That's What Friends Are For

What Friends Are For

Verse 1

And I Never thought

I'd feel this way

And as far as I'm concerned I'm glad

I got the chance to say

That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away

Well then close your eyes and try to feel the way we do today

And than if you can't remember.....

Chorus

Keep smilin'

Keep shinin'

Knowin' you can always count on me for sure

that's what friends are for

For Good Times

And bad times

I'll be on your side forever more

That's what friends are for

Verse 2

Well you came in lovin' me

And now there's so much more I see

And so by the way I thank you....

Ohhh and then

For the times when we're apart

Well just close your eyes and know

These words are coming from my heart

And then if you can't remember....Ohhhhh

(Repeat chorus 3x)

Thats-What-Friends-Are-For

_To all my dearest friends,thanx for being a really good friend.Thanx for all the support and kindness.So,anyway...that's what friends are for.

2.Fatamorgana~ Hijjaz
Pulanglah pada Tuhan cahaya kehidupan

Syarat bahagia di dunia

Akhirat kekal selamanya pada Allah
Sudah menjadi lumrah kehidupan di dunia

Cabaran dan dugaan mendewasakan usia

Rintangan dilalui tambah pengalaman diri

Sudah sunnah ketetapan Ilahi
Deras arus dunia menghanyutkan yang terleka

Indah fatamorgana melalaikan menipu daya

Dikejar dicintai bak bayangan tak bertepi

Tiada sudahnya dunia yang dicari
Begitu indah dunia siapa pun kan tergoda

Harta, pangkat dan wanita melemahkan jiwa

Tanpa iman dalam hati kita kan dikuasai

Syaitan nafsu dalam diri musuh yang tersembunyi

Pulanglah kepada Tuhan cahaya kehidupan

Keimanan ketakwaan kepadanya senjata utama
Sabar menempuh jalan tetapkan iman di hati

Yakinkan janji Tuhan syurga yang sedia menanti

Imanlah penyelamat dunia penuh pancaroba

Hidup akhirat kita kekal bahagia

Imanlah penyelamat dunia penuh pancaroba

Hidup akhirat kita kekal bahagia
Pulanglah pada Tuhan cahaya kehidupan

Syarat bahagia di dunia

Akhirat kekal selamanya pada AllahAllah

Fatamorgana

~Read and understand the lyric,reflect back at our life today?True huh...think....

Our Pets

I adore pets.I mean,I really am!Since I was a kid,I have had pets ranging from cats,squirrels,and chicks.I always prefer furballs above anything.Especially cats.Sungguh gebu,lembut,manja dan chhoooomeeyyy...
But when my cats were dead while I was away studying,it really broke my heart that I stopped taking in stray cats to raise.You would not understand how it feels,unless u are a cat lover like me.any breed of cat.
But when I got married in 2002,and I was staying home,waiting to further my study,I bought ( my hubby did,to be exact) a pair of bunny.And I have loved them immensely.I raised them from a bunny until they are a pair of fat cuddly rabbit.I couldn't tell whether they were male(buck) or female(doe).Well...I just couldn't tell.No spesific reason what so ever.But it ended tragically.Cik Tam ( because it has black fur ) were dead due to unknown reason.But my best guess would be any small snakes.That's because my neighbour at the time was seldom home,and she never attend to her flowers/garden,that it gets so bushy.Macam maze plak & it did spread to our area.Cik Teh ( the white one ) died due to dog attack.There was this one old 'amuh' who lived 3 houses away.My rabbit always played along the lorong and even my neighbours were entertained by its cute and manja2 appearance.It always get some freebies in the nature of kangkung,carrot and even keropok from the kids.But to this 'amuh',my rabbit is irritating.So,one fine day,the rabbit hopped over and play around her house.I didn't notice that Cik Teh has actually entered her her parking area.All I knew,I heard a dog barking and the voice of this amuh,ushering the dog to attack my poor Cik Teh.And when I got there,she have dropped the corpse of my late rabbit into her neighbours lawn,with a cold and heartless look on her face.I could never imagine that an old woman of her age can be THAT cruel!I mean,what harm could a rabbit bring to her anyway?And what make it so difficult for her to chase the rabbit away rather than killing it?After all,the rabbit doesn't have any logic in doing anything.They're animals!So cruel!And to make it worse,she dropped the body into a small drain outside someone else's house!Luckily the bachelors in the house seemed to notice the thud sound and they saw the look on my face.They opened the gate and allowed me to take my rabbit,and it's completely dead.Suffering from severe cuts on its head,back and belly.It was drenched in blood.When my husband got home,he saw me crying as if I have just lost my close relative!It was heart-wrenching!That was the full stop to eevrything.No more pets.
But today,as K Ain grew up,it is very obvious to us that she inherited the love from me.Now rumah aku ada burung tekukur,a pair of rabbit ( again! ) and 3 hamsters( dah passed away peacefully ).Hmmm..to see the pics ... go here. hmmm ..... and I love them tooo....with all my hearts.
p/s:I speak to THEM!seriously....they seemed to understand that.paham yg macam mana aku x perasan plak....hwahahahaha

