefit of the most number of people, how do we even know if they are any good when the process by which policy is made is less than transparent?
Whimsical policymaking also means that policies can be changed also by appealing to whimsy and ego.
If I were a superbiker, I’d invite the minister concerned, give him the biggest and most powerful bike around, some handsome leathers and let him go for a ride.
Accompany him, but make sure you never pass him.
Then we’ll soon see that there’ll be no more talk about banning bikes on highways.
Selamat Hari Raya, maaf zahir bathin, everyone!

Early Bird Gets the 1st Worm!

2008-01-09T06:48:00.000+08:00

I reached office at 6:30am.Now,beat that!I am an early bird!Bluekkkk!!!!
Well,to be frank,I am early because I am still using the company transportation service.Kesian aku....Now ... let this be a lesson to everybody....PLS....GET A DRIVING LICENCE BEFORE YOU ARE 20YRS OLD!Or else,you'll end up like me....because,the older we are,the busier we get and the road will be more densed with cars and what-nots!Benci nya...
huaa...apa la ku nak buat nih...office hour start pukul 8 pagi.Apa lagi...blogging jer lah...

Aduish...

2008-01-06T00:34:00.001+08:00

The Spending Style Test

My Result: Impulsive Spender

People who are Impulsive Spenders tend to use money to soothe themselves and to get a little pick-me-up, especially when things feel stressful. Spending may feel like a way to nurture themselves — whether directly, such as when they spend money on eating out or on groceries, or indirectly, through the emotional charge they get from the act of purchasing itself. In addition, it's likely that, more than others, they experience shopping as an enjoyable pastime or hobby.

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Multi-Dates Entry...Again

2008-01-04T07:18:00.000+08:00

Entries will be in happy mode! :-D
28-Dec-2007;Friday
Haza mai ikut rombongan lawatan sekolah.Sek. Keb. Permatang Tok Mahat,Nibong Tebal.Oh,Haza is my Sis in Law.Emm finally you're here-lah!Welcome to Sarawak.

29-Dec-2007;Saturday
I was expecting m hubby to fetch her from her hotel & bring her home.But she was somewhere sometime the whole day.Pegi melawat & menyopping la kan.So I cooked quite a lot.My parents were sending Ein to to her rented house in Samarahan.She will be starting her class soon ( UITM ).Good Luck Sis.
We went to Bt 7,planning to meet Haza there but we didn't manage to locate her!So we made a turn and wenr back to...Kuching.Err..not really lah Kuching,to be exact,we were lepaking at the airport( hat belakang tu... ),watching the plane took off!hemm...We finally met her at the Waterfront at around 6:30pm.Went straight back to her hotel,checked out and bring her home.On the way home,we took a few pics,stopped by dekat Pasar Minggu Satok,went to eat Mi Kolok Kubah Ria.Hehehe....sejak bila la aku jadi pelancong di Kuching tok?

30-Dec-2007;Sunday
Got up early and we sped off to Serikin to accompany Haza for her retail therapy.Serikin is a village at the Kalimantan border.The concept is more or less like Padang Besar Perlis.Items on sale were telekung,Batik,Sarung,handicrafts,Serving Sets,Crystals etc.Here the price of items are pretty interesting!Whether it is cheap or not,will depend on how good oneself in bargaining.For example,you can get a clock handicraft made of teak wood at Rm95,RM75 or RM30,which is supposedly of the same quality and size.You are advised to roam the area and do some price scan/survey before bargaining seriously.For me,I always prefer to buy crystal/ceramic/porcelain serving sets,considering that they are cheaper here.Compared to the likes of them that you buy at Berjaya outlet ,it is really worth the trip.It is of the same quality,but priced differently.After all,this place is an estimated 1 hour ride from Matang Jaya.Or maybe less...
I didn't buy anything except for a pair of Kain Kebaya Sulam ( dunno how to refer to it la).Cantik...

31-Dec-2007.
Last day for 2007.I am working though.

1st Jan 2008;Tuesday
Happy New Year.Nothing much,just resting @ home.

2nd Jan 2008;Wednesday
Working.Today is the best part of 2008. :-D..............
Yeayyyyy!!!!!!!!!I checked for the status of my Application to USM.Alhamdulillah...I will register on 5th June 2008.The course will take 4 years.Oppss..it's a distance learning program.Bachelor of Science ( Honours ),Physics.My boss said that it's not easy.I have to admit that,but to me it's not impossible as well.I know I have a Dip in Mechanical Eng,but I have no better option.If I were to wait for a part time course in Eng,sampai ke sudah la aku dok lagu ni jer.So I think the best is to divert to pure physics.At least there's not THAT much different,right?Anyway,wish me all the best!InsyaAllah.Better late than never.But to me,it's never too late :-)!

That's What Friends Are For

2007-12-28T07:12:00.000+08:00

What Friends Are For

Verse 1

And I Never thought

I'd feel this way

And as far as I'm concerned I'm glad

I got the chance to say

That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away

Well then close your eyes and try to feel the way we do today

And than if you can't remember.....

Chorus

Keep smilin'

Keep shinin'

Knowin' you can always count on me for sure

that's what friends are for

For Good Times

And bad times

I'll be on your side forever more

That's what friends are for

Verse 2

Well you came in lovin' me

And now there's so much more I see

And so by the way I thank you....

Ohhh and then

For the times when we're apart

Well just close your eyes and know

These words are coming from my heart

And then if you can't remember....Ohhhhh

(Repeat chorus 3x)

Thats-What-Friends-Are-For

_To all my dearest friends,thanx for being a really good friend.Thanx for all the support and kindness.So,anyway...that's what friends are for.

2.Fatamorgana~ Hijjaz
Pulanglah pada Tuhan cahaya kehidupan

Syarat bahagia di dunia

Akhirat kekal selamanya pada Allah
Sudah menjadi lumrah kehidupan di dunia

Cabaran dan dugaan mendewasakan usia

Rintangan dilalui tambah pengalaman diri

Sudah sunnah ketetapan Ilahi
Deras arus dunia menghanyutkan yang terleka

Indah fatamorgana melalaikan menipu daya

Dikejar dicintai bak bayangan tak bertepi

Tiada sudahnya dunia yang dicari
Begitu indah dunia siapa pun kan tergoda

Harta, pangkat dan wanita melemahkan jiwa

Tanpa iman dalam hati kita kan dikuasai

Syaitan nafsu dalam diri musuh yang tersembunyi

Pulanglah kepada Tuhan cahaya kehidupan

Keimanan ketakwaan kepadanya senjata utama
Sabar menempuh jalan tetapkan iman di hati

Yakinkan janji Tuhan syurga yang sedia menanti

Imanlah penyelamat dunia penuh pancaroba

Hidup akhirat kita kekal bahagia

Imanlah penyelamat dunia penuh pancaroba

Hidup akhirat kita kekal bahagia
Pulanglah pada Tuhan cahaya kehidupan

Syarat bahagia di dunia

Akhirat kekal selamanya pada AllahAllah

Fatamorgana

~Read and understand the lyric,reflect back at our life today?True huh...think....

Our Pets

2007-12-27T11:34:00.000+08:00

I adore pets.I mean,I really am!Since I was a kid,I have had pets ranging from cats,squirrels,and chicks.I always prefer furballs above anything.Especially cats.Sungguh gebu,lembut,manja dan chhoooomeeyyy...
But when my cats were dead while I was away studying,it really broke my heart that I stopped taking in stray cats to raise.You would not understand how it feels,unless u are a cat lover like me.any breed of cat.
But when I got married in 2002,and I was staying home,waiting to further my study,I bought ( my hubby did,to be exact) a pair of bunny.And I have loved them immensely.I raised them from a bunny until they are a pair of fat cuddly rabbit.I couldn't tell whether they were male(buck) or female(doe).Well...I just couldn't tell.No spesific reason what so ever.But it ended tragically.Cik Tam ( because it has black fur ) were dead due to unknown reason.But my best guess would be any small snakes.That's because my neighbour at the time was seldom home,and she never attend to her flowers/garden,that it gets so bushy.Macam maze plak & it did spread to our area.Cik Teh ( the white one ) died due to dog attack.There was this one old 'amuh' who lived 3 houses away.My rabbit always played along the lorong and even my neighbours were entertained by its cute and manja2 appearance.It always get some freebies in the nature of kangkung,carrot and even keropok from the kids.But to this 'amuh',my rabbit is irritating.So,one fine day,the rabbit hopped over and play around her house.I didn't notice that Cik Teh has actually entered her her parking area.All I knew,I heard a dog barking and the voice of this amuh,ushering the dog to attack my poor Cik Teh.And when I got there,she have dropped the corpse of my late rabbit into her neighbours lawn,with a cold and heartless look on her face.I could never imagine that an old woman of her age can be THAT cruel!I mean,what harm could a rabbit bring to her anyway?And what make it so difficult for her to chase the rabbit away rather than killing it?After all,the rabbit doesn't have any logic in doing anything.They're animals!So cruel!And to make it worse,she dropped the body into a small drain outside someone else's house!Luckily the bachelors in the house seemed to notice the thud sound and they saw the look on my face.They opened the gate and allowed me to take my rabbit,and it's completely dead.Suffering from severe cuts on its head,back and belly.It was drenched in blood.When my husband got home,he saw me crying as if I have just lost my close relative!It was heart-wrenching!That was the full stop to eevrything.No more pets.
But today,as K Ain grew up,it is very obvious to us that she inherited the love from me.Now rumah aku ada burung tekukur,a pair of rabbit ( again! ) and 3 hamsters( dah passed away peacefully ).Hmmm..to see the pics ... go here. hmmm ..... and I love them tooo....with all my hearts.
p/s:I speak to THEM!seriously....they seemed to understand that.paham yg macam mana aku x perasan plak....hwahahahaha

