That's What Friends Are For

What Friends Are For

Verse 1

And I Never thought

I'd feel this way

And as far as I'm concerned I'm glad

I got the chance to say

That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away

Well then close your eyes and try to feel the way we do today

And than if you can't remember.....

Chorus

Keep smilin'

Keep shinin'

Knowin' you can always count on me for sure

that's what friends are for

For Good Times

And bad times

I'll be on your side forever more

That's what friends are for

Verse 2

Well you came in lovin' me

And now there's so much more I see

And so by the way I thank you....

Ohhh and then

For the times when we're apart

Well just close your eyes and know

These words are coming from my heart

And then if you can't remember....Ohhhhh

(Repeat chorus 3x)

Thats-What-Friends-Are-For

_To all my dearest friends,thanx for being a really good friend.Thanx for all the support and kindness.So,anyway...that's what friends are for.

2.Fatamorgana~ Hijjaz
Pulanglah pada Tuhan cahaya kehidupan

Syarat bahagia di dunia

Akhirat kekal selamanya pada Allah
Sudah menjadi lumrah kehidupan di dunia

Cabaran dan dugaan mendewasakan usia

Rintangan dilalui tambah pengalaman diri

Sudah sunnah ketetapan Ilahi
Deras arus dunia menghanyutkan yang terleka

Indah fatamorgana melalaikan menipu daya

Dikejar dicintai bak bayangan tak bertepi

Tiada sudahnya dunia yang dicari
Begitu indah dunia siapa pun kan tergoda

Harta, pangkat dan wanita melemahkan jiwa

Tanpa iman dalam hati kita kan dikuasai

Syaitan nafsu dalam diri musuh yang tersembunyi

Pulanglah kepada Tuhan cahaya kehidupan

Keimanan ketakwaan kepadanya senjata utama
Sabar menempuh jalan tetapkan iman di hati

Yakinkan janji Tuhan syurga yang sedia menanti

Imanlah penyelamat dunia penuh pancaroba

Hidup akhirat kita kekal bahagia

Imanlah penyelamat dunia penuh pancaroba

Hidup akhirat kita kekal bahagia
Pulanglah pada Tuhan cahaya kehidupan

Syarat bahagia di dunia

Akhirat kekal selamanya pada AllahAllah

Fatamorgana

~Read and understand the lyric,reflect back at our life today?True huh...think....

Our Pets

I adore pets.I mean,I really am!Since I was a kid,I have had pets ranging from cats,squirrels,and chicks.I always prefer furballs above anything.Especially cats.Sungguh gebu,lembut,manja dan chhoooomeeyyy...
But when my cats were dead while I was away studying,it really broke my heart that I stopped taking in stray cats to raise.You would not understand how it feels,unless u are a cat lover like me.any breed of cat.
But when I got married in 2002,and I was staying home,waiting to further my study,I bought ( my hubby did,to be exact) a pair of bunny.And I have loved them immensely.I raised them from a bunny until they are a pair of fat cuddly rabbit.I couldn't tell whether they were male(buck) or female(doe).Well...I just couldn't tell.No spesific reason what so ever.But it ended tragically.Cik Tam ( because it has black fur ) were dead due to unknown reason.But my best guess would be any small snakes.That's because my neighbour at the time was seldom home,and she never attend to her flowers/garden,that it gets so bushy.Macam maze plak & it did spread to our area.Cik Teh ( the white one ) died due to dog attack.There was this one old 'amuh' who lived 3 houses away.My rabbit always played along the lorong and even my neighbours were entertained by its cute and manja2 appearance.It always get some freebies in the nature of kangkung,carrot and even keropok from the kids.But to this 'amuh',my rabbit is irritating.So,one fine day,the rabbit hopped over and play around her house.I didn't notice that Cik Teh has actually entered her her parking area.All I knew,I heard a dog barking and the voice of this amuh,ushering the dog to attack my poor Cik Teh.And when I got there,she have dropped the corpse of my late rabbit into her neighbours lawn,with a cold and heartless look on her face.I could never imagine that an old woman of her age can be THAT cruel!I mean,what harm could a rabbit bring to her anyway?And what make it so difficult for her to chase the rabbit away rather than killing it?After all,the rabbit doesn't have any logic in doing anything.They're animals!So cruel!And to make it worse,she dropped the body into a small drain outside someone else's house!Luckily the bachelors in the house seemed to notice the thud sound and they saw the look on my face.They opened the gate and allowed me to take my rabbit,and it's completely dead.Suffering from severe cuts on its head,back and belly.It was drenched in blood.When my husband got home,he saw me crying as if I have just lost my close relative!It was heart-wrenching!That was the full stop to eevrything.No more pets.
But today,as K Ain grew up,it is very obvious to us that she inherited the love from me.Now rumah aku ada burung tekukur,a pair of rabbit ( again! ) and 3 hamsters( dah passed away peacefully ).Hmmm..to see the pics ... go here. hmmm ..... and I love them tooo....with all my hearts.
p/s:I speak to THEM!seriously....they seemed to understand that.paham yg macam mana aku x perasan plak....hwahahahaha

Entry yg panjang-mixed entry

Entry ini multi-dates.
19-Dec-2007-Wednesday
Nothing new.Went to work as usual.Department's dinner at the Banquet,but I opted not to go.I'd say that it was the best decision ever.If not then my malam raya would be disaster.From the pics ( later ) that I saw,there were bottles of Johnny Walker's Black Label and beers.Could it be worse than that?Dimalam yg sepatutnya bertakbir dan bertahmid,you were surrounded by your drunk colleagues?I am no drinker nor that I object to the act of drinkers,especially for non-Muslim.To me,it's none of my business,but to allow myself to immersed in the smell of liquors?Especially on such a much anticipated holy night of Aidil Adha?I am sorry.Well you go guys...but leave me out of that.Thank you.Never the less,thanks for the invitation.
20-Dec-2007-Thursday
Happy EidulAdha.This year we didn't chip in to join any Qurban>much to the realisation that the Hari Raya falls in between working days.Susah jugak..the day before masih kerja,off 1 day then keje balik!Fuhh...wanita besi?Taklah.. :-P.So on Eid morning,I just cooked Penang Laksa and that's it.We didn't even have the chance to went to any supermarket to get our supply of meat...fresh or frozen..alike!Since hubby was all alone attending to the 3 super duper genius kids at home,I didn't expect him to be able to shop.I reached home fairly early ( err...6:08pm IS early!)yesterday evening,so off he went to the Choice Supermarket.Nuuhh...no meat.all finished.Org borong la tu.So our EidulAdha this year is meatless!Sedey!!!Called my mum to wish them Happy Eid.Mmm...my mum said that she will bring meat and duck/chicken from kampung.Bkn those livebirds la.The one that has been charred to get rid of all the fine 'hairs'!Mmm..but still itu semua mak aku bela kat kampung.dasat kan mak aku?And I tell you...semua 'belaan' mak aku kat kampung adalah montel,comel,dan banyak isi!hehehehe....
Back to Raya hi-lite.Went to few open houses which consisted of my hubby's friends.Pegi rumah Landek,rumah sapa nama la,rumah Pak Lah org letrik.Wie n K Jue tarak la this year,both balik raya Melaya.Hmm....drove to the Boulevard,kononnya nak buat pre-opening visit.Sebab ada info that Boulevard dah buka a few days before.Tapi when I reached....apakah?Entrance pun blom ada,and masih ada construction workers berhempas pulas membanting tulang demi sesuap nasi ( errr....mcm lagu darjah berapa tok?).Duuuhhh....ni tau ke tak tau nih...?Bluek.....
21-Dec-2007-Friday
See...what i told ya?Hari ni keja lagi...nothing new.Except that in the evening,or rather dah malam ponnn.....my parents arrived from kampung.Woooohooooo...lootsa durians,dabai and daging lombu dan perut lembu.Jem durian lagi,beras kampung sikit.Something rather stupid yet funny happened.Did I mentioned about beef tripes?hmmm...the tripes were from freshly slaughtered cow.So when my mom reached my house,she excitedly took out the tripe out of it's plastic bag,letak dlm kuali and...tickkk....masak!huh...?Ever wonder how it smells like?Uncleaned,still very raw and errk....shitty piece of tripe heated over a stove?Maaakkkk....hadui laaa.....rumah aku bau taik lembu okkkkk.....!uweekkk...then I realised what happened,aku membebel la kat mak aku!Mak..u should clean that in the first place,cuci bersih kasi hilang itu kaler hijau kelabu and bau....peel off the shitty film off the tripe la.lepas itu u have to rendam dlm kapur sikit la....hwaaa...!then when my father perperasan what happened,he took the tripe out and try to cuci.Perrghhh....i fu need to hear something that can help your earwax melt,you should be there listening to my father NAGGING to my mak!nguhahahha....funny though!but kesian my dad la.....cacat tripe tu die kejakan!he practically peeled off one layer that looks like a towel ( part nih la sedap kalu dlm kolok mee or mee sapi ).jadi sekarang nih,that tripe does not comply to the standard tripe that you have in Kolo mee :-P.bwahahaha....
22-Dec-2007-saturday
Were excited waiting for the hotel's call.I was imagining that I will witness the sunset of Sarawak River from Holiday Inn or Crowne Plaza.But I guess takde rezeki la dating ala2 honeymoon ( cheeeekyyy).The hotel rooms( river view ! nothing less! ) were fully booked at both hotel!Kaciwa?Sure...I did feel a pang of frustration there.So there goes the romantic weekend.It's ok...maybe next time.To amend that,I went to watch movie at Star Cineplex together with Ain,Syahmi,Ein,Min,Me & hubby.Was planning to watch Enchanted.why Enchanted?I love fairy tales thingy...hehehe...a girl at heart!Unluckily Enchanted wasn't aired that nite,but we managed to get a seat for 11:00pm show of Alvin & The Chipmunks!Ohhh.....I enjoyed the show immensely,partly from the nice movie itself and partly from watching Syahmi's reaction.He was swaying to the song,smiling to the characters and both he & K ain were mesmerized at how cute the chipmunks are!Worth the frustration from that hotel incident!I can never be happier! :-)