Entry yg panjang-mixed entry

Entry ini multi-dates.
19-Dec-2007-Wednesday
Nothing new.Went to work as usual.Department's dinner at the Banquet,but I opted not to go.I'd say that it was the best decision ever.If not then my malam raya would be disaster.From the pics ( later ) that I saw,there were bottles of Johnny Walker's Black Label and beers.Could it be worse than that?Dimalam yg sepatutnya bertakbir dan bertahmid,you were surrounded by your drunk colleagues?I am no drinker nor that I object to the act of drinkers,especially for non-Muslim.To me,it's none of my business,but to allow myself to immersed in the smell of liquors?Especially on such a much anticipated holy night of Aidil Adha?I am sorry.Well you go guys...but leave me out of that.Thank you.Never the less,thanks for the invitation.
20-Dec-2007-Thursday
Happy EidulAdha.This year we didn't chip in to join any Qurban>much to the realisation that the Hari Raya falls in between working days.Susah jugak..the day before masih kerja,off 1 day then keje balik!Fuhh...wanita besi?Taklah.. :-P.So on Eid morning,I just cooked Penang Laksa and that's it.We didn't even have the chance to went to any supermarket to get our supply of meat...fresh or frozen..alike!Since hubby was all alone attending to the 3 super duper genius kids at home,I didn't expect him to be able to shop.I reached home fairly early ( err...6:08pm IS early!)yesterday evening,so off he went to the Choice Supermarket.Nuuhh...no meat.all finished.Org borong la tu.So our EidulAdha this year is meatless!Sedey!!!Called my mum to wish them Happy Eid.Mmm...my mum said that she will bring meat and duck/chicken from kampung.Bkn those livebirds la.The one that has been charred to get rid of all the fine 'hairs'!Mmm..but still itu semua mak aku bela kat kampung.dasat kan mak aku?And I tell you...semua 'belaan' mak aku kat kampung adalah montel,comel,dan banyak isi!hehehehe....
Back to Raya hi-lite.Went to few open houses which consisted of my hubby's friends.Pegi rumah Landek,rumah sapa nama la,rumah Pak Lah org letrik.Wie n K Jue tarak la this year,both balik raya Melaya.Hmm....drove to the Boulevard,kononnya nak buat pre-opening visit.Sebab ada info that Boulevard dah buka a few days before.Tapi when I reached....apakah?Entrance pun blom ada,and masih ada construction workers berhempas pulas membanting tulang demi sesuap nasi ( errr....mcm lagu darjah berapa tok?).Duuuhhh....ni tau ke tak tau nih...?Bluek.....
21-Dec-2007-Friday
See...what i told ya?Hari ni keja lagi...nothing new.Except that in the evening,or rather dah malam ponnn.....my parents arrived from kampung.Woooohooooo...lootsa durians,dabai and daging lombu dan perut lembu.Jem durian lagi,beras kampung sikit.Something rather stupid yet funny happened.Did I mentioned about beef tripes?hmmm...the tripes were from freshly slaughtered cow.So when my mom reached my house,she excitedly took out the tripe out of it's plastic bag,letak dlm kuali and...tickkk....masak!huh...?Ever wonder how it smells like?Uncleaned,still very raw and errk....shitty piece of tripe heated over a stove?Maaakkkk....hadui laaa.....rumah aku bau taik lembu okkkkk.....!uweekkk...then I realised what happened,aku membebel la kat mak aku!Mak..u should clean that in the first place,cuci bersih kasi hilang itu kaler hijau kelabu and bau....peel off the shitty film off the tripe la.lepas itu u have to rendam dlm kapur sikit la....hwaaa...!then when my father perperasan what happened,he took the tripe out and try to cuci.Perrghhh....i fu need to hear something that can help your earwax melt,you should be there listening to my father NAGGING to my mak!nguhahahha....funny though!but kesian my dad la.....cacat tripe tu die kejakan!he practically peeled off one layer that looks like a towel ( part nih la sedap kalu dlm kolok mee or mee sapi ).jadi sekarang nih,that tripe does not comply to the standard tripe that you have in Kolo mee :-P.bwahahaha....
22-Dec-2007-saturday
Were excited waiting for the hotel's call.I was imagining that I will witness the sunset of Sarawak River from Holiday Inn or Crowne Plaza.But I guess takde rezeki la dating ala2 honeymoon ( cheeeekyyy).The hotel rooms( river view ! nothing less! ) were fully booked at both hotel!Kaciwa?Sure...I did feel a pang of frustration there.So there goes the romantic weekend.It's ok...maybe next time.To amend that,I went to watch movie at Star Cineplex together with Ain,Syahmi,Ein,Min,Me & hubby.Was planning to watch Enchanted.why Enchanted?I love fairy tales thingy...hehehe...a girl at heart!Unluckily Enchanted wasn't aired that nite,but we managed to get a seat for 11:00pm show of Alvin & The Chipmunks!Ohhh.....I enjoyed the show immensely,partly from the nice movie itself and partly from watching Syahmi's reaction.He was swaying to the song,smiling to the characters and both he & K ain were mesmerized at how cute the chipmunks are!Worth the frustration from that hotel incident!I can never be happier! :-)