Entry yg panjang-mixed entry

2007-12-26T13:51:00.000+08:00

Entry ini multi-dates.
19-Dec-2007-Wednesday
Nothing new.Went to work as usual.Department's dinner at the Banquet,but I opted not to go.I'd say that it was the best decision ever.If not then my malam raya would be disaster.From the pics ( later ) that I saw,there were bottles of Johnny Walker's Black Label and beers.Could it be worse than that?Dimalam yg sepatutnya bertakbir dan bertahmid,you were surrounded by your drunk colleagues?I am no drinker nor that I object to the act of drinkers,especially for non-Muslim.To me,it's none of my business,but to allow myself to immersed in the smell of liquors?Especially on such a much anticipated holy night of Aidil Adha?I am sorry.Well you go guys...but leave me out of that.Thank you.Never the less,thanks for the invitation.
20-Dec-2007-Thursday
Happy EidulAdha.This year we didn't chip in to join any Qurban>much to the realisation that the Hari Raya falls in between working days.Susah jugak..the day before masih kerja,off 1 day then keje balik!Fuhh...wanita besi?Taklah.. :-P.So on Eid morning,I just cooked Penang Laksa and that's it.We didn't even have the chance to went to any supermarket to get our supply of meat...fresh or frozen..alike!Since hubby was all alone attending to the 3 super duper genius kids at home,I didn't expect him to be able to shop.I reached home fairly early ( err...6:08pm IS early!)yesterday evening,so off he went to the Choice Supermarket.Nuuhh...no meat.all finished.Org borong la tu.So our EidulAdha this year is meatless!Sedey!!!Called my mum to wish them Happy Eid.Mmm...my mum said that she will bring meat and duck/chicken from kampung.Bkn those livebirds la.The one that has been charred to get rid of all the fine 'hairs'!Mmm..but still itu semua mak aku bela kat kampung.dasat kan mak aku?And I tell you...semua 'belaan' mak aku kat kampung adalah montel,comel,dan banyak isi!hehehehe....
Back to Raya hi-lite.Went to few open houses which consisted of my hubby's friends.Pegi rumah Landek,rumah sapa nama la,rumah Pak Lah org letrik.Wie n K Jue tarak la this year,both balik raya Melaya.Hmm....drove to the Boulevard,kononnya nak buat pre-opening visit.Sebab ada info that Boulevard dah buka a few days before.Tapi when I reached....apakah?Entrance pun blom ada,and masih ada construction workers berhempas pulas membanting tulang demi sesuap nasi ( errr....mcm lagu darjah berapa tok?).Duuuhhh....ni tau ke tak tau nih...?Bluek.....
21-Dec-2007-Friday
See...what i told ya?Hari ni keja lagi...nothing new.Except that in the evening,or rather dah malam ponnn.....my parents arrived from kampung.Woooohooooo...lootsa durians,dabai and daging lombu dan perut lembu.Jem durian lagi,beras kampung sikit.Something rather stupid yet funny happened.Did I mentioned about beef tripes?hmmm...the tripes were from freshly slaughtered cow.So when my mom reached my house,she excitedly took out the tripe out of it's plastic bag,letak dlm kuali and...tickkk....masak!huh...?Ever wonder how it smells like?Uncleaned,still very raw and errk....shitty piece of tripe heated over a stove?Maaakkkk....hadui laaa.....rumah aku bau taik lembu okkkkk.....!uweekkk...then I realised what happened,aku membebel la kat mak aku!Mak..u should clean that in the first place,cuci bersih kasi hilang itu kaler hijau kelabu and bau....peel off the shitty film off the tripe la.lepas itu u have to rendam dlm kapur sikit la....hwaaa...!then when my father perperasan what happened,he took the tripe out and try to cuci.Perrghhh....i fu need to hear something that can help your earwax melt,you should be there listening to my father NAGGING to my mak!nguhahahha....funny though!but kesian my dad la.....cacat tripe tu die kejakan!he practically peeled off one layer that looks like a towel ( part nih la sedap kalu dlm kolok mee or mee sapi ).jadi sekarang nih,that tripe does not comply to the standard tripe that you have in Kolo mee :-P.bwahahaha....
22-Dec-2007-saturday
Were excited waiting for the hotel's call.I was imagining that I will witness the sunset of Sarawak River from Holiday Inn or Crowne Plaza.But I guess takde rezeki la dating ala2 honeymoon ( cheeeekyyy).The hotel rooms( river view ! nothing less! ) were fully booked at both hotel!Kaciwa?Sure...I did feel a pang of frustration there.So there goes the romantic weekend.It's ok...maybe next time.To amend that,I went to watch movie at Star Cineplex together with Ain,Syahmi,Ein,Min,Me & hubby.Was planning to watch Enchanted.why Enchanted?I love fairy tales thingy...hehehe...a girl at heart!Unluckily Enchanted wasn't aired that nite,but we managed to get a seat for 11:00pm show of Alvin & The Chipmunks!Ohhh.....I enjoyed the show immensely,partly from the nice movie itself and partly from watching Syahmi's reaction.He was swaying to the song,smiling to the characters and both he & K ain were mesmerized at how cute the chipmunks are!Worth the frustration from that hotel incident!I can never be happier! :-)

23-Dec-2007-Sunday
Today we stayed at home.My parents and both of my sis were attending a wedding reception of some relative ( of which I didn't kenal la) in Sri Aman.Heard that the couple were cousin.Emak depa adik beradik kot!So in the morning hubby was sending Landek's family to the airport.Not long afterwards,we were going around in the car.Pegi mana ye?Round2 jer kot...Wnet back to our house at 3.00 pm or so...showered,feed the kids,and gedebummm.....tido!I was so tired that I dozed off with the kids to wonderland,in no time at all,while hubby went to the airport to fetch K jue's family.hehehehe...so my Sunday was well spent.Enough rest,enough
sleep,enough food,enough love.hehehehe.
24-Dec-2007 Monday
well...nothing new nor serious!Went to work as usual.Bawa bekal;-Sayur pucuk Ubi Goreng tumis,Kari ikan,Tempoyak goreng udang,buah dabai.Haven!My babe is taking half day leave.Well it's Christmas Eve.
Anyway,Merry Christmas everyone!
25-dec-2007-Tuesday
Mmmmm....Hohoho...Mery Christmas.My parents were taking my kids for shopping.All 3 of them.So that left me n hubby at home.Wooo....so we decided to waste the day by ......emm...apa?Pegi jalan kat shopping complex,looking for some decent gown for tonite's dinner!The result?Hampa kaciwa jiwa luka merana!Apa la...ada dress semuanya pendek2 dan daring dan baring!Ngehh...apakah?So i end up lepaking at coffee Bean & Tea Leaf after a fruitless effort of getting something to wear

I made a decision to stick to watever blouse,pants,tudung that I have at home.Ironically,I only managed to to decide to buy a Revlon lipstick!Naahh.....that's so me...I would prefer ending up buying nothing rather than buying something that I would regret or even despise later!Betul?
Night-went to Hui Fang's Weding reception at Holiday Inn.She was breathtakingly beautiful...as always,but now she was glowing with radiance and love.Yeh Wei,Hui fang...I wished both of you all the happiness that life has to offer.Pls treasure your love for each other.The function was supposed to end later than 9.00pm++ but I didn't manage to wait.We have yet another function in Harbour View Hotel.So off we went and when we reached there the function has started.I was feeling soooo lah sleeepppyyyyy....and the function is on going.when i couldn't take it any longer,i seeked my hubby's permission to go & get some refreshment.hehehe...in the middle of the nite....n sleepy...but I need to remain standing....so...
aku order la ... a cup of cappucino & banana split!hehehehe....masalah nya....aku ngantuk..so I was fast half asleep on the couch,waiting for the order to come.When it's there...apakah....banana split itteww cuma mempunyai ice cream,banana,and ground nut?hey where's the almond flake?the jelly?the chocolate syrup?the rose syrup?mana?mana?mana?and the cappucino?ehehehehehehehe.....ada ke ambik dari nescafe vending machine?gila....& u charged me RM6.00 for that?hellloooo....walaupun ada foam( mana la whipping cream nih...?) dan coffee powder?macam mana nih....?so...in conclusion...no 2nd time for that!apa la punya hotel.Hotel chantique,tapi tak reti buat Banana Split & Coffee....baik tak payah masuk menu....Banana split macam tuh costs me RM8.50?eeeeee.......misteri betul la.........
hmmmmmm......

Terima Kasih in "Delayed Broadcast"

2007-12-18T07:35:00.000+08:00

Untuk suami tersayang:Terima Kasih tak terhingga.Dah ucap dah hari tu,cuma blom 'ter-blog' saja :-D!Since my blackbeauty is not functioning that well ( err...atau adakah sudah sgt boring sehingga semua menjadi tidak 'song'?),i flirted with my hubby,talking him into buying me a new phone!ehehehe...memang la boleh minta sesaje....tapi there's nothing wrong with being flirty nak?Lagipun flirtatious is my middle name what?So,dipendekkan cerita;innnieewwlah yg mek dapat.hikkksss...cukup la....
nantila upload gambar.
I was given a choice between N76 and this,but I chose this one lah!sebab,when it comes to cell phone,my need is limited to making calls,sms-ing,music player and camera sikit2.that's it.which explains why i wouldn't invest that much RM into it.Anyways,muahhhsss to my darling. :-)

Rajin nya cuci baju

2007-12-17T09:04:00.001+08:00

15-Dec-2007 Saturday
Hubby asked me to clean the laundry area and tidy it up.He also asked me to moved the old washing machine farther to the left.I just did it religiously.He hardly asked me to do this kind of thing,so I feel a bit fiiissshhyyyy.Rasa macam boleh teka,tapi tidak mahulah menggelupur sentiasa.Senyuuummm..... :-D
He was working..I think it's one of those cuti berganti thingy lah....entah!aku bukan keje gomen pon...
In the evening,he was back and we were lepaking in front of the tv.Then not long after,I heard a roaring sound of lorry engine and it suddenly come to a halt in front of our house.Woooohooo...yeay!Dpt mesin basuh baru!yeay!Panasonic Aquabeat 9.0kg.Asked hubby how much did he spend for it.He said RM1.3k+/-!Thank you dear...that meant so much to me!So sekarang boleh la den sumbat dan tinggal.And I can finish other matters in between breezily,without having to worry over my laundry!Skang aku rajin la basuh baju ...tak le macam dolu2!ahakksss....
ohhh...senang hatiku!
Today:
Hubby is home with my 3 gems!Mama Intan x balik lagi dr Taiping.(She was back to kampung due to the demise of her mum.Al-Fatihah).Mia plak last Saturday balik Pontianak.Cuti!So hari nih abah la ngan anak2 at home.Nasib baik ada sup ayam...tak sempat nk msk lain.I'll make sure that tomorrow I will cook something to lessen their burden.But I have confidence with hubby,he will manage well with the kids!Ehe...paling teruk pun mesti K Ain & Syahmi kena marah kalu buat benda2 mengarut yg depa dok buat tu.
Now I love him more.....SUAMI & AYAH MITHALI kami!

Poslaju yg saspen!

2007-12-14T11:07:00.000+08:00

08:30 am.....
I called Kuching Poslaju ctr,requesting them to redirect the package to my office address.The item arrived yesterday,but since nobody's home,they left the collection slip for us to retrieve the item from the center.But I find it a wee bit inconvenient.I was so excited that it became infectious.My babe sebelah pun naik excited nak tau apa ke benda nya.....:-P!
11:00 am...
I called again just to check whether or not I am going to receive it by today,and yeayy!on the way.ehehehe...I was curious since I didn't order anything online.Even my Mom In Law pun didn't hint me on any posted item.And I am not expecting anything jugak!So whatt could it be?jeng..jeng..jeng....!saspen sungguh la.... :-).
HArap2 la something interesting.jgn benda2 boring sudah...not worth the excitement and anticipating......
hihihihihihihihi.........
16:35
eh....buang masa jak!tapi not that frustratingla.Dpat t-shirt It's a girl thing from MBF lady card.......boleh la...
:-P

Heartache + Headache

2007-12-12T20:27:00.000+08:00

Sometimes,I find it hard for some people to really understand and feel for me.Sometimes,when all that I need is just some supportive gesture such as a simple hug or maybe a listening ear or at least a consoling words,people tend to bombard me with some suggestion that can make me feel so....unloved!Or even worse,people tend to accuse me of not doing it correctly when all I have done is trying to tell him my story.I know it sounds trivial and might even sounds stupid...but I do need to feel loved,supported and at least someone to aggree with me.I know i deserve it coz I have tried my best not to be an irritating soul,even if people have done something wrong to me.It's difficult to understand though,to as why is this "foe-riend' of mine is doing this to me.She in the first place was the source of this irritating and uncomfortable event.Entahlah.......
12:58 am Dec 13
I dozed off earlier whilst trying to make the 3 budak kecik go to sleep.But I was awaken by a really bad dream.A dream of infidelity!Isn't that bad enough?To make it worse,this isn't the first time.What made me felt thorned was,the 2 main characters are truly dear to my heart.I thought I dozed off with a clear mind.Well..at least I didn't even think of such a thing.I have other issues which is more realistic.I have had this dream before,just different settings.But the main story and characters were the same.I pray to Allah,that these dreams that I have previously and tonight were just nightmares!Pls Allah don't let it happen.I will lose my mind,my faith,my family and I might even succumbed to insanity or even worse,I might even lose my life.What's the point of continuing life if THAT ever happens?But,as much as I am not that good,I am not that bad either to be punished with such things no?At least I know that I have tried my best to give everyone that is dear to me,the best of me.So,rationally....it should not happen and pray....it would not happen!I have every right to be scared,worried and whatnot...knowing that I am the person who always a deja vu in my life.It's a bit strage,sometimes I can dream of thing once or repeatedly,and finally it's there.So far only all the Good Deja vus have happened.So Demi Allah yang menguasai langit dan bumi,lindungilah kami dari kemungkaran.