23-Dec-2007-Sunday
Today we stayed at home.My parents and both of my sis were attending a wedding reception of some relative ( of which I didn't kenal la) in Sri Aman.Heard that the couple were cousin.Emak depa adik beradik kot!So in the morning hubby was sending Landek's family to the airport.Not long afterwards,we were going around in the car.Pegi mana ye?Round2 jer kot...Wnet back to our house at 3.00 pm or so...showered,feed the kids,and gedebummm.....tido!I was so tired that I dozed off with the kids to wonderland,in no time at all,while hubby went to the airport to fetch K jue's family.hehehehe...so my Sunday was well spent.Enough rest,enough
sleep,enough food,enough love.hehehehe.
24-Dec-2007 Monday
well...nothing new nor serious!Went to work as usual.Bawa bekal;-Sayur pucuk Ubi Goreng tumis,Kari ikan,Tempoyak goreng udang,buah dabai.Haven!My babe is taking half day leave.Well it's Christmas Eve.
Anyway,Merry Christmas everyone!
25-dec-2007-Tuesday
Mmmmm....Hohoho...Mery Christmas.My parents were taking my kids for shopping.All 3 of them.So that left me n hubby at home.Wooo....so we decided to waste the day by ......emm...apa?Pegi jalan kat shopping complex,looking for some decent gown for tonite's dinner!The result?Hampa kaciwa jiwa luka merana!Apa la...ada dress semuanya pendek2 dan daring dan baring!Ngehh...apakah?So i end up lepaking at coffee Bean & Tea Leaf after a fruitless effort of getting something to wear

.

I made a decision to stick to watever blouse,pants,tudung that I have at home.Ironically,I only managed to to decide to buy a Revlon lipstick!Naahh.....that's so me...I would prefer ending up buying nothing rather than buying something that I would regret or even despise later!Betul?
Night-went to Hui Fang's Weding reception at Holiday Inn.She was breathtakingly beautiful...as always,but now she was glowing with radiance and love.Yeh Wei,Hui fang...I wished both of you all the happiness that life has to offer.Pls treasure your love for each other.The function was supposed to end later than 9.00pm++ but I didn't manage to wait.We have yet another function in Harbour View Hotel.So off we went and when we reached there the function has started.I was feeling soooo lah sleeepppyyyyy....and the function is on going.when i couldn't take it any longer,i seeked my hubby's permission to go & get some refreshment.hehehe...in the middle of the nite....n sleepy...but I need to remain standing....so...
aku order la ... a cup of cappucino & banana split!hehehehe....masalah nya....aku ngantuk..so I was fast half asleep on the couch,waiting for the order to come.When it's there...apakah....banana split itteww cuma mempunyai ice cream,banana,and ground nut?hey where's the almond flake?the jelly?the chocolate syrup?the rose syrup?mana?mana?mana?and the cappucino?ehehehehehehehe.....ada ke ambik dari nescafe vending machine?gila....& u charged me RM6.00 for that?hellloooo....walaupun ada foam( mana la whipping cream nih...?) dan coffee powder?macam mana nih....?so...in conclusion...no 2nd time for that!apa la punya hotel.Hotel chantique,tapi tak reti buat Banana Split & Coffee....baik tak payah masuk menu....Banana split macam tuh costs me RM8.50?eeeeee.......misteri betul la.........
hmmmmmm......

Terima Kasih in "Delayed Broadcast"

Untuk suami tersayang:Terima Kasih tak terhingga.Dah ucap dah hari tu,cuma blom 'ter-blog' saja :-D!Since my blackbeauty is not functioning that well ( err...atau adakah sudah sgt boring sehingga semua menjadi tidak 'song'?),i flirted with my hubby,talking him into buying me a new phone!ehehehe...memang la boleh minta sesaje....tapi there's nothing wrong with being flirty nak?Lagipun flirtatious is my middle name what?So,dipendekkan cerita;innnieewwlah yg mek dapat.hikkksss...cukup la....
nantila upload gambar.
I was given a choice between N76 and this,but I chose this one lah!sebab,when it comes to cell phone,my need is limited to making calls,sms-ing,music player and camera sikit2.that's it.which explains why i wouldn't invest that much RM into it.Anyways,muahhhsss to my darling. :-)

Rajin nya cuci baju

15-Dec-2007 Saturday
Hubby asked me to clean the laundry area and tidy it up.He also asked me to moved the old washing machine farther to the left.I just did it religiously.He hardly asked me to do this kind of thing,so I feel a bit fiiissshhyyyy.Rasa macam boleh teka,tapi tidak mahulah menggelupur sentiasa.Senyuuummm..... :-D
He was working..I think it's one of those cuti berganti thingy lah....entah!aku bukan keje gomen pon...
In the evening,he was back and we were lepaking in front of the tv.Then not long after,I heard a roaring sound of lorry engine and it suddenly come to a halt in front of our house.Woooohooo...yeay!Dpt mesin basuh baru!yeay!Panasonic Aquabeat 9.0kg.Asked hubby how much did he spend for it.He said RM1.3k+/-!Thank you dear...that meant so much to me!So sekarang boleh la den sumbat dan tinggal.And I can finish other matters in between breezily,without having to worry over my laundry!Skang aku rajin la basuh baju ...tak le macam dolu2!ahakksss....
ohhh...senang hatiku!
Today:
Hubby is home with my 3 gems!Mama Intan x balik lagi dr Taiping.(She was back to kampung due to the demise of her mum.Al-Fatihah).Mia plak last Saturday balik Pontianak.Cuti!So hari nih abah la ngan anak2 at home.Nasib baik ada sup ayam...tak sempat nk msk lain.I'll make sure that tomorrow I will cook something to lessen their burden.But I have confidence with hubby,he will manage well with the kids!Ehe...paling teruk pun mesti K Ain & Syahmi kena marah kalu buat benda2 mengarut yg depa dok buat tu.
Now I love him more.....SUAMI & AYAH MITHALI kami!

Poslaju yg saspen!