23-Dec-2007-Sunday
Today we stayed at home.My parents and both of my sis were attending a wedding reception of some relative ( of which I didn't kenal la) in Sri Aman.Heard that the couple were cousin.Emak depa adik beradik kot!So in the morning hubby was sending Landek's family to the airport.Not long afterwards,we were going around in the car.Pegi mana ye?Round2 jer kot...Wnet back to our house at 3.00 pm or so...showered,feed the kids,and gedebummm.....tido!I was so tired that I dozed off with the kids to wonderland,in no time at all,while hubby went to the airport to fetch K jue's family.hehehehe...so my Sunday was well spent.Enough rest,enough
sleep,enough food,enough love.hehehehe.
24-Dec-2007 Monday
well...nothing new nor serious!Went to work as usual.Bawa bekal;-Sayur pucuk Ubi Goreng tumis,Kari ikan,Tempoyak goreng udang,buah dabai.Haven!My babe is taking half day leave.Well it's Christmas Eve.
Anyway,Merry Christmas everyone!
25-dec-2007-Tuesday
Mmmmm....Hohoho...Mery Christmas.My parents were taking my kids for shopping.All 3 of them.So that left me n hubby at home.Wooo....so we decided to waste the day by ......emm...apa?Pegi jalan kat shopping complex,looking for some decent gown for tonite's dinner!The result?Hampa kaciwa jiwa luka merana!Apa la...ada dress semuanya pendek2 dan daring dan baring!Ngehh...apakah?So i end up lepaking at coffee Bean & Tea Leaf after a fruitless effort of getting something to wear

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I made a decision to stick to watever blouse,pants,tudung that I have at home.Ironically,I only managed to to decide to buy a Revlon lipstick!Naahh.....that's so me...I would prefer ending up buying nothing rather than buying something that I would regret or even despise later!Betul?
Night-went to Hui Fang's Weding reception at Holiday Inn.She was breathtakingly beautiful...as always,but now she was glowing with radiance and love.Yeh Wei,Hui fang...I wished both of you all the happiness that life has to offer.Pls treasure your love for each other.The function was supposed to end later than 9.00pm++ but I didn't manage to wait.We have yet another function in Harbour View Hotel.So off we went and when we reached there the function has started.I was feeling soooo lah sleeepppyyyyy....and the function is on going.when i couldn't take it any longer,i seeked my hubby's permission to go & get some refreshment.hehehe...in the middle of the nite....n sleepy...but I need to remain standing....so...
aku order la ... a cup of cappucino & banana split!hehehehe....masalah nya....aku ngantuk..so I was fast half asleep on the couch,waiting for the order to come.When it's there...apakah....banana split itteww cuma mempunyai ice cream,banana,and ground nut?hey where's the almond flake?the jelly?the chocolate syrup?the rose syrup?mana?mana?mana?and the cappucino?ehehehehehehehe.....ada ke ambik dari nescafe vending machine?gila....& u charged me RM6.00 for that?hellloooo....walaupun ada foam( mana la whipping cream nih...?) dan coffee powder?macam mana nih....?so...in conclusion...no 2nd time for that!apa la punya hotel.Hotel chantique,tapi tak reti buat Banana Split & Coffee....baik tak payah masuk menu....Banana split macam tuh costs me RM8.50?eeeeee.......misteri betul la.........
hmmmmmm......

Terima Kasih in "Delayed Broadcast"

Untuk suami tersayang:Terima Kasih tak terhingga.Dah ucap dah hari tu,cuma blom 'ter-blog' saja :-D!Since my blackbeauty is not functioning that well ( err...atau adakah sudah sgt boring sehingga semua menjadi tidak 'song'?),i flirted with my hubby,talking him into buying me a new phone!ehehehe...memang la boleh minta sesaje....tapi there's nothing wrong with being flirty nak?Lagipun flirtatious is my middle name what?So,dipendekkan cerita;innnieewwlah yg mek dapat.hikkksss...cukup la....
nantila upload gambar.
I was given a choice between N76 and this,but I chose this one lah!sebab,when it comes to cell phone,my need is limited to making calls,sms-ing,music player and camera sikit2.that's it.which explains why i wouldn't invest that much RM into it.Anyways,muahhhsss to my darling. :-)