I love CK's fragrances

2007-11-29T07:23:00.000+08:00

On the 27th Nov,we went to airport to send my brother.He's flying back to Sabah.He just finished his cuti here.While waiting for him to board his flight,I went to Eraman outlet.I need to buy a bottle of fragrance.I am a huge fan of CK fragrance and Bvlgari (read:bulgari).I was planning to buy something that is NOT Bvlgari or CK.I was eyeing :

1.Salvatore Ferragamo-Incanto Shine

2.Jlo Glow

3.Carolina Herrera 212

4.Hypnose Sheer by Lancome

And finally....I was thorn between them:

Eternity Moment & Eternity Summer both by CK.Hahaha....It's hard to ignore your love to Eternity!And I chose Moment over Summer.But Summer,dear Summer.......you....and you alone....will be the next guest of honour to my collection of fragrances.....soonest possible.Waahhh...I truly fall in love!heh!

Ada orang naik pangkat .........yeayyyy!

2007-11-28T14:53:00.000+08:00

This is kind of delayed entry:

1)I was staying back a bit late on Friday.Reached home at 07:00 pm.It was raining cats & dogs.Hujan yang lebat,kata orang tua-tua...Hujan Rahmat!Indeed!Alhamdulillah...When I reached home,hubby handed over a letter to me.
Whoaaaa......somebody was getting promoted!Congratulation dear!Banyak naik tu.....3 tangga!hmmm....proud of you....Happy for you.
2)So on Saturday,we went together with my parents,my elder brother,my sisters Ein & Min to The Barok Village for a simple surprise dinner.Hubby treated us in lieu to the promotion.I didn't bring the camera along.Foods were....err...so-so...not really up to MY liking...but okla.But the ambience is nice.Thay've got nice place there.It's just that the food is a bit....err nak cakap camana yek?Oklah...if I need to entertain my family or friends for dinner in the nearest future,I'd say that this place won't be in the list.Lovely setting...but so-so food & service.Well,maybe to other's,it's ok.But to me,there won't be 2nd time.The biggest drawback?I asked for fork and spoon for my husband for almost 5 times.....masih jugak tak datang-datang!Macam mana nak makan?Hmmm....after all.Thanx dear.And congratulation once again!Muahhss.......

2007-11-19T14:46:00.000+08:00

Work today reflects total boredom in my life!heheh!dramatic!With my blocked nostril,heady & sleepy sensation that runs thru' my vein and invading my system,it seems like i couldn't care less to whatever chaotic or mundane events around me!mmm...I guess the illness has drained out all of my energy from me.Sigh...
Anyway,as I was browsing the net,looking for something worth reading,I came across this link which seems to be interesting,worth reading and yes...enriching.This site was a compilation of articles,documentaries,booklets,journals and other forms of work and studies done by Prof Harun Yahya.To know more about him,pls click here.
On another note,went to lunch with my buddies at J&J corner.Ordered laksa Sarawak.Nice.And went to Nupat's house for a while,to allow her to take her baju2 inside.Nice house.Someone asked me with a 'trail of very fake interest' on how beautiful is her house.Yup,I'd say it's nice and accomodating.But to elaborate on something that might make me sounds too materialistic is not me.Seriously,I take my friends as friend,no hidden agenda.After all,I have seen and have been to many kind of houses,since my friends came form all walks of life.I have been to a friend's house which is not 'very conducive' for living,but I do understand that different household income would produce different kind of houses.And I have been to my Uncle's house which looks like a miniature of 'summer palace' with chandeliers hanging all over the place.And I am living in an average 3-bedroom rented single-storey.I am not the kind of person who will be "too proud" of other people's achievement.So,if anybody thinks that they want to initiate jealousy or makes me feel inferior about myself,pls...go ahead!You'll be hanging yourself due to frustation.Because I am the kind of person who takes friendship above all matters that is deemed unnecessary.To name,whatever your religion,belief,faith,wealth scale or physical beauty scale,that does not matter to me.What matters the most to me is sincerity in friendship,trust & faithfullness.In short,I don't become anybody's friend just because I have motives.Is it that hard to see or understand?hmmm....
"PEACE TO THE WORLD"

2007-11-18T11:37:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, this stupid occurence still bites!and I hate the BITCH!to date,i still couldn't bring my self to forget what she did and said,let alone to forgive her!Me...holding back grudge?YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!TO THE BONE!AND I WISH SHE DIE A TERRIBLE DEATH!!!!!!!!!!F*%KKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

K Ain Pegi Tengok Wayang- 10 Nov 2007

2007-11-12T03:56:00.000+08:00

K Ain went to "The Bee Movie" show with Mama Intan's family,together with Alfian.She was all excited and energetic.I was rather sceptical to let her go at first,but her enthusiasm engulfed me with such a warm feeling that I said to my self, "I couldn't disappoint her...".Maybe she'll accompany me and abah in the next round of the movie.All in all,I was happy to see the glow in her and her chirpy and patchy details when she's home.Okie dear,I know it was amazing !Love you,
Mak.
**hemm...I'll upload her pic if I managed to get any softcopy of it from Mama :).I bet she'll be proud of it,being on the net!

Entry Boring....bluek!!!!!

2007-11-09T19:36:00.000+08:00

The driver srewed up big time.He didn't turn up to fetch me!So,do you expect me to take a cab at 6:15pm?It's getting dark...& I have issue with taking a cab at night...ALONE!call me paranoid...but that scared me shitless!HAihh....tgh panas2 niih rasa macam nak beli DVD cerita Korea plak...."To Marry A Millionaire"!The relevancy to my balik lambat here?EH....memang x relevant...but who cares?All I care is that I fall in love with that soap drama....hmmm.....!
Nah...sapa rasa dia sayang aku?Betul sayang aku?BElilah DVD itu untukku...THAT WILL MAKE ME SMILE!!!!!!!!!!!AND THAT WILL MELT YOUR HEART,KAN?hehehehe....sapa la sayang aku,kan?kalau pun ada yang sayang aku,macam my hubby ( aku rasa dia sayang aku la...hehehe....ye ke?),adakah sampai tahap nak beli DVD?but if he willingly buy it for me...mesti aku lagi chenta.....
......huhuhuhuhuhu....apa la aku merepek nih......benci la balik lambat!!!opis nih sejuk plak tuh...........shheeessshhhhh.........

Good To Know......

2007-11-08T09:51:00.000+08:00

A nice read :
article on lifeparenting in The Star.
Life as a mum nowadays is very chalenging.For example;my 4 yrs old daughter used to ask me,"Mak,when you get married to Abah,I wasn't there right?So where did I go?And why didn't u guys wait for me for the photo taking session?" Ngeh....terkesima tak?So I guess,in the nearest future,she might be asking me this: " How did the baby managed to get into your tummy?" hehehe....camno nak jawab tu?Don't tell me I have to go thru' all the biological details on 'baby -making'.Pergh....
Find this link as well,on the guidance on how to answer to your child's Questions.
Pls go here.It is printable for more convenience.

Jadi kaunselor....hehehehe

2007-11-07T13:34:00.000+08:00

Got this emel from a dear fren...tetiba akau jadi kaunselor ke?Name is undisclosed to protect privacy:Here's my piece of advice for her:

Hahahaha...kamek tgh in the middle of bersembang ngan chenta mek on the phone,so when this email popped out,kamek kinda drifted!so kamek terpaksa ulang membaca 2 kali to let me understand ur message!hahaha...blur sik?
Anyway,on matters no:
1)Scholarship interview
Things to consider:
-will it coincide with ur exam schedules?mun ada collision,try to negotiate on the date & timing.
-is it of crucial importance to your future?if yes,try to grab the opportunity.I learned a lot of lessons:Opportunity is rare!Grab it once it's being offered to you,provided that it it is not detrimental to you in any way.
2)Work presentation?Definitely you need to prioritized on this.Do it!but itulah,take into consideration ttg timing and scheduling.
Darling,when it comes to job,tunggang terbalik pun,you have to stick to what you have commit.betul?
3)Digi Business Attitude Program...
Hemm...this..I must say...IS OPTIONAL!it comes quiet often la.Lagipun,this kind of program usually comes in package.And sometimes they come in stage or group.So might as well they will have a few options on package and deals and kekadang they ofer it on session.Macam teambuilding juak.sometimes,we go by batch,kan?
That is opinion la.Sik tauk la which one suits you.Sebab in the middle of an exam,if u REALLY have to cramp a lot of things in one time frame,do ensure that you have time to delegate.Jgn dok sambar semua,takut semua jadi alang2 dan tergantung.So for those that can wait,have to wait la!betul?
Cheers & may you make the wisest of decision :-D, K Aishah
-----Original Message-----
From: her
Sent: Wednesday, November 07, 2007 12:53 PM
Subject: Just nak bersadu...n mintak pendapat );
salam
ooohh...kmk tgh neves tok. Suddenly quite a number of happening things happen to me..dalam these few days.kmk in the middle of examinations kinek tok until 25th Nov. hmmm..2 papers dah lepas.Last few days got a call for scholarship interview. Udah la kmk sik tauk camne nak pegi..this monday..pas ya yesterday tetiba dapat call from supervisor mek suruh present progress keja mek..hari tok tek..aduh..neves na lok .menggelepur habis ..ha..ha..;p
and then tadik kmk just receive emel to attend Digi Bussinees Attitude program (more to bussiness edu. pun course la..free).coz kmk lulus testnya . kmk enroll suka2 jak coz nak neman kwn mek. Kmk lulus test nya but kwn mek sik..ingatkan dolok saja2 nak masuk sebab nak dapat ilmu tapi bila dah sikda geng alu takut indah.kmk neves sebab bila mek nangga gambar2 org2 yg join kursus ya last batch cam suma terer2 and tua2.sebab requirement nya mesti at least udah keja 2thn.Udah la kmk sik pande spekong omputih 'terer'istly....this is the website www.dba.com.my. What do u think ? should I go..it's on 19 Nov ..kmk tok nang lack of confident..hu..hu..hu

Tired......

2007-11-07T10:26:00.000+08:00

Life has been tiring for the past 2 weeks.Bukan apa,last 2 weeks the flu & coughing epidemic hits me & the household.To the extent that we did a 'family visit' to Normah Medical Specialist.Rasa macam shopping ubat pun ada.To me & hubby,this kind of illness is nothing!Well,at least we know when to blow the mucous out of the nostril!Lagi pun lobang idung aku nih ala2 la serombong kapal.hehehe...
what worries me most,was Wafi!My lil' Wafi.He used to be admitted to Normah for 4Days 3 Nite treatment due to lung infection.It all started with some mild & dry cough,due to the haze!but after 2 weeks,he was still coughing and by then the cough had turn into wet cough instead.Being a 6 months baby,he wasn't able to get rid of the phleghm,thus resulting in the infection.God knows the anxiety that I felt.And i still couldn't get the picture of him being treated out of my system.He was on neb for very 1/2 hourly,and the oxygen line has to be attached all the time.He was put on drip ,3 bottles of them.Sedih nya....waaa...so when he was infected with the cough again,I was frightened like nobody's business!Call me dramatic!Who cares!But seeing him being neb-ed,with drip inserted at his tiny hand & the doctors/nurses coming to monitor his heartbeat & oxygen level every few hours,I did freak out!but luckily,by today,everybody is recovering.at least K Ain is able to go to school.That left Syahmi with runny nose,but less coughing.And both me & hubby,ada sikit2 coughing left.Wafi is breathing steadily,in between coughs.Hope to see him in the best of health,minus the coughing and runny nose!All 3 of my gems!Sayang anak2 mak!Because when they were having high fever for the last few nites,I was like some idiosynchratic who have some stupid paranoid.i didn't sleep at all,but keep on monitoring their temperature!trust me..I AM THAT KIND OF MOTHER!.....because I love them to bits!Love them!