08:30 am.....
I called Kuching Poslaju ctr,requesting them to redirect the package to my office address.The item arrived yesterday,but since nobody's home,they left the collection slip for us to retrieve the item from the center.But I find it a wee bit inconvenient.I was so excited that it became infectious.My babe sebelah pun naik excited nak tau apa ke benda nya.....:-P!
11:00 am...
I called again just to check whether or not I am going to receive it by today,and yeayy!on the way.ehehehe...I was curious since I didn't order anything online.Even my Mom In Law pun didn't hint me on any posted item.And I am not expecting anything jugak!So whatt could it be?jeng..jeng..jeng....!saspen sungguh la.... :-).
HArap2 la something interesting.jgn benda2 boring sudah...not worth the excitement and anticipating......
hihihihihihihihi.........
16:35
eh....buang masa jak!tapi not that frustratingla.Dpat t-shirt It's a girl thing from MBF lady card.......boleh la...
:-P

Heartache + Headache

Sometimes,I find it hard for some people to really understand and feel for me.Sometimes,when all that I need is just some supportive gesture such as a simple hug or maybe a listening ear or at least a consoling words,people tend to bombard me with some suggestion that can make me feel so....unloved!Or even worse,people tend to accuse me of not doing it correctly when all I have done is trying to tell him my story.I know it sounds trivial and might even sounds stupid...but I do need to feel loved,supported and at least someone to aggree with me.I know i deserve it coz I have tried my best not to be an irritating soul,even if people have done something wrong to me.It's difficult to understand though,to as why is this "foe-riend' of mine is doing this to me.She in the first place was the source of this irritating and uncomfortable event.Entahlah.......
12:58 am Dec 13
I dozed off earlier whilst trying to make the 3 budak kecik go to sleep.But I was awaken by a really bad dream.A dream of infidelity!Isn't that bad enough?To make it worse,this isn't the first time.What made me felt thorned was,the 2 main characters are truly dear to my heart.I thought I dozed off with a clear mind.Well..at least I didn't even think of such a thing.I have other issues which is more realistic.I have had this dream before,just different settings.But the main story and characters were the same.I pray to Allah,that these dreams that I have previously and tonight were just nightmares!Pls Allah don't let it happen.I will lose my mind,my faith,my family and I might even succumbed to insanity or even worse,I might even lose my life.What's the point of continuing life if THAT ever happens?But,as much as I am not that good,I am not that bad either to be punished with such things no?At least I know that I have tried my best to give everyone that is dear to me,the best of me.So,rationally....it should not happen and pray....it would not happen!I have every right to be scared,worried and whatnot...knowing that I am the person who always a deja vu in my life.It's a bit strage,sometimes I can dream of thing once or repeatedly,and finally it's there.So far only all the Good Deja vus have happened.So Demi Allah yang menguasai langit dan bumi,lindungilah kami dari kemungkaran.

I love CK's fragrances

On the 27th Nov,we went to airport to send my brother.He's flying back to Sabah.He just finished his cuti here.While waiting for him to board his flight,I went to Eraman outlet.I need to buy a bottle of fragrance.I am a huge fan of CK fragrance and Bvlgari (read:bulgari).I was planning to buy something that is NOT Bvlgari or CK.I was eyeing :

1.Salvatore Ferragamo-Incanto Shine

2.Jlo Glow

3.Carolina Herrera 212

4.Hypnose Sheer by Lancome

And finally....I was thorn between them:

Eternity Moment & Eternity Summer both by CK.Hahaha....It's hard to ignore your love to Eternity!And I chose Moment over Summer.But Summer,dear Summer.......you....and you alone....will be the next guest of honour to my collection of fragrances.....soonest possible.Waahhh...I truly fall in love!heh!

Ada orang naik pangkat .........yeayyyy!

This is kind of delayed entry:

1)I was staying back a bit late on Friday.Reached home at 07:00 pm.It was raining cats & dogs.Hujan yang lebat,kata orang tua-tua...Hujan Rahmat!Indeed!Alhamdulillah...When I reached home,hubby handed over a letter to me.
Whoaaaa......somebody was getting promoted!Congratulation dear!Banyak naik tu.....3 tangga!hmmm....proud of you....Happy for you.
2)So on Saturday,we went together with my parents,my elder brother,my sisters Ein & Min to The Barok Village for a simple surprise dinner.Hubby treated us in lieu to the promotion.I didn't bring the camera along.Foods were....err...so-so...not really up to MY liking...but okla.But the ambience is nice.Thay've got nice place there.It's just that the food is a bit....err nak cakap camana yek?Oklah...if I need to entertain my family or friends for dinner in the nearest future,I'd say that this place won't be in the list.Lovely setting...but so-so food & service.Well,maybe to other's,it's ok.But to me,there won't be 2nd time.The biggest drawback?I asked for fork and spoon for my husband for almost 5 times.....masih jugak tak datang-datang!Macam mana nak makan?Hmmm....after all.Thanx dear.And congratulation once again!Muahhss.......

Work today reflects total boredom in my life!heheh!dramatic!With my blocked nostril,heady & sleepy sensation that runs thru' my vein and invading my system,it seems like i couldn't care less to whatever chaotic or mundane events around me!mmm...I guess the illness has drained out all of my energy from me.Sigh...
Anyway,as I was browsing the net,looking for something worth reading,I came across this link which seems to be interesting,worth reading and yes...enriching.This site was a compilation of articles,documentaries,booklets,journals and other forms of work and studies done by Prof Harun Yahya.To know more about him,pls click here.
On another note,went to lunch with my buddies at J&J corner.Ordered laksa Sarawak.Nice.And went to Nupat's house for a while,to allow her to take her baju2 inside.Nice house.Someone asked me with a 'trail of very fake interest' on how beautiful is her house.Yup,I'd say it's nice and accomodating.But to elaborate on something that might make me sounds too materialistic is not me.Seriously,I take my friends as friend,no hidden agenda.After all,I have seen and have been to many kind of houses,since my friends came form all walks of life.I have been to a friend's house which is not 'very conducive' for living,but I do understand that different household income would produce different kind of houses.And I have been to my Uncle's house which looks like a miniature of 'summer palace' with chandeliers hanging all over the place.And I am living in an average 3-bedroom rented single-storey.I am not the kind of person who will be "too proud" of other people's achievement.So,if anybody thinks that they want to initiate jealousy or makes me feel inferior about myself,pls...go ahead!You'll be hanging yourself due to frustation.Because I am the kind of person who takes friendship above all matters that is deemed unnecessary.To name,whatever your religion,belief,faith,wealth scale or physical beauty scale,that does not matter to me.What matters the most to me is sincerity in friendship,trust & faithfullness.In short,I don't become anybody's friend just because I have motives.Is it that hard to see or understand?hmmm....
"PEACE TO THE WORLD"

Sometimes, this stupid occurence still bites!and I hate the BITCH!to date,i still couldn't bring my self to forget what she did and said,let alone to forgive her!Me...holding back grudge?YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!TO THE BONE!AND I WISH SHE DIE A TERRIBLE DEATH!!!!!!!!!!F*%KKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

K Ain Pegi Tengok Wayang- 10 Nov 2007

K Ain went to "The Bee Movie" show with Mama Intan's family,together with Alfian.She was all excited and energetic.I was rather sceptical to let her go at first,but her enthusiasm engulfed me with such a warm feeling that I said to my self, "I couldn't disappoint her...".Maybe she'll accompany me and abah in the next round of the movie.All in all,I was happy to see the glow in her and her chirpy and patchy details when she's home.Okie dear,I know it was amazing !Love you,
Mak.
**hemm...I'll upload her pic if I managed to get any softcopy of it from Mama :).I bet she'll be proud of it,being on the net!

Entry Boring....bluek!!!!!

The driver srewed up big time.He didn't turn up to fetch me!So,do you expect me to take a cab at 6:15pm?It's getting dark...& I have issue with taking a cab at night...ALONE!call me paranoid...but that scared me shitless!HAihh....tgh panas2 niih rasa macam nak beli DVD cerita Korea plak...."To Marry A Millionaire"!The relevancy to my balik lambat here?EH....memang x relevant...but who cares?All I care is that I fall in love with that soap drama....hmmm.....!
Nah...sapa rasa dia sayang aku?Betul sayang aku?BElilah DVD itu untukku...THAT WILL MAKE ME SMILE!!!!!!!!!!!AND THAT WILL MELT YOUR HEART,KAN?hehehehe....sapa la sayang aku,kan?kalau pun ada yang sayang aku,macam my hubby ( aku rasa dia sayang aku la...hehehe....ye ke?),adakah sampai tahap nak beli DVD?but if he willingly buy it for me...mesti aku lagi chenta.....
......huhuhuhuhuhu....apa la aku merepek nih......benci la balik lambat!!!opis nih sejuk plak tuh...........shheeessshhhhh.........

Good To Know......

A nice read :
article on lifeparenting in The Star.
Life as a mum nowadays is very chalenging.For example;my 4 yrs old daughter used to ask me,"Mak,when you get married to Abah,I wasn't there right?So where did I go?And why didn't u guys wait for me for the photo taking session?" Ngeh....terkesima tak?So I guess,in the nearest future,she might be asking me this: " How did the baby managed to get into your tummy?" hehehe....camno nak jawab tu?Don't tell me I have to go thru' all the biological details on 'baby -making'.Pergh....
Find this link as well,on the guidance on how to answer to your child's Questions.
Pls go here.It is printable for more convenience.