Rajin nya cuci baju

15-Dec-2007 Saturday
Hubby asked me to clean the laundry area and tidy it up.He also asked me to moved the old washing machine farther to the left.I just did it religiously.He hardly asked me to do this kind of thing,so I feel a bit fiiissshhyyyy.Rasa macam boleh teka,tapi tidak mahulah menggelupur sentiasa.Senyuuummm..... :-D
He was working..I think it's one of those cuti berganti thingy lah....entah!aku bukan keje gomen pon...
In the evening,he was back and we were lepaking in front of the tv.Then not long after,I heard a roaring sound of lorry engine and it suddenly come to a halt in front of our house.Woooohooo...yeay!Dpt mesin basuh baru!yeay!Panasonic Aquabeat 9.0kg.Asked hubby how much did he spend for it.He said RM1.3k+/-!Thank you dear...that meant so much to me!So sekarang boleh la den sumbat dan tinggal.And I can finish other matters in between breezily,without having to worry over my laundry!Skang aku rajin la basuh baju ...tak le macam dolu2!ahakksss....
ohhh...senang hatiku!
Today:
Hubby is home with my 3 gems!Mama Intan x balik lagi dr Taiping.(She was back to kampung due to the demise of her mum.Al-Fatihah).Mia plak last Saturday balik Pontianak.Cuti!So hari nih abah la ngan anak2 at home.Nasib baik ada sup ayam...tak sempat nk msk lain.I'll make sure that tomorrow I will cook something to lessen their burden.But I have confidence with hubby,he will manage well with the kids!Ehe...paling teruk pun mesti K Ain & Syahmi kena marah kalu buat benda2 mengarut yg depa dok buat tu.
Now I love him more.....SUAMI & AYAH MITHALI kami!

Poslaju yg saspen!

08:30 am.....
I called Kuching Poslaju ctr,requesting them to redirect the package to my office address.The item arrived yesterday,but since nobody's home,they left the collection slip for us to retrieve the item from the center.But I find it a wee bit inconvenient.I was so excited that it became infectious.My babe sebelah pun naik excited nak tau apa ke benda nya.....:-P!
11:00 am...
I called again just to check whether or not I am going to receive it by today,and yeayy!on the way.ehehehe...I was curious since I didn't order anything online.Even my Mom In Law pun didn't hint me on any posted item.And I am not expecting anything jugak!So whatt could it be?jeng..jeng..jeng....!saspen sungguh la.... :-).
HArap2 la something interesting.jgn benda2 boring sudah...not worth the excitement and anticipating......
hihihihihihihihi.........
16:35
eh....buang masa jak!tapi not that frustratingla.Dpat t-shirt It's a girl thing from MBF lady card.......boleh la...
:-P

Heartache + Headache

Sometimes,I find it hard for some people to really understand and feel for me.Sometimes,when all that I need is just some supportive gesture such as a simple hug or maybe a listening ear or at least a consoling words,people tend to bombard me with some suggestion that can make me feel so....unloved!Or even worse,people tend to accuse me of not doing it correctly when all I have done is trying to tell him my story.I know it sounds trivial and might even sounds stupid...but I do need to feel loved,supported and at least someone to aggree with me.I know i deserve it coz I have tried my best not to be an irritating soul,even if people have done something wrong to me.It's difficult to understand though,to as why is this "foe-riend' of mine is doing this to me.She in the first place was the source of this irritating and uncomfortable event.Entahlah.......
12:58 am Dec 13
I dozed off earlier whilst trying to make the 3 budak kecik go to sleep.But I was awaken by a really bad dream.A dream of infidelity!Isn't that bad enough?To make it worse,this isn't the first time.What made me felt thorned was,the 2 main characters are truly dear to my heart.I thought I dozed off with a clear mind.Well..at least I didn't even think of such a thing.I have other issues which is more realistic.I have had this dream before,just different settings.But the main story and characters were the same.I pray to Allah,that these dreams that I have previously and tonight were just nightmares!Pls Allah don't let it happen.I will lose my mind,my faith,my family and I might even succumbed to insanity or even worse,I might even lose my life.What's the point of continuing life if THAT ever happens?But,as much as I am not that good,I am not that bad either to be punished with such things no?At least I know that I have tried my best to give everyone that is dear to me,the best of me.So,rationally....it should not happen and pray....it would not happen!I have every right to be scared,worried and whatnot...knowing that I am the person who always a deja vu in my life.It's a bit strage,sometimes I can dream of thing once or repeatedly,and finally it's there.So far only all the Good Deja vus have happened.So Demi Allah yang menguasai langit dan bumi,lindungilah kami dari kemungkaran.