Cerita pasal Lunch......

2007-11-06T10:16:00.000+08:00

Something happened during lunch hour on Monday,29th Oct 2007.I was eating at the cafe at workplace,with my buddy Feona.Nope,we were about to start when I noticed some peculiar looking hind leg of some kind of bug or pest!Tapi,from my experience dealing with bugs & pests,I can say that the kaki kudung belongs to Mr Roach!Lepeh okkkkk.....in my rice dammit!But being me,walau pun aku adalah kecoh & kuat menggelupur & kekadang tu,hangin satu badan,tapi adalah tidak suka jadi center of attention.So we quietly went to the cashier counter,showing her just TO LET HER KNOW & AT LEAST KO TUKAR THAT BATCH OF RICE!I take that as a responsibilty for me to akcnowledge them.in order to avoid more people eaating "Roach Flavoured Rice".We never know,for instance,that this dish might become the signature dish if we never bring it up,rite?Tetapi,this caterer,being some caterer who have been in the Industry for more than 20 yrs....haishhhh!I was expecting the girls to say"Sorry kak,we'll take this batch of rice from there,and we'll change it"at least...in my anticipation!butttt....she took the leg,examine it and.."Oh....This leg belong to prawn/shrimp!"ehhhhh.....are you taking me for a fool ... do you simply think that I never cook at home or maybe i've never seen a shrimp in my lifetime?Yo!I am a kampung girl,and shrimp or prawns are an abundant kat kampung aku!haa...udang galah ke,udang senek ke...!pleassee...laaa...udang regardless of which part of the body it might be,once heated,will turn to red colour!ini light brown!and yeah...thin!udang will have round kaki la!nuff said...i just walked away feeling like stuffing her mouth with roach legs!Nah....one word to them...we wouldn't mind about the money we paid you,it's just a meagre RM3.80.I am a married woman,I used to spend at least RM200 to throw some gathering/party for close friends.But the main thing is,where do roach comes from?Everibody has the answer to this!Plus,fyi,I don't eat roaches!Full stop!

Apakah perasaan itu?

2007-10-25T15:29:00.000+08:00

Ada ketikanya,sukar untuk kita fahami apakah perasaan yang ada,timbul dan wujud dalam diri...Adakah hanya muncul tak terduga?Secara tiba-tiba?Atau kah kerana suatu keadaan atau pengalaman lampau?Tidak tahu..
The feeling is indescribable.How am I supposed to write about this?Where do I start?Please help me.
Sometimes,I feel some sensation of a very deep longing feeling to go somewhere nostalgic.I even had this urge to go back to someplace familiar.Such as now,I longed to be back to my kampung to the time when I was a small girl.Back to the school,walking down the rubbled path to school.That was the time when life was full of joy.A simple kampung life.I swim in the river,I trekked into the woods right behind our house.I climbed trees.I tossed my bag into the house and run around.Sometimes I played volleyball at school.Sometimes,as an eldest sister I didn't get to play that much,coz I have to look after my younger siblings.Sometimes I was angry towards my mum,i answered her back.But she loved me.Never the less!Life was much simpler at that time.Those were the days when the elderly loved the younger lot unconditionally.Those were the days when our mothers let us play around the village without feeling worried.Those were the days when everybody knows each and everyone of them.I lived in a humble kampung where they grow paddy,do the rubber tapping,small scaled fishermen earn their living by catching fishes & freshwater prawns.So far,nothing much have changed.Only that nowadays every household is having their house well-lit by 24hrs electricity supply.And people no longer swim the river,only crocos do!But still,the sunset & the sunrise stays as it was.Breathtaking!Amazing!It's just me.I am no longer staying in my kampung.I have been away from even before i had my 1st mensus.I went to school in JB.My parents started to move out of the kampung as well.My dad started his business and they lived in Sarikei.He made it.Suddenly everything changed.Our simple kampung life has changed.We own a number of things which is deemed unnecessary to kampung people,or maybe unaffordable to 'em.I spent 3 yrs in JB.That was then.As for me,I continued to live faraway from my village.I studied in Kuching,Samarahan & Kuching again.I worked in Kuching,get married,further my study and have kids.And I worked again,and remained in Kuching.I was kept bz attending to my life's need.I hardly go back to kampung despite the helpless cry from my parents.I knew i've disappointed them,but what other choice do I have?The only thing is that they're still very healthy to drive from kampung to Kuching,to meet me and their only grandchildren.My 3 kids.I didn't mean to ignore them,let alone to purposely hurt their feeling.Thankfully,they seemed to be patient enough.But I know deep inside their hearts,they wished that I can be the same old me.Mak & Bapak,I am the same old me!I never changed.I always think of both of you with love ad compassions,but sometimes,the lifestyle that I live in is very demanding.Sometimes I miss the simple lifestyle that we led before this.But I know that would not be possible.Time has changed.And with that I need cope up and adapt to the changes.InsyaAllah,i will try my best to be a good daughter,maybe not now.One fine day,with all the prayer and hope,together with all the efforts,things will be better.Amin.

My Office Attires

2007-10-25T11:28:00.000+08:00

My Office Attires may vary from blouses,skirts,trousers,jeans and yeah..baju kurung!Since I am wearing headscarf ( tudung le ),at times I find it kinda hard to find the suitable design which is semi casual/semi official yet decent enough for me.I am no baju kurung fan,which is an issue to some people,but well,I couldn't care less!My criterian of working attires are:
1)Of good and comfortable material.
2)Within my budget ( RM50 ~ RM100 is acceptable,but if it stretches to 100++ it's ok,as long it's worth it & if I find that it appear to be quite a bargain!ngehehe...).
3)We compliment each other!this is important.To me,if you look good,you must feel good for looking good.geddit?and yes,for 'toads' who happened to read this,pls read carefully:"beauty is in the eye of the beholder,and yeah...beauty doesn't linger around the word "physical' alone!wittiness and kindness is part of beauty too.And pure physical attraction is a bonus then.Well,at least to me.what say ya?
4)last but not least...hey!I LIKE WHAT I PAY FOR!is there any better reason than this?kalau dah suka,beli sajork dan puaskan hati itu........it's not a sin!kan?hahahaha.....

List & Hierarchy of 'Em Favourite Baju of Mine.

1.My Padini
A blouse that I bought in Gurney Plaza.Heck!It's blue striped with white.Small stripes.Nice.Originally it will cost me RM99 a pair,and yeah...it's a standard price for Padini,for all I know.But,yeah I am always a lucky shopper..they slashed it into 50% discount,so paid RM49.50 per pair.A bargain?yeah baby.....hahahaha...

2.South China Sea-White & Baby Pink
Heh...I love Gurney Plaza!I think I will go there as time permits whenever I'm in Penang.Trust me..It's easy to find some so-called plus size attires which is affordable and lovely.They offer you quiet a wide array of colours,design and sizes.Here,I got 2 SCS blouse.Original price:RM78.90 per pair.Thanks to the 50% discount.I got 2 pairs,for the price of 1. :-D.
The only regret?I should've listen to the promoter!"Kakak...saya rasa kakak nih pakai saiz M aje.Betul ke kakak nak size L & XL?"pedih......hehehehe.I shuld've listened to her....kan?

3.Baju Sheila Rusly ....hahahahaha...
No..no..they don't belong to Sheila Rusli.But there's this one colleague who mentioned her name in front of me!hehehe...actually it is more or less a Punjabi-cut blouse.Knee length,long sleeved,straight cut and low cut neck.Dark blue and hehe..transparent...with scattered golden particles.The neck-line was sequinned as well as the cuff it self.Nice and simple.And yeah...due to the tranparency of the baju,I need to wear tube in the inside! :).Bought this at Aliah Collection,Jln Kulas.Paid RM79 for that.sigh...bila aku balik Melaya aku tgk baju camtu rega dalam RM 35 sajorkkkk!Apakahhh.......?

4.My ever so green blouse
Bought it at Bliss Boutique,Semariang Choice SuperMall.Collared,3/4 sleeved,embroidered & partially attached to organza at the end of it.The embroidered flowers were embezzled with beads and sequins.
Paid RM59.00 for it.Normally match with my strecthable white skirt.

5.My Black Brandless Blouse
Yup!Bukan brainless!Cuma the brand was a bit alien to me.Was it KAAKIS ke KAAKIIS?Bought it during my pointless wandering moment.I was walking randomly with my mum kat India Street,sebab my mum was so eager nk beli hape ke bende ( haku pon tak hengat!).I walked up to one of the outlet yg menjual baju2 yg entah la...and I got this black blouse.It is of kind of stretchable material.and very plain!Why is it in my fav list?Shoot me...but ehe...anytime of the day,I can just go to this baju & wear it straight away!TAKYAH IRON BEB!so dapat la bermalas-malasan!heh!pemalas tak aku?yaaaaa....pada waktu2 yg tertentu!hmm...the price?UNBEATABLE!MURAH!RM32 sajork!nahhh......

6.Blouse aku yg kaler kelabu taik anjing ( off greyish ).
Yang nih aku suka.Simple but accomodating!meaning?enough to cover the bulges yet well-tailored to my need.Meaning to say,no extra fabrics which makes me look like batwoman.but it fits in nicely,without any unnecessary display of flabs!hehehe....paid RM69 for this,Bliss Boutique again.

7.Striped blouse from Aliyah Collection.
Fesyen macam kemeja biasa,a bit flimsy but well covered by the black & white stripes.The fabric is flowy yet suits my image as a working mum.suits well with my slacks but never heart rending even if i need to match it with my BUM jeans.versatile i'd say!got this for RM49.Brand apa yer?not well known pun,but suka tetap suka!

8.Jubah Seluar
This particular Jubah is a mixture of lilac/purple and off white colours.Abstract design.Flowy fabric,double lining.With a pair of bluish-purplish trousers of its own.More or less macam baju Benggali ada gak...eh...Punjab kot?Whatever la.Got it for RM60 only,Kedai Pakaian & Kain Haji Sany Parit Buntar.

9.Dark Brown Blouse
I bought this at Ngiu Kee Sberkas.Under the brand Mystique.With side zipper.Punjab Cut.Price?RM52 only.Last for 3 yrs oledi & still standing!The colour is still very dark.Cuma...sekarang nih it doesn't really fit in!I gained weight?whoaaaaa......ahahaha....