Jadi kaunselor....hehehehe

Got this emel from a dear fren...tetiba akau jadi kaunselor ke?Name is undisclosed to protect privacy:Here's my piece of advice for her:

Hahahaha...kamek tgh in the middle of bersembang ngan chenta mek on the phone,so when this email popped out,kamek kinda drifted!so kamek terpaksa ulang membaca 2 kali to let me understand ur message!hahaha...blur sik?
Anyway,on matters no:
1)Scholarship interview
Things to consider:
-will it coincide with ur exam schedules?mun ada collision,try to negotiate on the date & timing.
-is it of crucial importance to your future?if yes,try to grab the opportunity.I learned a lot of lessons:Opportunity is rare!Grab it once it's being offered to you,provided that it it is not detrimental to you in any way.
2)Work presentation?Definitely you need to prioritized on this.Do it!but itulah,take into consideration ttg timing and scheduling.
Darling,when it comes to job,tunggang terbalik pun,you have to stick to what you have commit.betul?
3)Digi Business Attitude Program...
Hemm...this..I must say...IS OPTIONAL!it comes quiet often la.Lagipun,this kind of program usually comes in package.And sometimes they come in stage or group.So might as well they will have a few options on package and deals and kekadang they ofer it on session.Macam teambuilding juak.sometimes,we go by batch,kan?
That is opinion la.Sik tauk la which one suits you.Sebab in the middle of an exam,if u REALLY have to cramp a lot of things in one time frame,do ensure that you have time to delegate.Jgn dok sambar semua,takut semua jadi alang2 dan tergantung.So for those that can wait,have to wait la!betul?
Cheers & may you make the wisest of decision :-D, K Aishah
-----Original Message-----
From: her
Sent: Wednesday, November 07, 2007 12:53 PM
Subject: Just nak bersadu...n mintak pendapat );
salam
ooohh...kmk tgh neves tok. Suddenly quite a number of happening things happen to me..dalam these few days.kmk in the middle of examinations kinek tok until 25th Nov. hmmm..2 papers dah lepas.Last few days got a call for scholarship interview. Udah la kmk sik tauk camne nak pegi..this monday..pas ya yesterday tetiba dapat call from supervisor mek suruh present progress keja mek..hari tok tek..aduh..neves na lok .menggelepur habis ..ha..ha..;p
and then tadik kmk just receive emel to attend Digi Bussinees Attitude program (more to bussiness edu. pun course la..free).coz kmk lulus testnya . kmk enroll suka2 jak coz nak neman kwn mek. Kmk lulus test nya but kwn mek sik..ingatkan dolok saja2 nak masuk sebab nak dapat ilmu tapi bila dah sikda geng alu takut indah.kmk neves sebab bila mek nangga gambar2 org2 yg join kursus ya last batch cam suma terer2 and tua2.sebab requirement nya mesti at least udah keja 2thn.Udah la kmk sik pande spekong omputih 'terer'istly....this is the website www.dba.com.my. What do u think ? should I go..it's on 19 Nov ..kmk tok nang lack of confident..hu..hu..hu

Tired......

Life has been tiring for the past 2 weeks.Bukan apa,last 2 weeks the flu & coughing epidemic hits me & the household.To the extent that we did a 'family visit' to Normah Medical Specialist.Rasa macam shopping ubat pun ada.To me & hubby,this kind of illness is nothing!Well,at least we know when to blow the mucous out of the nostril!Lagi pun lobang idung aku nih ala2 la serombong kapal.hehehe...
what worries me most,was Wafi!My lil' Wafi.He used to be admitted to Normah for 4Days 3 Nite treatment due to lung infection.It all started with some mild & dry cough,due to the haze!but after 2 weeks,he was still coughing and by then the cough had turn into wet cough instead.Being a 6 months baby,he wasn't able to get rid of the phleghm,thus resulting in the infection.God knows the anxiety that I felt.And i still couldn't get the picture of him being treated out of my system.He was on neb for very 1/2 hourly,and the oxygen line has to be attached all the time.He was put on drip ,3 bottles of them.Sedih nya....waaa...so when he was infected with the cough again,I was frightened like nobody's business!Call me dramatic!Who cares!But seeing him being neb-ed,with drip inserted at his tiny hand & the doctors/nurses coming to monitor his heartbeat & oxygen level every few hours,I did freak out!but luckily,by today,everybody is recovering.at least K Ain is able to go to school.That left Syahmi with runny nose,but less coughing.And both me & hubby,ada sikit2 coughing left.Wafi is breathing steadily,in between coughs.Hope to see him in the best of health,minus the coughing and runny nose!All 3 of my gems!Sayang anak2 mak!Because when they were having high fever for the last few nites,I was like some idiosynchratic who have some stupid paranoid.i didn't sleep at all,but keep on monitoring their temperature!trust me..I AM THAT KIND OF MOTHER!.....because I love them to bits!Love them!

Apakah perasaan itu?

Ada ketikanya,sukar untuk kita fahami apakah perasaan yang ada,timbul dan wujud dalam diri...Adakah hanya muncul tak terduga?Secara tiba-tiba?Atau kah kerana suatu keadaan atau pengalaman lampau?Tidak tahu..
The feeling is indescribable.How am I supposed to write about this?Where do I start?Please help me.
Sometimes,I feel some sensation of a very deep longing feeling to go somewhere nostalgic.I even had this urge to go back to someplace familiar.Such as now,I longed to be back to my kampung to the time when I was a small girl.Back to the school,walking down the rubbled path to school.That was the time when life was full of joy.A simple kampung life.I swim in the river,I trekked into the woods right behind our house.I climbed trees.I tossed my bag into the house and run around.Sometimes I played volleyball at school.Sometimes,as an eldest sister I didn't get to play that much,coz I have to look after my younger siblings.Sometimes I was angry towards my mum,i answered her back.But she loved me.Never the less!Life was much simpler at that time.Those were the days when the elderly loved the younger lot unconditionally.Those were the days when our mothers let us play around the village without feeling worried.Those were the days when everybody knows each and everyone of them.I lived in a humble kampung where they grow paddy,do the rubber tapping,small scaled fishermen earn their living by catching fishes & freshwater prawns.So far,nothing much have changed.Only that nowadays every household is having their house well-lit by 24hrs electricity supply.And people no longer swim the river,only crocos do!But still,the sunset & the sunrise stays as it was.Breathtaking!Amazing!It's just me.I am no longer staying in my kampung.I have been away from even before i had my 1st mensus.I went to school in JB.My parents started to move out of the kampung as well.My dad started his business and they lived in Sarikei.He made it.Suddenly everything changed.Our simple kampung life has changed.We own a number of things which is deemed unnecessary to kampung people,or maybe unaffordable to 'em.I spent 3 yrs in JB.That was then.As for me,I continued to live faraway from my village.I studied in Kuching,Samarahan & Kuching again.I worked in Kuching,get married,further my study and have kids.And I worked again,and remained in Kuching.I was kept bz attending to my life's need.I hardly go back to kampung despite the helpless cry from my parents.I knew i've disappointed them,but what other choice do I have?The only thing is that they're still very healthy to drive from kampung to Kuching,to meet me and their only grandchildren.My 3 kids.I didn't mean to ignore them,let alone to purposely hurt their feeling.Thankfully,they seemed to be patient enough.But I know deep inside their hearts,they wished that I can be the same old me.Mak & Bapak,I am the same old me!I never changed.I always think of both of you with love ad compassions,but sometimes,the lifestyle that I live in is very demanding.Sometimes I miss the simple lifestyle that we led before this.But I know that would not be possible.Time has changed.And with that I need cope up and adapt to the changes.InsyaAllah,i will try my best to be a good daughter,maybe not now.One fine day,with all the prayer and hope,together with all the efforts,things will be better.Amin.

My Office Attires

My Office Attires may vary from blouses,skirts,trousers,jeans and yeah..baju kurung!Since I am wearing headscarf ( tudung le ),at times I find it kinda hard to find the suitable design which is semi casual/semi official yet decent enough for me.I am no baju kurung fan,which is an issue to some people,but well,I couldn't care less!My criterian of working attires are:
1)Of good and comfortable material.
2)Within my budget ( RM50 ~ RM100 is acceptable,but if it stretches to 100++ it's ok,as long it's worth it & if I find that it appear to be quite a bargain!ngehehe...).
3)We compliment each other!this is important.To me,if you look good,you must feel good for looking good.geddit?and yes,for 'toads' who happened to read this,pls read carefully:"beauty is in the eye of the beholder,and yeah...beauty doesn't linger around the word "physical' alone!wittiness and kindness is part of beauty too.And pure physical attraction is a bonus then.Well,at least to me.what say ya?
4)last but not least...hey!I LIKE WHAT I PAY FOR!is there any better reason than this?kalau dah suka,beli sajork dan puaskan hati itu........it's not a sin!kan?hahahaha.....