10.Baju Company
I like this one too...esp during rainy days when I can hardly open my eyelids.Wehehehe....lepas mandi terus sarung & I am on the go.I got 2 of 'em.One is dark blue and another one is in black.I gave away the dark blue one to my father.I only have the balck one.Price!TRULY UNBEATABLE!F.O.C!Hehehe...kan baju kompeni?kompeni bagi la.....

baju2 lain suka gaks....cuma this is the favourite list la....
:P

Malaysian Astronaut

2007-10-04T10:26:00.000+08:00

Received an email from a colleague this morning!She Quoted in her mail "Ladies…. Cuci mata kejap!!!Now, if only all men are like him - smart and handsome! ". :D ok...here's the picture of 'em!

hehehe.....tapi kan kawan...nowadays ha...gentlemen are rare species.Quoted from somewhere ( x hengat la sapa cakap..)perfect man don't exist!Either they are taken or gay!so,this guy definitely taken!hahahahahaha....ok chiow!hope to find some la nanti kan?we never know they are lurking somewhere,waiting for the Miss Sugar & Spice,and everything nice...kan?hehehehe...

Hmmm...Sigh...

2007-10-04T03:15:00.000+08:00

As much as I am concerned,I despise liars!To me,I'd rather have the most bitter and coldest truth slapping me hard in the face,rather than sweet and flattering words but laced with arsenic!I am a very realistic person.I knew it long time ago that no matter how much we;as a human wants to live in a world that's full of sugar & spice and everything nice,it is an undeniable truth that sometimes we have to face the reality that not everybody share the same perspective.I wouldn't elaborate more.This is just a short para meant for reality check!Before it ended with:CHECKMATE or STALEMATE!Anyways,Thanx mate!

Autumn In My Heart - Reason

2007-09-25T15:12:00.001+08:00

Mariah Carey (Feat. Boyz II Men) - One Sweet Day

2007-09-25T14:39:00.001+08:00

Mountain High to Sea Deep!

2007-09-24T23:30:00.001+08:00

Check out my Slide Show!

2007-09-20T20:33:00.001+08:00

Blunder....pasal puaserrr?

2007-09-20T10:08:00.000+08:00

FAsting month,bulan puasa!Today is my 2nd day fasting!I missed the 1st 6 days due to girls' bestfriend!NO..not diamond,but your monthly mensus!Heh.....when I recall on the first day of Ramadhan which happened to be my first day mensus too,i might say that I felt ashamed of a few Muslims.No,they don't terrorize people but this one particular lady freaked me out.Of course I didn't show my 'anger'!The story went like this:
A friend of mine asked S on the situation of mine,I have fasted for at least half the day,but found out later that I was on period.So,I simply break my fast by taking Strepsils( keep in mind that I am still coughing).And that's it.So my friend was just interested whether is it okay if I just continue with my fasting,instead of breaking it?To my surprise,S suddenly come out with a disastrous theory that I should have continued my fasting even if I am having my mensus!Her rationale?She said,being in mensus and continuing to fast is a show of determination,in which God will grant me double the pahala!what?For instance I was shocked,but seconds later I was ashamed!Judge for yourself......
On another note:I read this: ().It's inhumane!Beasts!Sicko wacko!I pray that the BEAST and I HOPE someone will kill him in return and he will have an agonizing death!!!His private parts will be smashed and he will scream until he couldn't scream!Yes, I know it sounds cruel,but to me...HE DESERVES to be tortured,mutilated and dismembered!
What has the world become?May Allah protect me and my family from any cruelty.Amin!

Multiple entry

2007-08-29T16:38:00.000+08:00

KK travel itinerary:
11-th Aug-07
Our flight to KK was supposed to be at 07:00hrs,but 2 weeks b4 departure,the airlines sent me the rescheduled time.Hmm...retimed to 11:00hrs.acceptbale i'd say.but a day b4 departure they retimed it again to 4:00pm.gosh!that made me curse the whole day!So we reached KK around 17:40hrs.Kecik fetched us at the airport.We head to his home,fetching his son Izad.His wife wasn't there,back to West malaysia for some Anugerah watever la!hehehe.tak hengat la apa nama anugerah itu..kerana dah letih ya amattss!
We head to Kinabalu Pine Resort shortly after that.And as expected,I miss the sunset!sigh!We reached the resort roughly around 8:40pm,which made us the last person arrived for check-in.Went to our room,berak kencing & relax sekejap.Few minutes later,we were at the restaurant.I bought the diner which comprises of:Fresh Mushroom,Beef Slice with Ginger,Cashew nut Chicken,Crabmeat Soup,Mix Vege and yeah rice.I simply love the Mushroom,adalah haven sekali!The mix vege were superb.The only thing lacking is that the dishes were a bit less salty than the our own usual way.All in all,I like em.the chicken was nice too!sedap la!And yes,despite that it's a resort,they dun charge u like one hell of a price!The medium sized dishes only cost me RM65 semua sekali!wat is more important,sayurans di sana sangats manis dan fresh dan sedaps!crispy!yummy!
12-Aug-07 :- i woke up ard 7:00 to discover that our verandah is facing the majestic mountain!sungguh feeling.managed to catch the traces of sunrise!nice!nyaman!
I wish I wake up to this kind of scenery everday!bulih?

Speak it Out

2007-08-10T22:14:00.000+08:00

Is it wrong if one needs to speak out her mind?Say a gentle reminder to someone that she has every right to speak to?Is it wrong?If it is wrong,then everything will go wrong,innit?hmmm.........

Zeus is a Lady!

2007-08-10T11:04:00.000+08:00

I hardly get angry!or maybe...I get angry occassionally!but furious is the word for today's anger!yo dumbo!such a f***king b***ch la hoi!Okay....reschedule as u wish la fuckwit...but leave it to other person la,not ME!shitla!hey.....if you want to reschedule the flight,reschedule it a week before my departure and full stop!not in less than 24hrs!la you SOB!wat were u thinking?i am going for a short family trip la!to feed my insatiable hunger towards berjalan2 berpoya2 menyenangkan hati and wat not la kan!kan!and in this case of course i have booked some accomodation at some nice resort in which i can unwind!buduh!so if you think rescheduling the departure from 7:00 am to 11:00 is cool,hey i'd say it is acceptable!i do agree on the unforeseen circumstances which may happen once in a while!but you reschedule it to 4:00pm....hey!i turned into zeus!!!!!1i can feel fire blazing from my head!who said zeus is man?it's lady la buduh!that lady is me!warghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ngeong!ngeong!ngeong!krepang krepung!GIRA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
ha................lega sikit!
Summary:the rescheduling of the flight to KK on August 11 has put me on fire!I am scorching!who wouldn't?I have arranged an accomodation to stay an overnight at a resort in Kundasang,but what the heck!?!4:00pm from Kuching simply means that I will reach the resort onlly after 6:00 pm.I wanna see and capture the sunset there!so...is it a sin for me to curse?aku tau lah ari ni Jumaat!bodoh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Weather Forecast

2007-08-06T17:03:00.001+08:00

The weather was very kind for the past few days.And I,as a traveller to be (in the next few days time...yippee!) was very curios of the weather condition.I have been monitoring the weather thru MSN since last week.The satellite image was scary enough,with the typhoon just around Phillipine's sea.Emm..I dunno how to adress it properly,being an engineering student okay?but on Friday,the image seemed to be vanished and I saw a large scale of images of big clouds on Japan's land!and Pheww!the night then the news broke!It truly moved anf hit Japan!So it explains the weather change.I guess the wind does play a big role as well.For more on the typhoon,go here:
http://www.usatoday.com/weather/hurricane/2007-08-02-typhoon-usagi_N.htm?csp=34
what more can I say,with the shiny sun,and together with the scorching heat here in Kuching,I hope to land in KK greeted by morning breeze,and hopefully when I reach Kinabalu Pine Resort .
http://www.kinabalupineresort.com/gallery.html
the day will be as sunny as this.I'd love to see sunset at the mountain top and of course,I would love to see the sunrise in the morning.Hemm...that is a very refreshing thought and a very inviting thought.Now I feel really gleeful!!!!!!!tak sabarnya....to breathe the fresh mountain breeze,see colourful landscapes and the relaxing surrounding!and yes...at the foothill of a Majestic Mount Kinabalu!

Counting the Days ... Yippee...

2007-08-01T18:27:00.001+08:00

1.I am counting the days to our ever awaited family trip Sabah!yeay!I know it's nothing big about it compared to any other person's international trip!but I am proud that I can afford to bring my kids to the jewel of our own country!bangga tak bangga?After all,it's Visit Malaysia Year,right?As for overseas trip ( tak kisahla Bali ke,negeri onmputih ke,negeri belah mana ke...),that my friend,will have to wait!Ya la...wait till I have enough money la kan?Only time will tell,plus some hardwork.
2.now I am still in the office.nothing much to do but I do have to wait.nak buat cemana?as long as this kind of thing doesn't end up as daily routine,i dun think i would mind :P!
3.weeee..........i fell jiffy!go her:

we're going to stay here for the first day!booked the room and paid the 50% down payment this afternoon!cantik isn't it?Subhanallah!Belum lagi tengok Sipadan Water Village!I think Sabah is a gifted land!Beautiful!for sipadan water village:http://www.swvresort.com/.
One fine day,I hope I'll be there!amin!
I think I fall in love .........

Sakit Perut

2007-07-31T14:01:00.001+08:00

Last nite we ate mee kolok n pizza for Dinner.And mee kolok,if not eaten together with sambal cili ( pounded dry chilli mixed with vinegar ) is not mee kolok enough!Bought it at Kubah Ria stall,this dish is really something tempting.The soup was hearty,with tender meat,bones and tendon.hm...heaven i'd say!but this heaven caused me to experience this heartburn and tummy upset.sakit nya!

Weekend

2007-07-30T13:25:00.001+08:00

1.On Saturday,I cooked for the family.Stayed at home until 4:00 pm and off we go to send Ein back to UITM afterwards.Met my parents there.My kids were overjoyed to see Paknek and Maknek.Theey were laughing and running around.Macam la compound kat UITM tu paknek n Maknek dia punya.But I am thankful that my parents are both very loving to my kids.I know how it felt if ur any of your granny despised you,or per se...being biased.Alhamdulillah,both my parents and my parents in law are good and loving towards my kids.At least their childhood would be normal and they will have what I wasn't able to have during my yesteryears.To my late grannies ( the good ones and 'the less good' ones ),I pray that peace be upon them,no matter what!I understand that human have diffrent qualities in them,and I do accept that as a nature of life!I know,it used to make me sad.But being me,as a person who always look for the brighter side of everything,I forgave them.InsyaAllah,and I pray that Allah give His guidance continously,so I won't end up to be an OLD BITTER PERSON!Amin.
2.On Sunday.I went for shopping.Bought a few pairs of Kiko for K long,Syahmi and Baby Wafi(all in all:RM350.00).Sneakers for Syahmi n Ain n a pair of Sandal for bapak ( RM89.90 ).And a pair of Reebok for my self !Yeay!I've always loved Reebok ( RM131.40 ).To bits.Hemm...I guess the shopping frenzy drive me crazy!But hell...if the price for those things above were slashed to 50% discount,who wouldn't, right?Total up everything that I have paid,multiply it to 2,then u know how much I WAS SUPPOSED TO PAY!hell....wish this kind of sale happens all year round!bkn la during Mega Sale sajork!oppsss.....hiks....!
3.Counting The Days......
We will be going for a short family trip to Sabah!Yeay!but I pray hard that the weather will be kind enough!Nowadays,the weather seems very unpredictable!In yesteryears ( or was it just a year or two before? ),August was considered dry season!But now it seems like they always rain.with thunderstorms,and even sometimes with gush of wind!Hyyyeeee....I think mother has run amok that she doesn't want to stick to conventional schedule!susah la...sometimes,panas terik mcm nak terbakar je ,and at times,boleh ada banjir kilat!hai Donia...apakah yang nak jadi nih.....
sigh......

Syahmi Demam

2007-07-28T04:19:00.001+08:00

Just got back from Normah.Syahmi was having high fever.It's nothing unusual about growing up kids though!And I felt like I am a bit dizzy,but still couldn't manage to sleep.The doc gave us some meds and the next med should be taken in the next 1 hr.which is why I need to stay awake,at least until I have given hime his next dose!sigh....poor him.

A Pain in the Neck....Literally!

2007-07-26T08:06:00.001+08:00

This is painful!I got stiffneck!heck!but how?at one time I feel like crying and at another time i feel like killing somebody!tapi nak bunuh sapa la?Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee................
Somebody told me a petua on how to stop the pain.He said I need to dry the pillow that I slept on last night,under the sun ( hari ujan la nowadays...not drizzling but raining cats and dogs!).And afterward just strike my neck with it!eh....macam mana la..kalau bantal x jemur x dapat ke?i mean i am dying to get rid of this pain!it's truly irritating!to the bone!now i understand why they use this metaphor:A pain in the neck to discribe something intolerably annoying and irritating!but again.....aku nak bunuh sapa la ni?bunuh sayur-sayuran dan tumbuhan agar dapat dimasak kot?nak fauna kang x sampai ati lak...........walau pun aku merasa diriku seperti robot!huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..................

A Dream again....

2007-07-25T07:44:00.001+08:00

Dreamt of a very weird so called dream!I wonder why I happened to dream a lot lately.not that i am restless in my sleep.in fact,i always dozed off peacefully,mostly at the same time with my lil one.biasala...si kecik tu kan dok bergayut je...hahaha..
back to the dream...I dreamt of going to an island,using a boat of course!we departed from the mainland after sunset,which was pretty dark already.hence,we couldn't see what were swimming in the water or what to expect.when we arrived at the humble resort on stilt,we simply dozed off.Only when I woke up the next morning and I was walking lazily on the plank ( jetty?) then I noticed something weird.What I saw was scary!Crocodiles were swimming everywhere.heck...where did they come from anyway?an island is supposed to be tucked somewhere dekat laut luas terbentang bukan?so...how?but most 'unforgettable' moment would be when all of sudden,something brush against my footsole?yo!geli la...esp when u knew it is that was the crocs hand ( or feet ? ) argh......geli tau!yewwwwkkk!btw....a group of crocs would be adressed as what lah?fishes go to school cos they were called " a school of fish " and bird flock la...coz they are a flock of bird!so what about buaya la?they go to school oso meh?ehehee....

Did You Cry While Watching Movies?

2007-07-24T17:13:00.001+08:00

Did you cry while watching movies?I solemnly say:I do!tak pecaya?trust me.A few movies made me cry!To name:
1)Dilwale Dulhaniya Le Jayenge ( from the 1st time until..maybe the 5th time?)
2)Ghost ( ok...tearjerker..only Whoopi made me smile!)
3)Mann( perluka kaki putus...n...eee...manisha koirala is such a vulnerable and loving girl ...okkkk)
4)Winter Sonata ( hmmm... )
5)Autumn in my Heart ( Such heartthrob like Won Bin x sepatutnya frustrated!)
6)Kuch2 Hota Hai ( Alaaa....Shah Rukh....mata mu...ehehehe )
7)Kabhi Khushi Kabhi Gham ( pak Cik Handsome yang mantap....Amitabh Bhachan n Shah Rukh Khan lagi....uuuu....sedih la...)
8)Cerita tentang zaman penjajahan......ala2 cerita bukit kepong....
yes!kisah itu menyayat hati....how we fight for our freedom kan?
hmmm......
9)Kisah Nabi (Rasulullah S.A.W ) yg melalui berbagai keperitan...
it touched my heart!How wicked of me when I do something wrong kan?yg go aginst our teaching,sedangkan kita tahu betapa banyak keperitan yang Baginda lalui?kan?

Foods for thoughts

2007-07-22T00:02:00.001+08:00

Hot babes never ask other's account balance.Only psycho does.Nuff said!

Random Thoughts

2007-07-13T13:14:00.001+08:00

1.If I Am Still Single Today or not married to him...

Had this small talk with hubby yesterday,while we were in a traffic jam.was wondering if I am still single to date,what kind of life that I would be living.Hemm...these were the answers I gave him:

a ) I might be pursuing my Master degree in Mechanical Engineering ( ataukah aku akan menjadi seorg yg kelihatan nerd dan berusaha mendapat Phd!?!?!?!).Tak kisah la oversea,overmoon,under the sea....wherever it might be.But of course preferrably in a Europeon country?Like in United Kingdom?hahaha....who wouldn't want to be there?It's accessibility to other countries within the European region is very good!So to say,I can travel whenever time permits,kan?erkk....

b)Travel the farthest possible?Macam everytime ada annual leave sket...pegi la berjalan!Dalam Malaysia ke,Asian region ke?or kalu ada extra lagik pegi la travel ke dream destination!That my friend,would be in Switzerland ( kerana disana have looooooaaaaaaaadddddsssss of choco...hahahahaha) and South Africa.I dunno,I think these 2 places are beautiful!yah...I will become a travel freak!iyola....kalu dah umo aku masuk 30 thn,x kawen lagik,musti la aku indulge in my hobbies kan?takkan nk dok umah?

c)If I am not married to him,I would be married to Shah Rukh Khan!hahaha....dreamer!Why?Well,my hubby ...to me...is wayyy much hotter than SRK!ahahaha....if u still remember darling...I told you that I dumped SRK when I met you?hahahaha....like la aku dah fall head over heel for my husband!Honestly,I dun really know why I fall for him!but one thing for sure:I do love him!hemmm.....*blushing*!( nah....itu dia self proclaim aku cinta padamu on the world wide web!)eeeeiiiiiiii......apa la mimpi jadi mushy giler!

d)Working overseas!yeah....at least la keja di Singapore!atau dimana sahaja...hahaha...but one thing for sure...I will be in the manufacturing line,dealing with Equipments!In fact I lurve maintenance and hands on job!entah kenapa...

e)Maintain berat badan 50kg?HAAAAHHHHHHHHHH???????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!????????????????????????arghh..................

tapi yg peliknya....suami saya kata....Entah2 awak dah kawin ngan sapa la......

eh....kesitu pulak?apa2 ajer.... whatever it is..I am now a happy mother of 3!and I pray that my married life will be blessed forever.....

2)Dating/seeing/looking at someone else after married ( women )

I have encountered a few married female who were discussing over someone's husband with awe,admiration or shall i say,desire?As much as I am not that religious to judge,I on the other hand object to this kind of behaviour!It is in fact,a kind of fatal attraction that should not,I repeat..should not be taken lightly!why?if u are unhappy with ur married life or if u don't feel content over what ur spouse have given or provide to you,pls la...don't take this as a way of escapism!words have it that birds of the same feather flock together!so..please...even if u've always dreamt of living in luxuries,indulge in whatever extravagance life has to offer,do realize that fate and hardwork play the role in this!We might be hardworking enough,but it is fated that not after some extend then we can get laid and enjoy life!after all,not everybody will be lucky enough to be married to a prince charming that came in shiny beemer or cadillac?if we were born on the ordinary level,it is a good thing that we are already married to a man that we love and who always tried his best to provide for the family?we were born in the average middle class family.so what's wrong with that?just learn to appreciate what ever we have in hand.some decent living,extra bucks for small family trips or if it was just a Malaysian made Gen-2 in our porch,at least the spouse have tried hard enough so that we have cars to move around,foods on the table and new clothes for festivities!some people are more unlucky...they even missed their meals for days!and I pray to Allah,that both me and my spouse stays strong and attached to each other,thru thick and thin and able to grow better each passing days!And may God help me to stay loyal to my marriage and may He provide me strength to unite my family and may we grow into a better person!Amin!and as for these vixens....may God help you!and hehehehe....go and buy full length mirror la wei!erk!

ok la....that's all for today!

On A Dream and On The Song Dealova

2007-07-12T10:19:00.001+08:00

1.On a dream:
I dreamt a weird dream last 2 nites.Or shall I say eerie and frightening?I dreamt of a HUGE ( when i say HUGE...i mean....HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!)disaster.In my dreams,I was trapped in a turbulence.My husband was back from sending Ain to school and was about to send the boys to their babysitter.I was there too.Out of no where,and without warning,the sky turned black!Devilishly black!It was churning!And I saw it coming!A perfect Typhoon.Perfect Disaster!And the ground was shaking.Fumes and smokes were coming from the ground!I thought the world was coming to an end!I was scared,I was lookiing at my hubby!He too,was lost in fear and his mouth was wide open,terror in his eyes!The only thing in my mind was,am I ready for this?What if the world ends today?How would I cope with this?Is Judgement Day here?NOw?Today?I was speechless and tears brimming in my eyes and I find it very hard to swallow my breath.I wasn't prepared for Judgement Day!!!I din't have enough if I were to asnwer all the Questions!i wasn't ready if I were to meet my Creator!I have done a lot of wrongdoings,I have missed my prayers,I did answer back to my parents,I did debate with my husband,I did that,I did this!All were replayed over and over again!I don't think I have done enough good deeds,so that I can face Him proudly!Oh no...I prayed hard,real hard,like never before!I prayed that this is not the end of the world!I prayed that god gave me the 2nd chance,so I can mend on whatever I have done!And as if miracle,a man appeared and helped to clear the dark,churning and boiling clouds!Hi 'fired' to the sky with what looked like sticks of firecrackers!In less than 10 stroke,the dark coloured clouds cleared away,and replaced by blue and splendid crystal clear sky!The breeze of air was refreshing and calming.To my surprise,the man was our current PM,Pak Lah.For as much as I want to know,I only managed to ask him "How did he do that?"I mean,that was unbelievable,he fired right into the storm with some fire-cracker look-alike stick,which emitted a very bright light...not fire...and poof!everything was back to normal!Wasn't it magical?And his answer puzzled me!HE SAID"TAK SUSAH!PISAH KAN YG PUTIH DARI YANG HITAM!PUTUSKAN PERTEMUAN ANGIN YG PANAS DARIPADA ANGIN YANG DINGIN!JAUHKAN YANG BATIL DARI YANG HAK!DAN JAUHKAN KEJAHATAN DARI KEBAIKAN!KERANA APABILA YANG JAHAT CUBA BERSATU DENGAN YANG BAIK,MAKA BENCANA AKAN BERLAKU!"and he smiled before I left him there,with my head full of Questions!What could I relate from this dream if I were to relate it from my current life?I mean,with some distraught ( back stabbing affair lately ) in life,with people surrounding me,with what they did or said or planned towards me?It just makes sense when I think of it again!Alhamdulillah....no matter what the 'people' ( err...somebody only me,my husband and my 'sister-friend ' aware of!btw...)do to harm or even disgrace me,Allah still loves me.They tried very hard,but to no avail!Alhamdulilah!To my 'sister-friend' u r a god given friend to me.Thanx a million x No Avogadro....hahahhaha...luv ya to bits!

2.On the song:Dealova
I love This song:Jgn la heran...I know it has been quite a while dah lagu nih dipasaran...but I just happen to fall for it NOW!it made me feel mushy....macam lovesick schoolgirl!hahahaha...isn't that sweet?