List & Hierarchy of 'Em Favourite Baju of Mine.

1.My Padini
A blouse that I bought in Gurney Plaza.Heck!It's blue striped with white.Small stripes.Nice.Originally it will cost me RM99 a pair,and yeah...it's a standard price for Padini,for all I know.But,yeah I am always a lucky shopper..they slashed it into 50% discount,so paid RM49.50 per pair.A bargain?yeah baby.....hahahaha...

2.South China Sea-White & Baby Pink
Heh...I love Gurney Plaza!I think I will go there as time permits whenever I'm in Penang.Trust me..It's easy to find some so-called plus size attires which is affordable and lovely.They offer you quiet a wide array of colours,design and sizes.Here,I got 2 SCS blouse.Original price:RM78.90 per pair.Thanks to the 50% discount.I got 2 pairs,for the price of 1. :-D.
The only regret?I should've listen to the promoter!"Kakak...saya rasa kakak nih pakai saiz M aje.Betul ke kakak nak size L & XL?"pedih......hehehehe.I shuld've listened to her....kan?

3.Baju Sheila Rusly ....hahahahaha...
No..no..they don't belong to Sheila Rusli.But there's this one colleague who mentioned her name in front of me!hehehe...actually it is more or less a Punjabi-cut blouse.Knee length,long sleeved,straight cut and low cut neck.Dark blue and hehe..transparent...with scattered golden particles.The neck-line was sequinned as well as the cuff it self.Nice and simple.And yeah...due to the tranparency of the baju,I need to wear tube in the inside! :).Bought this at Aliah Collection,Jln Kulas.Paid RM79 for that.sigh...bila aku balik Melaya aku tgk baju camtu rega dalam RM 35 sajorkkkk!Apakahhh.......?

4.My ever so green blouse
Bought it at Bliss Boutique,Semariang Choice SuperMall.Collared,3/4 sleeved,embroidered & partially attached to organza at the end of it.The embroidered flowers were embezzled with beads and sequins.
Paid RM59.00 for it.Normally match with my strecthable white skirt.

5.My Black Brandless Blouse
Yup!Bukan brainless!Cuma the brand was a bit alien to me.Was it KAAKIS ke KAAKIIS?Bought it during my pointless wandering moment.I was walking randomly with my mum kat India Street,sebab my mum was so eager nk beli hape ke bende ( haku pon tak hengat!).I walked up to one of the outlet yg menjual baju2 yg entah la...and I got this black blouse.It is of kind of stretchable material.and very plain!Why is it in my fav list?Shoot me...but ehe...anytime of the day,I can just go to this baju & wear it straight away!TAKYAH IRON BEB!so dapat la bermalas-malasan!heh!pemalas tak aku?yaaaaa....pada waktu2 yg tertentu!hmm...the price?UNBEATABLE!MURAH!RM32 sajork!nahhh......

6.Blouse aku yg kaler kelabu taik anjing ( off greyish ).
Yang nih aku suka.Simple but accomodating!meaning?enough to cover the bulges yet well-tailored to my need.Meaning to say,no extra fabrics which makes me look like batwoman.but it fits in nicely,without any unnecessary display of flabs!hehehe....paid RM69 for this,Bliss Boutique again.

7.Striped blouse from Aliyah Collection.
Fesyen macam kemeja biasa,a bit flimsy but well covered by the black & white stripes.The fabric is flowy yet suits my image as a working mum.suits well with my slacks but never heart rending even if i need to match it with my BUM jeans.versatile i'd say!got this for RM49.Brand apa yer?not well known pun,but suka tetap suka!

8.Jubah Seluar
This particular Jubah is a mixture of lilac/purple and off white colours.Abstract design.Flowy fabric,double lining.With a pair of bluish-purplish trousers of its own.More or less macam baju Benggali ada gak...eh...Punjab kot?Whatever la.Got it for RM60 only,Kedai Pakaian & Kain Haji Sany Parit Buntar.

9.Dark Brown Blouse
I bought this at Ngiu Kee Sberkas.Under the brand Mystique.With side zipper.Punjab Cut.Price?RM52 only.Last for 3 yrs oledi & still standing!The colour is still very dark.Cuma...sekarang nih it doesn't really fit in!I gained weight?whoaaaaa......ahahaha....

10.Baju Company
I like this one too...esp during rainy days when I can hardly open my eyelids.Wehehehe....lepas mandi terus sarung & I am on the go.I got 2 of 'em.One is dark blue and another one is in black.I gave away the dark blue one to my father.I only have the balck one.Price!TRULY UNBEATABLE!F.O.C!Hehehe...kan baju kompeni?kompeni bagi la.....

baju2 lain suka gaks....cuma this is the favourite list la....
:P

Malaysian Astronaut

Received an email from a colleague this morning!She Quoted in her mail "Ladies…. Cuci mata kejap!!!Now, if only all men are like him - smart and handsome! ". :D ok...here's the picture of 'em!

hehehe.....tapi kan kawan...nowadays ha...gentlemen are rare species.Quoted from somewhere ( x hengat la sapa cakap..)perfect man don't exist!Either they are taken or gay!so,this guy definitely taken!hahahahahaha....ok chiow!hope to find some la nanti kan?we never know they are lurking somewhere,waiting for the Miss Sugar & Spice,and everything nice...kan?hehehehe...

Hmmm...Sigh...

As much as I am concerned,I despise liars!To me,I'd rather have the most bitter and coldest truth slapping me hard in the face,rather than sweet and flattering words but laced with arsenic!I am a very realistic person.I knew it long time ago that no matter how much we;as a human wants to live in a world that's full of sugar & spice and everything nice,it is an undeniable truth that sometimes we have to face the reality that not everybody share the same perspective.I wouldn't elaborate more.This is just a short para meant for reality check!Before it ended with:CHECKMATE or STALEMATE!Anyways,Thanx mate!

Autumn In My Heart - Reason

Mariah Carey (Feat. Boyz II Men) - One Sweet Day

Mountain High to Sea Deep!

Check out my Slide Show!

Blunder....pasal puaserrr?

FAsting month,bulan puasa!Today is my 2nd day fasting!I missed the 1st 6 days due to girls' bestfriend!NO..not diamond,but your monthly mensus!Heh.....when I recall on the first day of Ramadhan which happened to be my first day mensus too,i might say that I felt ashamed of a few Muslims.No,they don't terrorize people but this one particular lady freaked me out.Of course I didn't show my 'anger'!The story went like this:
A friend of mine asked S on the situation of mine,I have fasted for at least half the day,but found out later that I was on period.So,I simply break my fast by taking Strepsils( keep in mind that I am still coughing).And that's it.So my friend was just interested whether is it okay if I just continue with my fasting,instead of breaking it?To my surprise,S suddenly come out with a disastrous theory that I should have continued my fasting even if I am having my mensus!Her rationale?She said,being in mensus and continuing to fast is a show of determination,in which God will grant me double the pahala!what?For instance I was shocked,but seconds later I was ashamed!Judge for yourself......
On another note:I read this: ().It's inhumane!Beasts!Sicko wacko!I pray that the BEAST and I HOPE someone will kill him in return and he will have an agonizing death!!!His private parts will be smashed and he will scream until he couldn't scream!Yes, I know it sounds cruel,but to me...HE DESERVES to be tortured,mutilated and dismembered!
What has the world become?May Allah protect me and my family from any cruelty.Amin!

Multiple entry

KK travel itinerary:
11-th Aug-07
Our flight to KK was supposed to be at 07:00hrs,but 2 weeks b4 departure,the airlines sent me the rescheduled time.Hmm...retimed to 11:00hrs.acceptbale i'd say.but a day b4 departure they retimed it again to 4:00pm.gosh!that made me curse the whole day!So we reached KK around 17:40hrs.Kecik fetched us at the airport.We head to his home,fetching his son Izad.His wife wasn't there,back to West malaysia for some Anugerah watever la!hehehe.tak hengat la apa nama anugerah itu..kerana dah letih ya amattss!
We head to Kinabalu Pine Resort shortly after that.And as expected,I miss the sunset!sigh!We reached the resort roughly around 8:40pm,which made us the last person arrived for check-in.Went to our room,berak kencing & relax sekejap.Few minutes later,we were at the restaurant.I bought the diner which comprises of:Fresh Mushroom,Beef Slice with Ginger,Cashew nut Chicken,Crabmeat Soup,Mix Vege and yeah rice.I simply love the Mushroom,adalah haven sekali!The mix vege were superb.The only thing lacking is that the dishes were a bit less salty than the our own usual way.All in all,I like em.the chicken was nice too!sedap la!And yes,despite that it's a resort,they dun charge u like one hell of a price!The medium sized dishes only cost me RM65 semua sekali!wat is more important,sayurans di sana sangats manis dan fresh dan sedaps!crispy!yummy!
12-Aug-07 :- i woke up ard 7:00 to discover that our verandah is facing the majestic mountain!sungguh feeling.managed to catch the traces of sunrise!nice!nyaman!
I wish I wake up to this kind of scenery everday!bulih?

Speak it Out

Is it wrong if one needs to speak out her mind?Say a gentle reminder to someone that she has every right to speak to?Is it wrong?If it is wrong,then everything will go wrong,innit?hmmm.........

Zeus is a Lady!

I hardly get angry!or maybe...I get angry occassionally!but furious is the word for today's anger!yo dumbo!such a f***king b***ch la hoi!Okay....reschedule as u wish la fuckwit...but leave it to other person la,not ME!shitla!hey.....if you want to reschedule the flight,reschedule it a week before my departure and full stop!not in less than 24hrs!la you SOB!wat were u thinking?i am going for a short family trip la!to feed my insatiable hunger towards berjalan2 berpoya2 menyenangkan hati and wat not la kan!kan!and in this case of course i have booked some accomodation at some nice resort in which i can unwind!buduh!so if you think rescheduling the departure from 7:00 am to 11:00 is cool,hey i'd say it is acceptable!i do agree on the unforeseen circumstances which may happen once in a while!but you reschedule it to 4:00pm....hey!i turned into zeus!!!!!1i can feel fire blazing from my head!who said zeus is man?it's lady la buduh!that lady is me!warghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ngeong!ngeong!ngeong!krepang krepung!GIRA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
ha................lega sikit!
Summary:the rescheduling of the flight to KK on August 11 has put me on fire!I am scorching!who wouldn't?I have arranged an accomodation to stay an overnight at a resort in Kundasang,but what the heck!?!4:00pm from Kuching simply means that I will reach the resort onlly after 6:00 pm.I wanna see and capture the sunset there!so...is it a sin for me to curse?aku tau lah ari ni Jumaat!bodoh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Weather Forecast

The weather was very kind for the past few days.And I,as a traveller to be (in the next few days time...yippee!) was very curios of the weather condition.I have been monitoring the weather thru MSN since last week.The satellite image was scary enough,with the typhoon just around Phillipine's sea.Emm..I dunno how to adress it properly,being an engineering student okay?but on Friday,the image seemed to be vanished and I saw a large scale of images of big clouds on Japan's land!and Pheww!the night then the news broke!It truly moved anf hit Japan!So it explains the weather change.I guess the wind does play a big role as well.For more on the typhoon,go here:
http://www.usatoday.com/weather/hurricane/2007-08-02-typhoon-usagi_N.htm?csp=34
what more can I say,with the shiny sun,and together with the scorching heat here in Kuching,I hope to land in KK greeted by morning breeze,and hopefully when I reach Kinabalu Pine Resort .
http://www.kinabalupineresort.com/gallery.html
the day will be as sunny as this.I'd love to see sunset at the mountain top and of course,I would love to see the sunrise in the morning.Hemm...that is a very refreshing thought and a very inviting thought.Now I feel really gleeful!!!!!!!tak sabarnya....to breathe the fresh mountain breeze,see colourful landscapes and the relaxing surrounding!and yes...at the foothill of a Majestic Mount Kinabalu!

Counting the Days ... Yippee...

1.I am counting the days to our ever awaited family trip Sabah!yeay!I know it's nothing big about it compared to any other person's international trip!but I am proud that I can afford to bring my kids to the jewel of our own country!bangga tak bangga?After all,it's Visit Malaysia Year,right?As for overseas trip ( tak kisahla Bali ke,negeri onmputih ke,negeri belah mana ke...),that my friend,will have to wait!Ya la...wait till I have enough money la kan?Only time will tell,plus some hardwork.
2.now I am still in the office.nothing much to do but I do have to wait.nak buat cemana?as long as this kind of thing doesn't end up as daily routine,i dun think i would mind :P!
3.weeee..........i fell jiffy!go her:

we're going to stay here for the first day!booked the room and paid the 50% down payment this afternoon!cantik isn't it?Subhanallah!Belum lagi tengok Sipadan Water Village!I think Sabah is a gifted land!Beautiful!for sipadan water village:http://www.swvresort.com/.
One fine day,I hope I'll be there!amin!
I think I fall in love .........

Sakit Perut

Last nite we ate mee kolok n pizza for Dinner.And mee kolok,if not eaten together with sambal cili ( pounded dry chilli mixed with vinegar ) is not mee kolok enough!Bought it at Kubah Ria stall,this dish is really something tempting.The soup was hearty,with tender meat,bones and tendon.hm...heaven i'd say!but this heaven caused me to experience this heartburn and tummy upset.sakit nya!

Weekend

1.On Saturday,I cooked for the family.Stayed at home until 4:00 pm and off we go to send Ein back to UITM afterwards.Met my parents there.My kids were overjoyed to see Paknek and Maknek.Theey were laughing and running around.Macam la compound kat UITM tu paknek n Maknek dia punya.But I am thankful that my parents are both very loving to my kids.I know how it felt if ur any of your granny despised you,or per se...being biased.Alhamdulillah,both my parents and my parents in law are good and loving towards my kids.At least their childhood would be normal and they will have what I wasn't able to have during my yesteryears.To my late grannies ( the good ones and 'the less good' ones ),I pray that peace be upon them,no matter what!I understand that human have diffrent qualities in them,and I do accept that as a nature of life!I know,it used to make me sad.But being me,as a person who always look for the brighter side of everything,I forgave them.InsyaAllah,and I pray that Allah give His guidance continously,so I won't end up to be an OLD BITTER PERSON!Amin.
2.On Sunday.I went for shopping.Bought a few pairs of Kiko for K long,Syahmi and Baby Wafi(all in all:RM350.00).Sneakers for Syahmi n Ain n a pair of Sandal for bapak ( RM89.90 ).And a pair of Reebok for my self !Yeay!I've always loved Reebok ( RM131.40 ).To bits.Hemm...I guess the shopping frenzy drive me crazy!But hell...if the price for those things above were slashed to 50% discount,who wouldn't, right?Total up everything that I have paid,multiply it to 2,then u know how much I WAS SUPPOSED TO PAY!hell....wish this kind of sale happens all year round!bkn la during Mega Sale sajork!oppsss.....hiks....!
3.Counting The Days......
We will be going for a short family trip to Sabah!Yeay!but I pray hard that the weather will be kind enough!Nowadays,the weather seems very unpredictable!In yesteryears ( or was it just a year or two before? ),August was considered dry season!But now it seems like they always rain.with thunderstorms,and even sometimes with gush of wind!Hyyyeeee....I think mother has run amok that she doesn't want to stick to conventional schedule!susah la...sometimes,panas terik mcm nak terbakar je ,and at times,boleh ada banjir kilat!hai Donia...apakah yang nak jadi nih.....
sigh......

Syahmi Demam

Just got back from Normah.Syahmi was having high fever.It's nothing unusual about growing up kids though!And I felt like I am a bit dizzy,but still couldn't manage to sleep.The doc gave us some meds and the next med should be taken in the next 1 hr.which is why I need to stay awake,at least until I have given hime his next dose!sigh....poor him.

A Pain in the Neck....Literally!

This is painful!I got stiffneck!heck!but how?at one time I feel like crying and at another time i feel like killing somebody!tapi nak bunuh sapa la?Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee................
Somebody told me a petua on how to stop the pain.He said I need to dry the pillow that I slept on last night,under the sun ( hari ujan la nowadays...not drizzling but raining cats and dogs!).And afterward just strike my neck with it!eh....macam mana la..kalau bantal x jemur x dapat ke?i mean i am dying to get rid of this pain!it's truly irritating!to the bone!now i understand why they use this metaphor:A pain in the neck to discribe something intolerably annoying and irritating!but again.....aku nak bunuh sapa la ni?bunuh sayur-sayuran dan tumbuhan agar dapat dimasak kot?nak fauna kang x sampai ati lak...........walau pun aku merasa diriku seperti robot!huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..................