DEALOVA

Aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah
Dalam tidurmu
Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu
Yang mungkin bisa kau rindu
Karena langkah merapuh
Tanpa dirimu
Oh… Karena hati tlah letih
Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu
Yang slalu bisa kau sentuh
Aku ingin kau tahu bahwa aku
Selalu memujamu
Tanpamu sepinya waktu
Merantai hati
Oh…
Bayangmu seakan-akan
Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku yang
Memanggil rinduku padamu
Seperti udara yang kuhela kau selalu ada
Oh…
Hanya dirimu
Yang bisa membuatku tenang
Tanpa dirimuAku merasa hilang… dan sepi
Dan sepi…
Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku yang
Memanggil rinduku padamu
Seperti udara yang kuhela kau selalu ada
Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku yang
Memanggil rinduku padamu
Seperti udara yang kuhela kau selalu ada
Selalu ada…
Kau selalu ada…
Selalu ada…
Kau selalu ada…
Sya… na na na…

tidakkah itu membuatmu jatuh chenta?ehehe...

go here:

http://www.esnips.com/doc/ac417d67-45c0-4a42-8d4f-601609898e3e/Dealova-Once

love.....Mummy of 3!

balik kampung trip

2007-06-04T23:56:00.001+08:00

went back to kampung on 1st June.we moved out of Matang Jaya roughly around 10am.Hehehe...perasan la kunun lepas subuh...!actually i woke up fairly early,ard 6:00am or so,but ended up have to tidy up everything,do the packing,did the laundry n getting my self n the little one ready.when it comes to waking up everyone,every single soul ( except me n wafi the baby ) were totally in deep slumber!hmm...talking of a bunch of family :P.but most regretted part was i forgot about the camera!i was planning to take a few piccies all along the journey n of course a few at kampung,but well...maybe next time.mind you,the journey all the way to my kampung is...beautiful.u'll c mountains,jungles,rivers and what not.coz my kampung is truly kampung.but how to describe?dunno!see the pics when it's avalable later la.errk...baby nagih.have to sign off.will continue later.bye.

Balik Kampung

2007-05-31T21:30:00.001+08:00

Hi!hari ni saya rasa happy!nak tau kenapa?coz we'll be on a trip tomorrow!but bukan pegi ke carribean la beb!balik kampung den yo!dan i loiikee balik kampung actually,just itulah...time constraint dan long journey itu kdg2 menjadikan sgt letih!and i really dun like the tired feelings.Act my kampung is a very rare traditional Malay kampung.I grew up there until I am 12 yrs old!lotsa memories i'd say.I was some adventurous kampung girl...climbing trees,swimming in the river,chased by my mum and sometimes...ada pakcik2 yg x berapa betul ( ker aku yg salah ?hahaha ) akan marah2 sebab kami main kat sampan depa sampai terbalik!hehehe.....
but i have this one neihgbourr whom we called "Sikodok"...n trust me....it's a term of endearment!hahahaha......
thinking of her made me smile.of all the ladies i've met in my whole life,she has the most outrageously loud voice!kalau setakat dia teriak panggil anak tu,ko 1km away pon bley deangar punya!n i tell u....she has the most dirty jokes ever!hahaha...yup,she's weird but i see her as a very funny n 'rare' type!erk...
i oso have few funny neighbours as well,and we were all so comfortable together.even when i was away in West malaysia during school,once in a while when i am back to kampung....they are amongst the persons that i'm looking forward to see.and until today,when i am back to kampung,i still see the warmth and friendliness.and i guess that's what special about org kampung!they seemed to be more 'human',eventho they never attend school,let alone being amongst the bigshot.
so...wish for safe journey.nowadays balik kampung tu mcm some kind of vacation to me,coz my kampung is peaceful.i can see paddy field,get freshly caught king prawns,freshly harvested vegetables which cost us RM2 in Kuching ( n the Quality?almost dried up to death!huh!) for only 30cent and mind you,the size of it?thrice of what we have here and still dripping wet and crispy!sayur apa tu?sayur midin!heaven....maybe due to the low frequency of going back trip,made every trip such a meaning ful one.
on another note:the one and only grandmom left ( sebelah bapak ) passed away last Saturday!Al Fatihah.i am not that close to her...but...well,she's still my granny rite?

another post on nothing..or what thing ke?ergh...

2007-05-30T23:45:00.001+08:00

i guess if i were to be nominated for most lousy blogger,i will surely win!*cough!*hehehe...kenapa tidak?i was only updating it after 1 yr or so!not that i am too bz...but i guess i just dun really know how to put things in words!or maybe i am just plain lazy!kecuali if there's something really stupid,or funny,or weirdo or erk...biatchy happened to occur and i feel like pouring ouut to someone,or i just need to get it out of my system...then i will remember my blog!
n now i just kinda 'perked up to write becos i simply think of this blog!i mean i am writing for no particular reason!hahaha..apa ya?
to update,i am now upgraded from mother of 2 to another level!yippee...mother of 3!welcome my hero...Ahmad Nurwafiuddin...
details:Ahmad Nurwafiuddin b Ahmad Nasir
Borned:12th April 2007..6:31am weighed 2.81 kg.( to note:Ahmad NurSyahmi my 2nd child was borned on 16th of April 05 ).And again,normal birth.
No 2:During this maternity leave,I was overjoyed when I found out about the company's decision to make some merit salary adjustment,effective 1st May.That is:an increment worth RM250 for JG34 n JG35.That refers to Associate Engineers.For lower JGs,they're awarded an increment worth of 6% out of their current basic salary!hmm...some said that as kinda unfair but to me,I am grateful for what have been granted!hey man,just look at it this way!some people are the more less luckier than us,they even advised to take VSS earlier.and us?we still going strong n hopefully stronger,for the sake of me and everybody ( haha...gila materialistik la tu!hahah ).
and for those who have less paper,pls la....i beg to differ!kalo rasa paper tak cukup,pegila tambah paper tu!and if you answered my suggestion by saying that SUSAH tolong la jgn SUSAH2kan diri nak kata itu tak betul dan ini tak betul!cos we went thru the thing that u said u tak nak go thru sebab susah!so kami ni betul2 pepatah melayu:Susah dahulu,senang2 kemudian!rite wai?ehe....
No 3:i read thru the alumni booklet of my hubby...and they have this interview session with the former PM ( Tun Mahathir ) upon his award of Doctor of Technology Management.Hmm..i won't elaborate that much.But I was awed by his comment:Saya yakin kita semua mempunyai kebolehan yang tidak kurang daripada org lain.Tapi kebolehan kalau tidak diasuh,tidak dicanai ia tidak akan mengeluarkan hasil".
How true....we were born equal and average,only some are gifted and some are disabled!but amongst all,we are all of the same quality.I have always admired Tun.In my life,I have seen 2 PMs ruling the country.and to date I still 'love' this uncle.but i won't elaborate on that.I'll keep it to myself though!
Tun is right!i have the capability to do it,provided that I am given proper training.without one,how would I know?no matter how good I am or no matter how smart I am.rite?so to wrap up this entry,to me..training,coaching and guidance is crucial in whatever we do.there's no such thing as super duper genius!genius will fail if he or she weren't guided carefully.that's all for now.more thoughts and ranting in the next entry!when?as time permits and as much as i feel like it.heh!

Jom Mengumpat!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-16T10:48:00.001+08:00

Being in the office and just sit on your dear chair?HEyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..........boring tahap Cipan jongang tau tak?When my brain is idle...it can turned me into some idiot!!!!!Damn that kambing!aku tak suka tau tak?Siapakah kambing itu?Oh.....it's a long story but the best way to describe 'him' is some power-crazed guy yg pegi sekolah setakat tak seberapa tapi teringin menjadi manager!!!!!!!!!!hehehehehehehehe.seronoknya mengumpat engkau kambing!
Eh kambing...this entry is solely to lepas geram on you....
Ko tau tak yg engko tu sekolah menengah saje.....bila speaking ko cakap bahasa baku ( bangku betul la mamat nih!)....Hoi!!!!!!engko tau tak hidup ini lebih dari sekadar meragut rumput and back-stabbing!Aku tau....ko cuba back-stab aku tapi tak dapat.....tapi ko ingat sikit....kami2 yg ko sebut sebagai org yang 'kail panjang sejengkal' ini mempunyai skrol dan mempunyai attitude kerja yg BAGUS!!!!!!jadi jgn la engko heran kenapa org appreciate kami!Kami ni takle bising macam ngko!Skill pun lagi bagus....yg ngko tu baru nak blaja pakai excel sikit pun dah kecoh gilerrrrr!Kekadang aku kesian...ko ngaku cucu org paling besar lam negeri ni.....masalahnya....cucu real org tu aku kenal..dah penah makan minum kat umah aku!Most importantly...kalo ko kata ko sedara depa...ngapa nya bibir engko tu tebal semacam...where as cucu yg real tu kecik je bibirnya.Aku tak tau la ko tersangkut tang mana....Tapi yg kesiannya....kalu betul la engko tu cucu....hehehe...emmang ko cucu terbuang!Eeeeeeeee...seronok la aku melepas geram kat kau nih!Tapi perlu diingatkan...walau pun engkau begitu..kami tak akan masuk campur urusan kau...walaupun engko perasan mengatakan org nak tengok ko jatuh!Masalah nya itu telah mengkonfiuskan aku ko tau tak?Nak tau kenapa?Sebab nya Job Grade kau la paling rendah dalam Department ni....dan aku dan kawan2 aku adalah duduk pada tangga diatas engko.Okey..someone tell me...if u are currently sitting ( shitting!heheh! ) at farthest bottom...where else would u fall?jatuh kerak bumi ke?hehehehe...and for your info jugak....hey man!u r not important!u r just a piece of shit that people can trampple on!inagt tu........jgn lelebih,nanti makan diri!
to my frens yg membaca.adakah anda menumpang rasa puas hati mengumpat dan melepas geram?hehehehehe...........PUAS HATI DEN!kehkehkehkeh...sesekali jahat2 nih best gak!lepas geram!

Muhammad's Sword

2006-10-06T09:19:00.001+08:00

Something to read - a Jews' critic of Pope Benedicts unwelcoming remark about Islam. To me, this article is a must article to be read by everyone. Read
and think about it.

Uri Avnery is an Israeli author and activist. He is the head of the Israeli peace movement, "Gush Shalom". http://zope.gush-shalom.org/home/en.

The article itself is available here http://zope.gush-shalom.org/home/en/channels/avnery/1159094813

Since the days when Roman Emperors threw Christians to the lions, the relations between the emperors and the heads of the church have
undergone many changes.
Constantine the Great, who became Emperor in the year 306 - exactly 1700 years ago - encouraged the practice of Christianity in the
empire, which included Palestine. Centuries later, the church split into an Eastern (Orthodox) and a Western (Catholic) part. In the West,
the Bishop of Rome, who acquired the title of Pope, demanded that the Emperor accept his superiority.The struggle between the Emperors and the Popes played a central role in European history and divided the peoples. It knew ups and downs.
Some Emperors dismissed or expelled a Pope, some Popes dismissed or excommunicated an Emperor. One of the Emperors, Henry IV, "walked 
to Canossa", standing for three days barefoot in the snow in front of the Pope's castle, until the Pope deigned to annul his excommunication.

But there were times when Emperors and Popes lived in peace with each other. We are witnessing such a period today. Between the present
Pope, Benedict XVI, and the present Emperor, George Bush II, there exists a wonderful harmony. Last week's speech by the Pope, which
aroused a world-wide storm, went well with Bush's crusade against "Islamofascism", in the context of the "Clash of Civilizations".
IN HIS lecture at a German university, the 265th Pope described what he sees as a huge difference between Christianity and Islam: while
Christianity is based on reason, Islam denies it. While Christians see the logic of God's actions, Muslims deny that there is any such logic
in the actions of Allah.

As a Jewish atheist, I do not intend to enter the fray of this debate. It is much beyond my humble abilities to understand the logic of the
Pope. But I cannot overlook one passage, which concerns me too, as an Israeli living near the fault-line of this "war of civilizations".