A Dream again....

Dreamt of a very weird so called dream!I wonder why I happened to dream a lot lately.not that i am restless in my sleep.in fact,i always dozed off peacefully,mostly at the same time with my lil one.biasala...si kecik tu kan dok bergayut je...hahaha..
back to the dream...I dreamt of going to an island,using a boat of course!we departed from the mainland after sunset,which was pretty dark already.hence,we couldn't see what were swimming in the water or what to expect.when we arrived at the humble resort on stilt,we simply dozed off.Only when I woke up the next morning and I was walking lazily on the plank ( jetty?) then I noticed something weird.What I saw was scary!Crocodiles were swimming everywhere.heck...where did they come from anyway?an island is supposed to be tucked somewhere dekat laut luas terbentang bukan?so...how?but most 'unforgettable' moment would be when all of sudden,something brush against my footsole?yo!geli la...esp when u knew it is that was the crocs hand ( or feet ? ) argh......geli tau!yewwwwkkk!btw....a group of crocs would be adressed as what lah?fishes go to school cos they were called " a school of fish " and bird flock la...coz they are a flock of bird!so what about buaya la?they go to school oso meh?ehehee....

Did You Cry While Watching Movies?

Did you cry while watching movies?I solemnly say:I do!tak pecaya?trust me.A few movies made me cry!To name:
1)Dilwale Dulhaniya Le Jayenge ( from the 1st time until..maybe the 5th time?)
2)Ghost ( ok...tearjerker..only Whoopi made me smile!)
3)Mann( perluka kaki putus...n...eee...manisha koirala is such a vulnerable and loving girl ...okkkk)
4)Winter Sonata ( hmmm... )
5)Autumn in my Heart ( Such heartthrob like Won Bin x sepatutnya frustrated!)
6)Kuch2 Hota Hai ( Alaaa....Shah Rukh....mata mu...ehehehe )
7)Kabhi Khushi Kabhi Gham ( pak Cik Handsome yang mantap....Amitabh Bhachan n Shah Rukh Khan lagi....uuuu....sedih la...)
8)Cerita tentang zaman penjajahan......ala2 cerita bukit kepong....
yes!kisah itu menyayat hati....how we fight for our freedom kan?
hmmm......
9)Kisah Nabi (Rasulullah S.A.W ) yg melalui berbagai keperitan...
it touched my heart!How wicked of me when I do something wrong kan?yg go aginst our teaching,sedangkan kita tahu betapa banyak keperitan yang Baginda lalui?kan?

Foods for thoughts

Hot babes never ask other's account balance.Only psycho does.Nuff said!

Random Thoughts

1.If I Am Still Single Today or not married to him...

Had this small talk with hubby yesterday,while we were in a traffic jam.was wondering if I am still single to date,what kind of life that I would be living.Hemm...these were the answers I gave him:

a ) I might be pursuing my Master degree in Mechanical Engineering ( ataukah aku akan menjadi seorg yg kelihatan nerd dan berusaha mendapat Phd!?!?!?!).Tak kisah la oversea,overmoon,under the sea....wherever it might be.But of course preferrably in a Europeon country?Like in United Kingdom?hahaha....who wouldn't want to be there?It's accessibility to other countries within the European region is very good!So to say,I can travel whenever time permits,kan?erkk....

b)Travel the farthest possible?Macam everytime ada annual leave sket...pegi la berjalan!Dalam Malaysia ke,Asian region ke?or kalu ada extra lagik pegi la travel ke dream destination!That my friend,would be in Switzerland ( kerana disana have looooooaaaaaaaadddddsssss of choco...hahahahaha) and South Africa.I dunno,I think these 2 places are beautiful!yah...I will become a travel freak!iyola....kalu dah umo aku masuk 30 thn,x kawen lagik,musti la aku indulge in my hobbies kan?takkan nk dok umah?

c)If I am not married to him,I would be married to Shah Rukh Khan!hahaha....dreamer!Why?Well,my hubby ...to me...is wayyy much hotter than SRK!ahahaha....if u still remember darling...I told you that I dumped SRK when I met you?hahahaha....like la aku dah fall head over heel for my husband!Honestly,I dun really know why I fall for him!but one thing for sure:I do love him!hemmm.....*blushing*!( nah....itu dia self proclaim aku cinta padamu on the world wide web!)eeeeiiiiiiii......apa la mimpi jadi mushy giler!

d)Working overseas!yeah....at least la keja di Singapore!atau dimana sahaja...hahaha...but one thing for sure...I will be in the manufacturing line,dealing with Equipments!In fact I lurve maintenance and hands on job!entah kenapa...

e)Maintain berat badan 50kg?HAAAAHHHHHHHHHH???????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!????????????????????????arghh..................

tapi yg peliknya....suami saya kata....Entah2 awak dah kawin ngan sapa la......

eh....kesitu pulak?apa2 ajer.... whatever it is..I am now a happy mother of 3!and I pray that my married life will be blessed forever.....

2)Dating/seeing/looking at someone else after married ( women )

I have encountered a few married female who were discussing over someone's husband with awe,admiration or shall i say,desire?As much as I am not that religious to judge,I on the other hand object to this kind of behaviour!It is in fact,a kind of fatal attraction that should not,I repeat..should not be taken lightly!why?if u are unhappy with ur married life or if u don't feel content over what ur spouse have given or provide to you,pls la...don't take this as a way of escapism!words have it that birds of the same feather flock together!so..please...even if u've always dreamt of living in luxuries,indulge in whatever extravagance life has to offer,do realize that fate and hardwork play the role in this!We might be hardworking enough,but it is fated that not after some extend then we can get laid and enjoy life!after all,not everybody will be lucky enough to be married to a prince charming that came in shiny beemer or cadillac?if we were born on the ordinary level,it is a good thing that we are already married to a man that we love and who always tried his best to provide for the family?we were born in the average middle class family.so what's wrong with that?just learn to appreciate what ever we have in hand.some decent living,extra bucks for small family trips or if it was just a Malaysian made Gen-2 in our porch,at least the spouse have tried hard enough so that we have cars to move around,foods on the table and new clothes for festivities!some people are more unlucky...they even missed their meals for days!and I pray to Allah,that both me and my spouse stays strong and attached to each other,thru thick and thin and able to grow better each passing days!And may God help me to stay loyal to my marriage and may He provide me strength to unite my family and may we grow into a better person!Amin!and as for these vixens....may God help you!and hehehehe....go and buy full length mirror la wei!erk!

ok la....that's all for today!

On A Dream and On The Song Dealova

1.On a dream:
I dreamt a weird dream last 2 nites.Or shall I say eerie and frightening?I dreamt of a HUGE ( when i say HUGE...i mean....HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!)disaster.In my dreams,I was trapped in a turbulence.My husband was back from sending Ain to school and was about to send the boys to their babysitter.I was there too.Out of no where,and without warning,the sky turned black!Devilishly black!It was churning!And I saw it coming!A perfect Typhoon.Perfect Disaster!And the ground was shaking.Fumes and smokes were coming from the ground!I thought the world was coming to an end!I was scared,I was lookiing at my hubby!He too,was lost in fear and his mouth was wide open,terror in his eyes!The only thing in my mind was,am I ready for this?What if the world ends today?How would I cope with this?Is Judgement Day here?NOw?Today?I was speechless and tears brimming in my eyes and I find it very hard to swallow my breath.I wasn't prepared for Judgement Day!!!I din't have enough if I were to asnwer all the Questions!i wasn't ready if I were to meet my Creator!I have done a lot of wrongdoings,I have missed my prayers,I did answer back to my parents,I did debate with my husband,I did that,I did this!All were replayed over and over again!I don't think I have done enough good deeds,so that I can face Him proudly!Oh no...I prayed hard,real hard,like never before!I prayed that this is not the end of the world!I prayed that god gave me the 2nd chance,so I can mend on whatever I have done!And as if miracle,a man appeared and helped to clear the dark,churning and boiling clouds!Hi 'fired' to the sky with what looked like sticks of firecrackers!In less than 10 stroke,the dark coloured clouds cleared away,and replaced by blue and splendid crystal clear sky!The breeze of air was refreshing and calming.To my surprise,the man was our current PM,Pak Lah.For as much as I want to know,I only managed to ask him "How did he do that?"I mean,that was unbelievable,he fired right into the storm with some fire-cracker look-alike stick,which emitted a very bright light...not fire...and poof!everything was back to normal!Wasn't it magical?And his answer puzzled me!HE SAID"TAK SUSAH!PISAH KAN YG PUTIH DARI YANG HITAM!PUTUSKAN PERTEMUAN ANGIN YG PANAS DARIPADA ANGIN YANG DINGIN!JAUHKAN YANG BATIL DARI YANG HAK!DAN JAUHKAN KEJAHATAN DARI KEBAIKAN!KERANA APABILA YANG JAHAT CUBA BERSATU DENGAN YANG BAIK,MAKA BENCANA AKAN BERLAKU!"and he smiled before I left him there,with my head full of Questions!What could I relate from this dream if I were to relate it from my current life?I mean,with some distraught ( back stabbing affair lately ) in life,with people surrounding me,with what they did or said or planned towards me?It just makes sense when I think of it again!Alhamdulillah....no matter what the 'people' ( err...somebody only me,my husband and my 'sister-friend ' aware of!btw...)do to harm or even disgrace me,Allah still loves me.They tried very hard,but to no avail!Alhamdulilah!To my 'sister-friend' u r a god given friend to me.Thanx a million x No Avogadro....hahahhaha...luv ya to bits!