In order to prove the lack of reason in Islam, the Pope asserts that the prophet Muhammad ordered his followers to spread their religion by
the sword. According to the Pope, that is unreasonable, because faith is born of the soul, not of the body. How can the sword influence the soul?

To support his case, the Pope quoted - of all people - a Byzantine Emperor, who belonged, of course, to the competing Eastern Church. At
the end of the 14th century, the Emperor Manuel II Palaeologus told of a debate he had - or so he said (its occurrence is in doubt) - with an unnamed Persian Muslim scholar. In the heat of the argument, the Emperor (according to himself) flung the following words at his adversary:

"Show me just what Mohammed brought that was new, and there you will find things only evil and inhuman, such as his command to spread by
the sword the faith he preached".
These words give rise to three questions: (a) Why did the Emperor say them? (b) Are they true? (c) Why did the present Pope quote them?
WHEN MANUEL II wrote his treatise, he was the head of a dying empire. He assumed power in 1391, when only a few provinces of the once
illustrious empire remained. These, too, were already under Turkish threat.

At that point in time, the Ottoman Turks had reached the banks of the Danube. They had conquered Bulgaria and the north of Greece, and had
twice defeated relieving armies sent by Europe to save the Eastern Empire. On May 29, 1453, only a few years after Manuel's death, his
capital, Constantinople (the present Istanbul) fell to the Turks, putting an end to the Empire that had lasted for more than a thousand years.

During his reign, Manuel made the rounds of the capitals of Europe in an attempt to drum up support. He promised to reunite the church.
There is no doubt that he wrote his religious treatise in order to incite the Christian countries against the Turks and convince them to
start a new crusade. The aim was practical, theology was serving politics.

In this sense, the quote serves exactly the requirements of the present Emperor, George Bush II. He, too, wants to unite the Christian
world against the mainly Muslim "Axis of Evil". Moreover, the Turks are again knocking on the doors of Europe, this time peacefully. It is
well known that the Pope supports the forces that object to the entry of Turkey into the European Union.

Is there any truth in Manuel's argument?
The pope himself threw in a word of caution. As a serious and renowned theologian, he could not afford to falsify written texts. Therefore,
he admitted that the Qur'an specifically forbade the spreading of the faith by force. He quoted the second Sura, verse 256 (strangely
fallible, for a pope, he meant verse 257) which says: "There must be no coercion in matters of faith".

How can one ignore such an unequivocal statement? The Pope simply argues that this commandment was laid down by the prophet when 
he was at the beginning of his career, still weak and powerless, but that later on he ordered the use of the sword in the service of the faith.
Such an order does not exist in the Qur'an. True, Muhammad called for the use of the sword in his war against opposing tribes - Christian,
Jewish and others - in Arabia, when he was building his state. But that was a political act, not a religious one; basically a fight for
territory, not for the spreading of the faith.

Jesus said: "You will recognize them by their fruits." The treatment of other religions by Islam must be judged by a simple test: How did
the Muslim rulers behave for more than a thousand years, when they had the power to "spread the faith by the sword"?

Well, they just did not.
For many centuries, the Muslims ruled Greece. Did the Greeks become Muslims? Did anyone even try to Islamize them? On the contrary,
Christian Greeks held the highest positions in the Ottoman administration. The Bulgarians, Serbs, Romanians, Hungarians and other
European nations lived at one time or another under Ottoman rule and clung to their Christian faith. Nobody compelled them to become
Muslims and all of them remained devoutly Christian.

True, the Albanians did convert to Islam, and so did the Bosniaks. But nobody argues that they did this under duress. They adopted Islam in
order to become favorites of the government and enjoy the fruits.In 1099, the Crusaders conquered Jerusalem and massacred its Muslim and Jewish inhabitants indiscriminately, in the name of the gentle
Jesus. At that time, 400 years into the occupation of Palestine by the Muslims, Christians were still the majority in the country. Throughout
this long period, no effort was made to impose Islam on them. Only after the expulsion of the Crusaders from the country, did the
majority of the inhabitants start to adopt the Arabic language and the Muslim faith - and they were the forefathers of most of today's
Palestinians.
THERE IS no evidence whatsoever of any attempt to impose Islam on the Jews. As is well known, under Muslim rule the Jews of Spain enjoyed 
a bloom the like of which the Jews did not enjoy anywhere else until almost our time. Poets like Yehuda Halevy wrote in Arabic, as did the
great Maimonides. In Muslim Spain, Jews were ministers, poets, scientists. In Muslim Toledo, Christian, Jewish and Muslim scholars
worked together and translated the ancient Greek philosophical and scientific texts. That was, indeed, the Golden Age. How would this
have been possible, had the Prophet decreed the "spreading of the faith by the sword"?
What happened afterwards is even more telling. When the Catholics re-conquered Spain from the Muslims, they instituted a reign of religious
terror. The Jews and the Muslims were presented with a cruel choice: to become Christians, to be massacred or to leave. And where did the
hundreds of thousand of Jews, who refused to abandon their faith, escape? Almost all of them were received with open arms in the Muslim
countries. The Sephardi ("Spanish") Jews settled all over the Muslim world, from Morocco in the west to Iraq in the east, from Bulgaria
(then part of the Ottoman Empire) in the north to Sudan in the south. Nowhere were they persecuted. They knew nothing like the tortures of
the Inquisition, the flames of the auto-da-fe, the pogroms, the terrible mass-expulsions that took place in almost all Christian countries, up to 
the Holocaust.
WHY? Because Islam expressly prohibited any persecution of the "peoples of the book". In Islamic society, a special place was
reserved for Jews and Christians. They did not enjoy completely equal rights, but almost. They had to pay a special poll-tax, but were
exempted from military service - a trade-off that was quite welcome to many Jews. It has been said that Muslim rulers frowned upon any
attempt to convert Jews to Islam even by gentle persuasion - because it entailed the loss of taxes.

Every honest Jew who knows the history of his people cannot but feel a deep sense of gratitude to Islam, which has protected the Jews for
fifty generations, while the Christian world persecuted the Jews and tried many times "by the sword" to get them to abandon their faith.

THE STORY about "spreading the faith by the sword" is an evil legend, one of the myths that grew up in Europe during the great wars against
the Muslims - the reconquista of Spain by the Christians, the Crusades and the repulsion of the Turks, who almost conquered Vienna. I suspect
that the German Pope, too, honestly believes in these fables. That means that the leader of the Catholic world, who is a Christian
theologian in his own right, did not make the effort to study the history of other religions.Why did he utter these words in public? And why now?

There is no escape from viewing them against the background of the new Crusade of Bush and his evangelist supporters, with his slogans
of "Islamofascism" and the "Global War on Terrorism" - when "terrorism" has become a synonym for Muslims. For Bush's
handlers, this is a cynical attempt to justify the domination of the world's oil resources. Not for the first time in history, a religious
robe is spread to cover the nakedness of economic interests; not for the first time, a robbers' expedition becomes a Crusade.
The speech of the Pope blends into this effort. Who can foretell the dire consequences?

Lawak Bodowwwwww..............hahahaha

2006-09-29T11:23:00.001+08:00

amenda aaahhhhh.....boleh kah begitu?alkisahnya ..... yesterday ( 27-Sep-) aku inih dgn rajinnya membuka begitu banyak file dan folder aku lantas mengupdatekan semuanya......so my pc is sort of....blink blink blink here and there la......and aku plak...being tak sabar dan sukerrrrrrrr.............sangatttttt multitasking... ( like now la...in between my job i still have the chance to steal sometime to update this blog!hahahaha!sorry la boss.....).kununnya la aku inih boleh dan akan meghabviskan lebih banyak keja dlm satu masa....
but it turned out to be disaster!!!!!!
Kisahnya begini:my fren use that so called pop up messenger service ( net send ) telling me something,but i clicked off without reading it first.so dalam ketergesaan and hurriness ( ada ker perkataan ini wujud :xD ) to.aku terclick off.so i tried to reply using one application that i install in my pc.asking my fren to retype the whole thing and resend to me ( in our native language of course!).but disastrously,i clicked one button "send to this domain"...so...instead of sending to my fren along,i sent it to the whole company!!!!!!!!!!1arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!aper nih?luckily nothing happened!i was scared shitless!ya lah....what if my Korean manager marah or worst eough ...my germany CEO kind of Marah!argh.....gerenti dapat WARNUNG!LETTER........
sheeshhhhhh........apa la aku nih :P

2006-09-26T07:33:00.001+08:00

Hemm...it's been quite sometimes that I last updated this blog!That's not a surprise for those who know me dearly ( heheh! ).Coz I'm not the type of person who loves to right diaries.This blogging thingy is a new hobby to me anyway...but since finding the correct time of updating it is just so.........entahla.....I hardly have time to do this...let alone to do it everyday!So the time frame is fairly BIG!But this time I really feel like blogging!no..no...no...not about me...but about something edible!KERANG!Clam!Cock-les!....err......
You see...those cockles are quite pricey here in Kuching.I remembered for the past 5 yrs,the price has always linger around RM3.50 or RM4.00 per kg.I am not lucky enough to stumble upon those priced at least RM3.00.
But last Saturday ( 23rd Sept 06 ),i asked my soulmate ( Datin Siti...pinjam ur term sekejap!) to go and get 1 kg of those clammy cocky....errr...cockles ....nak masak kicap!I guess it's one of the craving that I had for my pregnancy!hahaha......lupo nak cakap......eden pregnant lagi....ard 3 months... ;D!
Balik2 jer dgn muka macam nak terbakar ~did i see any fume coming out dear?hehehehehe~...hoh!Sungguh ganas ekspresi wajah itu....sampai Bush mula terfikir..adakah suami saya mempunyai stesen janakuasa nuklear! ( apa benda aku merepek mabuk nih! tak kisah la! :P )..Ok la back to the topic....inagt kan apahal...rupo eh...rego Kerang tu naik sampai RM6.50 sekilogram!HOih!!!!Gilo ko!!!!!!Eden pun terkujat...gamoknya kalu diukur berapa Volt yg terbit dari badan aku kerana terkejut itu...memang Bush akan report ngan PBB!Induk tuk bisi tenaga nuklear!Tu dia aiiiihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........sama rega ngan ayam........apo kebondo la.....jgn besok2 aku dengar harga kerang mengatasi harga keranda ada aircon sudah.....harus aku pencen dari makan kerang...kecuali kerang lam tin ....baru RM1.80.Hehehehehe...Kesimpulannya...sekarang nih....kerang-kerang bergerak secara dinamik dan malar dengan menggunakan petrol di dalam air!Kerana itulah harga kerang sekarang adalah sangat mahal tahap cipan!Tapi aku tak tau la plak kot mamat jual kerang tu saja meg'kerang'kan soulmate aku!Mana la nak tau kan?Sekian....dan bagi sesapa yg tak kenal kerang...silalah tengok gambar dibawah!

Broken hearted :P

2006-07-17T15:57:00.001+08:00

I am broken hearted.....warggggghhhhhhhhhhh.........
I was planning for a short vacation ( 2D1N ) trip to Pulau sibu in Johor.Prepared my self,mentally,physically,and financially ( of course! )but in the end...due to unforeseen circumstances...i have to cancel it......... so sad :'( there goes my dream.....Goodbye Sweet Dreams!
Actually I really feel that I need to take a break sometimes...
Uknow...just to let go all the unseen burden .... ( ooo....creepy ya :P)
Hmmm....xpe la...maybe next time...InsyaAllah....
but all in all,I am still hopeful that I will have some times to spend and unwind,relax and enjoy the serenity of mother nature....
I WISH.........