2.On the song:Dealova
I love This song:Jgn la heran...I know it has been quite a while dah lagu nih dipasaran...but I just happen to fall for it NOW!it made me feel mushy....macam lovesick schoolgirl!hahahaha...isn't that sweet?

DEALOVA

Aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah
Dalam tidurmu
Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu
Yang mungkin bisa kau rindu
Karena langkah merapuh
Tanpa dirimu
Oh… Karena hati tlah letih
Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu
Yang slalu bisa kau sentuh
Aku ingin kau tahu bahwa aku
Selalu memujamu
Tanpamu sepinya waktu
Merantai hati
Oh…
Bayangmu seakan-akan
Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku yang
Memanggil rinduku padamu
Seperti udara yang kuhela kau selalu ada
Oh…
Hanya dirimu
Yang bisa membuatku tenang
Tanpa dirimuAku merasa hilang… dan sepi
Dan sepi…
Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku yang
Memanggil rinduku padamu
Seperti udara yang kuhela kau selalu ada
Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku yang
Memanggil rinduku padamu
Seperti udara yang kuhela kau selalu ada
Selalu ada…
Kau selalu ada…
Selalu ada…
Kau selalu ada…
Sya… na na na…

tidakkah itu membuatmu jatuh chenta?ehehe...

go here:

http://www.esnips.com/doc/ac417d67-45c0-4a42-8d4f-601609898e3e/Dealova-Once

love.....Mummy of 3!

balik kampung trip

went back to kampung on 1st June.we moved out of Matang Jaya roughly around 10am.Hehehe...perasan la kunun lepas subuh...!actually i woke up fairly early,ard 6:00am or so,but ended up have to tidy up everything,do the packing,did the laundry n getting my self n the little one ready.when it comes to waking up everyone,every single soul ( except me n wafi the baby ) were totally in deep slumber!hmm...talking of a bunch of family :P.but most regretted part was i forgot about the camera!i was planning to take a few piccies all along the journey n of course a few at kampung,but well...maybe next time.mind you,the journey all the way to my kampung is...beautiful.u'll c mountains,jungles,rivers and what not.coz my kampung is truly kampung.but how to describe?dunno!see the pics when it's avalable later la.errk...baby nagih.have to sign off.will continue later.bye.

Balik Kampung

Hi!hari ni saya rasa happy!nak tau kenapa?coz we'll be on a trip tomorrow!but bukan pegi ke carribean la beb!balik kampung den yo!dan i loiikee balik kampung actually,just itulah...time constraint dan long journey itu kdg2 menjadikan sgt letih!and i really dun like the tired feelings.Act my kampung is a very rare traditional Malay kampung.I grew up there until I am 12 yrs old!lotsa memories i'd say.I was some adventurous kampung girl...climbing trees,swimming in the river,chased by my mum and sometimes...ada pakcik2 yg x berapa betul ( ker aku yg salah ?hahaha ) akan marah2 sebab kami main kat sampan depa sampai terbalik!hehehe.....
but i have this one neihgbourr whom we called "Sikodok"...n trust me....it's a term of endearment!hahahaha......
thinking of her made me smile.of all the ladies i've met in my whole life,she has the most outrageously loud voice!kalau setakat dia teriak panggil anak tu,ko 1km away pon bley deangar punya!n i tell u....she has the most dirty jokes ever!hahaha...yup,she's weird but i see her as a very funny n 'rare' type!erk...
i oso have few funny neighbours as well,and we were all so comfortable together.even when i was away in West malaysia during school,once in a while when i am back to kampung....they are amongst the persons that i'm looking forward to see.and until today,when i am back to kampung,i still see the warmth and friendliness.and i guess that's what special about org kampung!they seemed to be more 'human',eventho they never attend school,let alone being amongst the bigshot.
so...wish for safe journey.nowadays balik kampung tu mcm some kind of vacation to me,coz my kampung is peaceful.i can see paddy field,get freshly caught king prawns,freshly harvested vegetables which cost us RM2 in Kuching ( n the Quality?almost dried up to death!huh!) for only 30cent and mind you,the size of it?thrice of what we have here and still dripping wet and crispy!sayur apa tu?sayur midin!heaven....maybe due to the low frequency of going back trip,made every trip such a meaning ful one.
on another note:the one and only grandmom left ( sebelah bapak ) passed away last Saturday!Al Fatihah.i am not that close to her...but...well,she's still my granny rite?

another post on nothing..or what thing ke?ergh...

i guess if i were to be nominated for most lousy blogger,i will surely win!*cough!*hehehe...kenapa tidak?i was only updating it after 1 yr or so!not that i am too bz...but i guess i just dun really know how to put things in words!or maybe i am just plain lazy!kecuali if there's something really stupid,or funny,or weirdo or erk...biatchy happened to occur and i feel like pouring ouut to someone,or i just need to get it out of my system...then i will remember my blog!
n now i just kinda 'perked up to write becos i simply think of this blog!i mean i am writing for no particular reason!hahaha..apa ya?
to update,i am now upgraded from mother of 2 to another level!yippee...mother of 3!welcome my hero...Ahmad Nurwafiuddin...
details:Ahmad Nurwafiuddin b Ahmad Nasir
Borned:12th April 2007..6:31am weighed 2.81 kg.( to note:Ahmad NurSyahmi my 2nd child was borned on 16th of April 05 ).And again,normal birth.
No 2:During this maternity leave,I was overjoyed when I found out about the company's decision to make some merit salary adjustment,effective 1st May.That is:an increment worth RM250 for JG34 n JG35.That refers to Associate Engineers.For lower JGs,they're awarded an increment worth of 6% out of their current basic salary!hmm...some said that as kinda unfair but to me,I am grateful for what have been granted!hey man,just look at it this way!some people are the more less luckier than us,they even advised to take VSS earlier.and us?we still going strong n hopefully stronger,for the sake of me and everybody ( haha...gila materialistik la tu!hahah ).
and for those who have less paper,pls la....i beg to differ!kalo rasa paper tak cukup,pegila tambah paper tu!and if you answered my suggestion by saying that SUSAH tolong la jgn SUSAH2kan diri nak kata itu tak betul dan ini tak betul!cos we went thru the thing that u said u tak nak go thru sebab susah!so kami ni betul2 pepatah melayu:Susah dahulu,senang2 kemudian!rite wai?ehe....
No 3:i read thru the alumni booklet of my hubby...and they have this interview session with the former PM ( Tun Mahathir ) upon his award of Doctor of Technology Management.Hmm..i won't elaborate that much.But I was awed by his comment:Saya yakin kita semua mempunyai kebolehan yang tidak kurang daripada org lain.Tapi kebolehan kalau tidak diasuh,tidak dicanai ia tidak akan mengeluarkan hasil".
How true....we were born equal and average,only some are gifted and some are disabled!but amongst all,we are all of the same quality.I have always admired Tun.In my life,I have seen 2 PMs ruling the country.and to date I still 'love' this uncle.but i won't elaborate on that.I'll keep it to myself though!
Tun is right!i have the capability to do it,provided that I am given proper training.without one,how would I know?no matter how good I am or no matter how smart I am.rite?so to wrap up this entry,to me..training,coaching and guidance is crucial in whatever we do.there's no such thing as super duper genius!genius will fail if he or she weren't guided carefully.that's all for now.more thoughts and ranting in the next entry!when?as time permits and as much as i feel like it.heh!